I NEED STRENGTH! I NEED HELP!
i won't be around already. i'll be leaving. once i'm back. God please grant me the strength and the wisdom and the courage. Please please please....The only thing that is destroying my "passion" in what i'm studying is i believe due to my project. I really really am hanged.
When i'm back.....I'll go full gear. But results-wise, God please help me. I shalt do my best. I surrender it all to you. But please, please please.....grant me the wisdom.
signing off,
josaiya.
Monday, December 15, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
A prayer request~
Well, this is gonna be one of the 1st time, that i'm posting, about my DAD. lol....sounds awkward but whatever~
Well, just hope whoever that is reading this little "rarely-updated-blog-of-mine" will help keep my dad in prayers. He's been coughing like mad for these days. Roughly the past week at least. Me duno what's really going on with his health stuff but yea, imagine him waking up like 6-7 in the morning to wake my siblings up to school and slping at 2-3am every night on a daily basis? Its a health-killer.
He wakes at 6-7, wakes my bro for school (on normal schooling days) and then goes to work from like 8-6....returns home only to give tuition till about 10-10.30 and having dinner at around that time after tuition. Haizzz.....Hope his stressful-life shalt end soon. Anyway, to those out there, please please please pray for mua Dad. Keep him in ye prayers, as i've done in mine. Just pray for a speedy recovery.
P.S : as a matter of fact, i'm starting to cough as well.....zzzz....
Well, just hope whoever that is reading this little "rarely-updated-blog-of-mine" will help keep my dad in prayers. He's been coughing like mad for these days. Roughly the past week at least. Me duno what's really going on with his health stuff but yea, imagine him waking up like 6-7 in the morning to wake my siblings up to school and slping at 2-3am every night on a daily basis? Its a health-killer.
He wakes at 6-7, wakes my bro for school (on normal schooling days) and then goes to work from like 8-6....returns home only to give tuition till about 10-10.30 and having dinner at around that time after tuition. Haizzz.....Hope his stressful-life shalt end soon. Anyway, to those out there, please please please pray for mua Dad. Keep him in ye prayers, as i've done in mine. Just pray for a speedy recovery.
P.S : as a matter of fact, i'm starting to cough as well.....zzzz....
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Ask an inch, Received a yard.
Life is freaking weird and full of uncertainties eh? And especially with our Lord God Almighty, even the impossible, is made possible. Not only is life weird, humans, are....too. Dun u think so? Come to think of it, i actually went to F.A.N night at church.....And i got more than what i opted for....Somehow, part of me tells that its divine intervention....Cause the thing is i nearly NEVER go to F.A.N nights. Lolz.....
Cutting the story short, the night started of with just chatting and fellowshipping, followed by a little testimony by Uncle Lau, and of course, worship. =)
After that, Pastor Andrew, aka head of Music Department ( if i'm not mistaken...lol ), kinda gave a speech/lecture.......or shud i say a little sermon. The session talked about perseverance, and the willingness to be "knocked" by God. And of course, total surrendence. Well, after that we had a little something like a "prayer walk", as in we all just prayed in a circle....Yeap, the moment I started praying, i immediately sensed....That the Holy Spirit was around. His presence was so so so dominating, so strong, so immense. Then we prayed and prayed and prayed.....and then it kinda ended.
Now here comes the weirdest part, Pastor Andrew kinda passed the mike around, asking whether did God say anything to either of us, or did we have a vision or etc. Well from Pastor Andrew to me, the amount of people would be around....more then 14? about there lar.....all were just passing around....and passing around. Well, for a guy like me, i'm not those that like to have ALL the attention....lolz. And so i decided to let it pass, despite having a strong feeling to speak.
Somehow....when the mike came to me. I couldn't let it go. I wanted to pass to daniel, who was next to me, but amazingly....all i did was put it close to my mouth, and speak. =.="
All i could say, was that....
"Everyday in life, we face problems and troubles. We face uncertainties and we face circumstances. Honestly speaking, my walk with God ain't 101% satisfying...to be honest. Everyday in my life i face problems, troubles, worries and everything. But during the prayer, i felt peace. i felt home. i felt belonged. i felt loved. We may know it or not know it, but God assures, that whenever we are in times of trials, we can always, always....look to Him. For he will never leave us, nor forsake us. And he wants the best for those that trust in Him."
And then, Ps.Andrew just said...."Lets pray for him."
And yea, the leaders came, laying hands upon hands on me, speaking words of wisdom and truth, words of encouragement and words of love. I had visualizations of things, things that are happening around me, and things that are happening in the past. The hurts, the disappointment, the pain, the anger.....it kinda went into "unleash" mode. I cried. I shook. I coughed. It feels like as if "something" was coming outta me. It feels as if that there was an "inner being"....I felt like screaming. I felt like scolding, i felt anger. But the Lord took it all. I din scream, i din scold, and anger....was gone.
Sis Sook Leng, one that i know not well of, spoke precise truth about my life. So precise that only those closest to me will understand and agree with her words of wisdom. For me, the "tempest" that was within me was "tamed". But i felt weird. It feels like a whole new life has taken over.....at that time.
Well, why i say ask an inch yet received a yard? Cause my main purpose was to find Bro. Teik Gee for some stuff. But he din show up, and i got this blessing. Truly....what else can i say; but.....God is great.
logging off,
jo-Saiya
Cutting the story short, the night started of with just chatting and fellowshipping, followed by a little testimony by Uncle Lau, and of course, worship. =)
After that, Pastor Andrew, aka head of Music Department ( if i'm not mistaken...lol ), kinda gave a speech/lecture.......or shud i say a little sermon. The session talked about perseverance, and the willingness to be "knocked" by God. And of course, total surrendence. Well, after that we had a little something like a "prayer walk", as in we all just prayed in a circle....Yeap, the moment I started praying, i immediately sensed....That the Holy Spirit was around. His presence was so so so dominating, so strong, so immense. Then we prayed and prayed and prayed.....and then it kinda ended.
Now here comes the weirdest part, Pastor Andrew kinda passed the mike around, asking whether did God say anything to either of us, or did we have a vision or etc. Well from Pastor Andrew to me, the amount of people would be around....more then 14? about there lar.....all were just passing around....and passing around. Well, for a guy like me, i'm not those that like to have ALL the attention....lolz. And so i decided to let it pass, despite having a strong feeling to speak.
Somehow....when the mike came to me. I couldn't let it go. I wanted to pass to daniel, who was next to me, but amazingly....all i did was put it close to my mouth, and speak. =.="
All i could say, was that....
"Everyday in life, we face problems and troubles. We face uncertainties and we face circumstances. Honestly speaking, my walk with God ain't 101% satisfying...to be honest. Everyday in my life i face problems, troubles, worries and everything. But during the prayer, i felt peace. i felt home. i felt belonged. i felt loved. We may know it or not know it, but God assures, that whenever we are in times of trials, we can always, always....look to Him. For he will never leave us, nor forsake us. And he wants the best for those that trust in Him."
And then, Ps.Andrew just said...."Lets pray for him."
And yea, the leaders came, laying hands upon hands on me, speaking words of wisdom and truth, words of encouragement and words of love. I had visualizations of things, things that are happening around me, and things that are happening in the past. The hurts, the disappointment, the pain, the anger.....it kinda went into "unleash" mode. I cried. I shook. I coughed. It feels like as if "something" was coming outta me. It feels as if that there was an "inner being"....I felt like screaming. I felt like scolding, i felt anger. But the Lord took it all. I din scream, i din scold, and anger....was gone.
Sis Sook Leng, one that i know not well of, spoke precise truth about my life. So precise that only those closest to me will understand and agree with her words of wisdom. For me, the "tempest" that was within me was "tamed". But i felt weird. It feels like a whole new life has taken over.....at that time.
Well, why i say ask an inch yet received a yard? Cause my main purpose was to find Bro. Teik Gee for some stuff. But he din show up, and i got this blessing. Truly....what else can i say; but.....God is great.
logging off,
jo-Saiya
Thursday, November 27, 2008
A Tribute, from a friend.
**wrote this at church and he, Josiah, dare me to post this up after i let him read the poem. Wanted to write something else but he took the paper and the pen away. Took out my hp to type but inspiration gone! =[ Since he wrote a short poem bout me with mixture of language so i decided to write bout him! and here it goes: *
Word from the blog owner ---> Thank you for the poem. Its meaningful, and pretty true. Lols....
Copyright by Charis.
Josiah Wu,
who was once a child,
a young boy with two brothers,
a cute little sister with a mum and a dad
Josiah Wu,
has grown up by now,
from a baby to a kid,
from a kid to youth
Josiah Wu,
who was once an innocent boy,
who was once a role model,
a person to look up to
Josiah Wu,
at the age of 19 going on 20,
walking down the road,
the journey of his life
He wonder, he ponder
what has he done in the past,
was that the right decision?
was that what he really wants?
Thinking all night long,
sleepless night is what he does,
questions left with no answers is all he gain
again another day has passed
Wanting to move on he is,
he did, he managed
wait, stop he paused,
walking backwards is what he did
Again he wonder,
why did he move back?
why can't he just move on,
back at square one he is
What will happen is what he wonders,
it is not me nor you to know,
it is none but only God will know
that is all i gonna say
who was once a child,
a young boy with two brothers,
a cute little sister with a mum and a dad
Josiah Wu,
has grown up by now,
from a baby to a kid,
from a kid to youth
Josiah Wu,
who was once an innocent boy,
who was once a role model,
a person to look up to
Josiah Wu,
at the age of 19 going on 20,
walking down the road,
the journey of his life
He wonder, he ponder
what has he done in the past,
was that the right decision?
was that what he really wants?
Thinking all night long,
sleepless night is what he does,
questions left with no answers is all he gain
again another day has passed
Wanting to move on he is,
he did, he managed
wait, stop he paused,
walking backwards is what he did
Again he wonder,
why did he move back?
why can't he just move on,
back at square one he is
What will happen is what he wonders,
it is not me nor you to know,
it is none but only God will know
that is all i gonna say
Word from the blog owner ---> Thank you for the poem. Its meaningful, and pretty true. Lols....
Copyright by Charis.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
The lesson about Failure.
Heyz people. I'm not gonna post about "My Failures". I'm just posting the "lesson about failure"...
Today's a friday. I was home, the whole day....Was freaking fed up with doing my project. i really duwanna bother much about it anymore actually. But i know, i cannot. The project is the most important thing in Yr3, aka Final Year. I'm in hot soup now. I really have no idea how to continue doing that project. I dono how to do it, i dono how to finish it. Dun say finish la, i don even know how to START it!!!!
Anyway, i was invited to CG today. After thus long~~~ So i went, despite being caught in the rain and nearly freezing to death. I went in the house, all soaky wet....And have to lan si abit say i not cold at all, while i was pretty cold actually~ Hahahahahhaha....I think i was late, coz no sing praise and worship today....Lol....
And then, lesson start lo. Sister Katrina taught.....oops~ i mean, Sister Karena thought for the night. The lesson is about "Failure".
Failure has many substantials....There can be failure in feelings, in situations, thoughts, people, heart, expressions, colour (Lol this is weird), and etc....Why so many failures one will ask? Well....After an entire session at the CG, and after consulting a friend, it comes to conclusion that....Failures happen, so that we can learn from it. We, as humans, will never learn, unless we have to bear the consequences of the wrong that we did, of the negligence that we have once had. There's a saying..."No pain, no gain." Right???
Failures happen in everyday life....regardless of age, sex, race, religion, etc etc. But....What do we do when we face failure? For me....As i have shared in CG today....My biggest failure was failing an entire exam. Its not just a normal exam....Its a MAJOR exam....Its a final year exam. And yea, i failed all papers.....I failed all 4 papers. I really lost hope that time. I totally lost myself and fled into another world. A world of gloom and sorrow. A world that despises oneself and a world that sucks of all the "essence of sanity" from my soul within.....
But thankfully, i have support. From a few friends, God, and family....i was knocked back into reality. Being knocked out into sense and facing reality isn't a really nice thing to do. Cause the truth hurts....Well...I did pick myself up, and yeah....With God's grace, i managed to pass all 4 papers, less than a month later. What that shocked me was, when i sat for the 4 papers for the 1st time, all 4 papers were held in a 3week span. But the resit, was in a 1 week span. And miraculously, i passed all in that 1 week. I managed to cover an entire year's work, in less than a month. Thank God....
Well, that'll be my own testimony....Failures, are not meant to be a stumbling block for us in life, but failures, are meant to be a STEPPING STONE, for us to rise!!!!
I'll end with this....when we fail, there are only, a few steps....to do. At least, that's what i learned....
1) Acknowledge that you FAIL! (esp guys! dun so egoistic..)
2) Recognize that God understands
3) Forgive urself!!!!
4) Know that failure is perfectly FINE.
5) TRY AGAIN!!!!!
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However, in MY own circle of life, i have a question. Which, all are welcomed to answer....
--> After failing once, what are the odds...of trying again? Will there REALLY be a 2nd chance??
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signing off,
Josh~
Today's a friday. I was home, the whole day....Was freaking fed up with doing my project. i really duwanna bother much about it anymore actually. But i know, i cannot. The project is the most important thing in Yr3, aka Final Year. I'm in hot soup now. I really have no idea how to continue doing that project. I dono how to do it, i dono how to finish it. Dun say finish la, i don even know how to START it!!!!
Anyway, i was invited to CG today. After thus long~~~ So i went, despite being caught in the rain and nearly freezing to death. I went in the house, all soaky wet....And have to lan si abit say i not cold at all, while i was pretty cold actually~ Hahahahahhaha....I think i was late, coz no sing praise and worship today....Lol....
And then, lesson start lo. Sister Katrina taught.....oops~ i mean, Sister Karena thought for the night. The lesson is about "Failure".
Failure has many substantials....There can be failure in feelings, in situations, thoughts, people, heart, expressions, colour (Lol this is weird), and etc....Why so many failures one will ask? Well....After an entire session at the CG, and after consulting a friend, it comes to conclusion that....Failures happen, so that we can learn from it. We, as humans, will never learn, unless we have to bear the consequences of the wrong that we did, of the negligence that we have once had. There's a saying..."No pain, no gain." Right???
Failures happen in everyday life....regardless of age, sex, race, religion, etc etc. But....What do we do when we face failure? For me....As i have shared in CG today....My biggest failure was failing an entire exam. Its not just a normal exam....Its a MAJOR exam....Its a final year exam. And yea, i failed all papers.....I failed all 4 papers. I really lost hope that time. I totally lost myself and fled into another world. A world of gloom and sorrow. A world that despises oneself and a world that sucks of all the "essence of sanity" from my soul within.....
But thankfully, i have support. From a few friends, God, and family....i was knocked back into reality. Being knocked out into sense and facing reality isn't a really nice thing to do. Cause the truth hurts....Well...I did pick myself up, and yeah....With God's grace, i managed to pass all 4 papers, less than a month later. What that shocked me was, when i sat for the 4 papers for the 1st time, all 4 papers were held in a 3week span. But the resit, was in a 1 week span. And miraculously, i passed all in that 1 week. I managed to cover an entire year's work, in less than a month. Thank God....
Well, that'll be my own testimony....Failures, are not meant to be a stumbling block for us in life, but failures, are meant to be a STEPPING STONE, for us to rise!!!!
I'll end with this....when we fail, there are only, a few steps....to do. At least, that's what i learned....
1) Acknowledge that you FAIL! (esp guys! dun so egoistic..)
2) Recognize that God understands
3) Forgive urself!!!!
4) Know that failure is perfectly FINE.
5) TRY AGAIN!!!!!
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However, in MY own circle of life, i have a question. Which, all are welcomed to answer....
--> After failing once, what are the odds...of trying again? Will there REALLY be a 2nd chance??
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signing off,
Josh~
Thursday, November 13, 2008
The lame-ness of me.
Hahahahaha.....
Piratey-Josh~! XD yeng bo? got cigar, got X-marks the spot, got gold coins, got blablabla~~~ XD
Hahahahahhaa~~~~ XD
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Stress stress stress.....
Stress and stress. is that all i can see for now? So many work, so many things to do, so many responsibilities until at times i forget this and that, so many problems, so many occasions, so many un-finished business, so many events, so many distractions.....so many....
Where am i heading? Which direction am i going? Is the path right? Or is it wrong? Once again i stumble upon this crossroads....i dono whether its a split road, a T-junction, or a crossroad. To be frank, this sucks. I dono why in the world i took up engineering....Did i pursue the wrong thing? I would prefer business and arts now....Its not a matter of earning money or what....but somehow i'm already bored with engineering. I'm kinda drained of all my energy....
Everybody wants life to be perfect, simple, and fun. A life without work and fun without boundaries. Everybody loves to enjoy the sea breeze, or to relax in the countryside or reside at the hilltop...Who doesn't? I always want to do that. To enjoy the last remnants of my life, enjoying. Instead of being bothered by the boredom and the "responsibilities" of life. Yea, u can call me irresponsible. But i only direct my "irresponsibility", or shud i say negligence, towards certain issues. That's all.
Haiz...i still have another 7months ahead. What will these 7 months determine? I am determined to end it well, but as the saying goes, the spirit is strong, but the flesh is weak....How am i supposed to do it? I'm talking about results here. To me, results isn't all that matters. But i dono the world,...Parents keep nagging saying results is NEAR everything. I don't know.....But somehow i feel, being able to deal with a person and communicate with a person is more than matters. In other words, relationship between people. And these kind of relationships can surpass all boundaries. Regardless of whether its special, or platonic.
Well....I just hope that these days, as i'm ending my college life. I just hope and pray. That He'll lead me on the right path. I fret thinking about the future. Every time i think about it, a shiver goes down my spine. Nobody wants a bad future, at least not for me. The world is coming to an end....Appreciate what we have....well....hope things, will turn out good, not only in these 7 months, but also in the months, and now years to come.....
Guess....this'll be it.
Where am i heading? Which direction am i going? Is the path right? Or is it wrong? Once again i stumble upon this crossroads....i dono whether its a split road, a T-junction, or a crossroad. To be frank, this sucks. I dono why in the world i took up engineering....Did i pursue the wrong thing? I would prefer business and arts now....Its not a matter of earning money or what....but somehow i'm already bored with engineering. I'm kinda drained of all my energy....
Everybody wants life to be perfect, simple, and fun. A life without work and fun without boundaries. Everybody loves to enjoy the sea breeze, or to relax in the countryside or reside at the hilltop...Who doesn't? I always want to do that. To enjoy the last remnants of my life, enjoying. Instead of being bothered by the boredom and the "responsibilities" of life. Yea, u can call me irresponsible. But i only direct my "irresponsibility", or shud i say negligence, towards certain issues. That's all.
Haiz...i still have another 7months ahead. What will these 7 months determine? I am determined to end it well, but as the saying goes, the spirit is strong, but the flesh is weak....How am i supposed to do it? I'm talking about results here. To me, results isn't all that matters. But i dono the world,...Parents keep nagging saying results is NEAR everything. I don't know.....But somehow i feel, being able to deal with a person and communicate with a person is more than matters. In other words, relationship between people. And these kind of relationships can surpass all boundaries. Regardless of whether its special, or platonic.
Well....I just hope that these days, as i'm ending my college life. I just hope and pray. That He'll lead me on the right path. I fret thinking about the future. Every time i think about it, a shiver goes down my spine. Nobody wants a bad future, at least not for me. The world is coming to an end....Appreciate what we have....well....hope things, will turn out good, not only in these 7 months, but also in the months, and now years to come.....
Guess....this'll be it.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Unexpecting the unexpected.
Heh heh~ Lol.....So, here i am, again. Lol....Well, today's post will be about the unexpected stuff that happens at times. hahahaha....
Scene 1 :
We (my frenz and me) go 1u, for eat, movie, and walk-walk. Den hor, we saw HP got promotion. U know what is HP? there....the computer brand arh. Duno call wat oso....wat wat Hewlard Paclett arh? lolx....watever u call it la. Anyway, we go there, check out those comps. Not bad lappys and desktopys. Den, the salesgirl, or the promoter call us go check out the competition behind. So, we go lo. The competition is about "guessing" the rough price of a room. Yes, a room. They kinda made a "living room" in the middle of 1u. So, we guessed lo. I guessed about rm25,014. Dun ask me why 14....lols.
After that hor, we get vouchers. vouchers worth, RM1125!!!!! GOSH!!!! that's....not little. I just used up a voucher worth RM500. I not happy, i take friend's one, use again. Means total RM1000. Lols....We had pizza, Big-Apple Donuts, newspapers, Yoga, facial treatment, fish spa, discounts and other rebates. Pretty great deal eh? Despite me being reluctant to spend much money as i'm saving for something REAL BIG for now. XD
Scene 2:
We were in class, and HOLA!!! News had spread that there was a new cyber somewhere nearby. And, a typical newly opened cyber shop will have his/her/their shop to be free for about a week or so. So......heh heh. We all had a "de-tour" there....after class that is. The comps seem pretty good. Added along with its blastable speakers. Another money-saving event if u ask me. hahahaha....
Scene 3:
This happened on 30/10. We wanted to go to that cyber again but somehow or rather, we had to pay already. So we no go lo. Instead, we hanged around at one of our friends place. And played PS2 there. HAhahahahahahaha.....Then, CNN (college news network) sent an SMS that says something like "1st 3-people to reply, will win some stuff". So i was like....wan anot le? Somemore i playing game halfway. Lol....Den i dun bother, i just sent a reply like about 3mins later.
And................
HOLA!!!!! I won. Lol.....weird. Despite being 3-mins in lagging position, i still managed to win. Lol....Oh yea, forgot say what i won. lol....i won 2 tickets to Scream Park in SunwayLagoon there....But le.....i was thinking, GO WITH HU?! lol.....2tickets to Scream Park seems to be a little getaway for couples. Lolz! But le.....she's kinda busy with her studies. adui~~~~~~~~
"selamat tinggal coupon-ku".....lolz....in the end, i went to Halloween Party, at HELP college, with 8 guys. T_T
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Lol.....that's all then. Hahahahahahhaha.....Now is 7.50am on 1/11/08. i'm gonna go OUT!!!! and do my preparations for.....my langkawi trip. Hope it brings fruit!!!! Oh watever, not like anybody's gonna understand this lol~
Chao chao bloggie~ Master's ain't gonna miss u for a few days. Lol~
Ciaoz~
Scene 1 :
We (my frenz and me) go 1u, for eat, movie, and walk-walk. Den hor, we saw HP got promotion. U know what is HP? there....the computer brand arh. Duno call wat oso....wat wat Hewlard Paclett arh? lolx....watever u call it la. Anyway, we go there, check out those comps. Not bad lappys and desktopys. Den, the salesgirl, or the promoter call us go check out the competition behind. So, we go lo. The competition is about "guessing" the rough price of a room. Yes, a room. They kinda made a "living room" in the middle of 1u. So, we guessed lo. I guessed about rm25,014. Dun ask me why 14....lols.
After that hor, we get vouchers. vouchers worth, RM1125!!!!! GOSH!!!! that's....not little. I just used up a voucher worth RM500. I not happy, i take friend's one, use again. Means total RM1000. Lols....We had pizza, Big-Apple Donuts, newspapers, Yoga, facial treatment, fish spa, discounts and other rebates. Pretty great deal eh? Despite me being reluctant to spend much money as i'm saving for something REAL BIG for now. XD
Scene 2:
We were in class, and HOLA!!! News had spread that there was a new cyber somewhere nearby. And, a typical newly opened cyber shop will have his/her/their shop to be free for about a week or so. So......heh heh. We all had a "de-tour" there....after class that is. The comps seem pretty good. Added along with its blastable speakers. Another money-saving event if u ask me. hahahaha....
Scene 3:
This happened on 30/10. We wanted to go to that cyber again but somehow or rather, we had to pay already. So we no go lo. Instead, we hanged around at one of our friends place. And played PS2 there. HAhahahahahahaha.....Then, CNN (college news network) sent an SMS that says something like "1st 3-people to reply, will win some stuff". So i was like....wan anot le? Somemore i playing game halfway. Lol....Den i dun bother, i just sent a reply like about 3mins later.
And................
HOLA!!!!! I won. Lol.....weird. Despite being 3-mins in lagging position, i still managed to win. Lol....Oh yea, forgot say what i won. lol....i won 2 tickets to Scream Park in SunwayLagoon there....But le.....i was thinking, GO WITH HU?! lol.....2tickets to Scream Park seems to be a little getaway for couples. Lolz! But le.....she's kinda busy with her studies. adui~~~~~~~~
"selamat tinggal coupon-ku".....lolz....in the end, i went to Halloween Party, at HELP college, with 8 guys. T_T
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Lol.....that's all then. Hahahahahahhaha.....Now is 7.50am on 1/11/08. i'm gonna go OUT!!!! and do my preparations for.....my langkawi trip. Hope it brings fruit!!!! Oh watever, not like anybody's gonna understand this lol~
Chao chao bloggie~ Master's ain't gonna miss u for a few days. Lol~
Ciaoz~
Sunday, October 26, 2008
A week of my life.....
Well, lets talk about 1 week of my life....(20/10-24/10), of course, year 2008 lar....zzzzz....
ok day 1.
Okay, lets start with monday.....i go college, lepak, and study...Ok, i go college at 8.30am, an class is at 11.00am. Sien lo...Sleep lar...Den class start hor, the lecturer name is Mr.Tham, and i'm so so so sleepy~~~ i yawned in class....and guess what? HE SAW ME YAWN!!!!! yea, you all heard me, he saw me....and guess what? STRAIGHT AWAY KENA SHOOOOOT! T_T
kena shoot liao never mind hor....after class, we all of coz happy rite? So we all talking abt where to go, I KENA SHOOT AGAIN!!! why???!?!!!
Mr. Tham : Oh Josiah, when class that time yawning so sleepy la, after class can shout and jump and scream la....
Me : ................................................... =.="
lols.....
ok day 2. nothing much.
ok day 3.
hmmm....this ar, morning i no follow dad go college coz class start at about 11am. so i go with lrt lo.....den oh...class until 3pm. SO LONG SEH.....after class, me and Eugene Tham ( this is future Mr.Tham ) lolx.....me and him wan go Jalan Pasar buy electronic goods....so we went.
From College >>>> Kelana Jaya LrT ----> use taxi (rm6)
Then from LRT, i was "calculating" on how to save costs.....so we decided to stop at Pasar Seni and walk to Plaza Rakyat lrt and head to Pudu....Total can save 30sens.
GUESS WHAT?!!!! the moment we stepped on the ground outside Pasar Seni, IT STARTED RAINING!!!!!!!! HEAVILLLLY!!!!!! gargh~~~~~~~~~ so we were kinda stranded over there.....and we had to "run" in the rain to the Plaza Rakyat LRT.....and of coz, soaking wet lar! lol....
When we nearly reach plaza lrt, guess what? Got alot shops there sell some clothes and stuff, and......my "shopping brain-cells" suddenly went into active mode. T_T
so, i shopped.....LOL. A guy shopping with another GUY! omgosh. that's GAY!!! lolx.....anyway,for a 30min shop for a guy, i nearly spent RM50.... yeowww!!!
den we buy dy, go plaza lrt >>> pudu lrt..... Den go jalan pasar lo. Den we wanted meet a friend, at KLCC, for dinner. We buy ticket to KLCC, and....the 5pm queue was MAD!!! FREAKING MAD!!! Its like humans stuck in a sardine can. JAM PACKED. lol....Den hor....our friend tell us, say busy kenot go dinner....we were like..."zhatou".
in the end, we still go KLCC makan. LOL.....since ady halfway thru....hahhaha....den go back nearly 10pm. T_T
day 4 (thurs), nothing much.
day 5( friday)
nothing much. just that i remembered i had practice on saturday. finally i remembered!!! lolx....at least its still an improvement. lolx...
day 6 (sat/today)
ok, planned to go college at 9am for lab-work till 12pm. coz lab closes at 12pm. and guess what? The mega-lazy-sleeping-pig a.k.a ME, woke up at 12pm. T_T
sienzzzz....lolx. so in the end, go church at 1pm for prac till 3pm+. Then go for makan with Abby....lol...Reach home dy, go out again to BU area for makan with coll-mates. Sakai wan de leh....Cheras >>> BU (siao far) in 10mins. LOL!!!! i wonder....*why can't they come over* Lol.....
after makan, go dakei....play wat le? DotA lo....lol....adeh....1st round give face coz got girl play, 2nd round no give face, guys all cry. T_T i duwan play jor....saddeningggg....
oh well, dono wat else to blog liao lol....i shud upload some pics....but uploading pics....take alot of time. Lol....
Anyway, my phone is in the repair shop. T_T so saddddd~~~~~~~~~~~
till then~
adios~
ok day 1.
Okay, lets start with monday.....i go college, lepak, and study...Ok, i go college at 8.30am, an class is at 11.00am. Sien lo...Sleep lar...Den class start hor, the lecturer name is Mr.Tham, and i'm so so so sleepy~~~ i yawned in class....and guess what? HE SAW ME YAWN!!!!! yea, you all heard me, he saw me....and guess what? STRAIGHT AWAY KENA SHOOOOOT! T_T
kena shoot liao never mind hor....after class, we all of coz happy rite? So we all talking abt where to go, I KENA SHOOT AGAIN!!! why???!?!!!
Mr. Tham : Oh Josiah, when class that time yawning so sleepy la, after class can shout and jump and scream la....
Me : ................................................... =.="
lols.....
ok day 2. nothing much.
ok day 3.
hmmm....this ar, morning i no follow dad go college coz class start at about 11am. so i go with lrt lo.....den oh...class until 3pm. SO LONG SEH.....after class, me and Eugene Tham ( this is future Mr.Tham ) lolx.....me and him wan go Jalan Pasar buy electronic goods....so we went.
From College >>>> Kelana Jaya LrT ----> use taxi (rm6)
Then from LRT, i was "calculating" on how to save costs.....so we decided to stop at Pasar Seni and walk to Plaza Rakyat lrt and head to Pudu....Total can save 30sens.
GUESS WHAT?!!!! the moment we stepped on the ground outside Pasar Seni, IT STARTED RAINING!!!!!!!! HEAVILLLLY!!!!!! gargh~~~~~~~~~ so we were kinda stranded over there.....and we had to "run" in the rain to the Plaza Rakyat LRT.....and of coz, soaking wet lar! lol....
When we nearly reach plaza lrt, guess what? Got alot shops there sell some clothes and stuff, and......my "shopping brain-cells" suddenly went into active mode. T_T
so, i shopped.....LOL. A guy shopping with another GUY! omgosh. that's GAY!!! lolx.....anyway,for a 30min shop for a guy, i nearly spent RM50.... yeowww!!!
den we buy dy, go plaza lrt >>> pudu lrt..... Den go jalan pasar lo. Den we wanted meet a friend, at KLCC, for dinner. We buy ticket to KLCC, and....the 5pm queue was MAD!!! FREAKING MAD!!! Its like humans stuck in a sardine can. JAM PACKED. lol....Den hor....our friend tell us, say busy kenot go dinner....we were like..."zhatou".
in the end, we still go KLCC makan. LOL.....since ady halfway thru....hahhaha....den go back nearly 10pm. T_T
day 4 (thurs), nothing much.
day 5( friday)
nothing much. just that i remembered i had practice on saturday. finally i remembered!!! lolx....at least its still an improvement. lolx...
day 6 (sat/today)
ok, planned to go college at 9am for lab-work till 12pm. coz lab closes at 12pm. and guess what? The mega-lazy-sleeping-pig a.k.a ME, woke up at 12pm. T_T
sienzzzz....lolx. so in the end, go church at 1pm for prac till 3pm+. Then go for makan with Abby....lol...Reach home dy, go out again to BU area for makan with coll-mates. Sakai wan de leh....Cheras >>> BU (siao far) in 10mins. LOL!!!! i wonder....*why can't they come over* Lol.....
after makan, go dakei....play wat le? DotA lo....lol....adeh....1st round give face coz got girl play, 2nd round no give face, guys all cry. T_T i duwan play jor....saddeningggg....
oh well, dono wat else to blog liao lol....i shud upload some pics....but uploading pics....take alot of time. Lol....
Anyway, my phone is in the repair shop. T_T so saddddd~~~~~~~~~~~
till then~
adios~
Sunday, October 19, 2008
i'm lazy....
i'm lazy to write. lolx....kinda busy with life....haiz....just a little thing, how do i RE-improve my piano skills? sadly no piano at college, if not prob can "sharpen" the skills abit....kinda rusty already. haiz....sad lar. Today just got one mega-siao-hard music book from Ca. I dono can learn oso anot. no time to play myself....haiz. sien la final year.....project's killing, finance's breaking, parents nagging, so wrong timing......haiz. SIENZ.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
-=*| JBB&ABC |*=-
JBBABC. Doesn't that abbreviation just put a tingly sense of curiousity in thy hearts? XD
Well, definitely and surely, i'm not gonna reveal what it means....But i shall reveal the people involved....I think you peeps should know lar. Who else? Besides Abigail Chan Ai-Huey? XD
Okay....i'm dono why, but i just feel like blogging about her. I never really blogged about anyone before, so, here comes blessed number 1.
Firstly, i thank God for putting this girl into my life. Its more than a blessing, more than a miracle, that she's around. It started somewhere in year 2003. When this girl came to our church, a.k.a CCC, or Charis Christian Centre, i had this feeling that, "hmmm....this girl seems different." I mean, i really do have that feeling at that time. Lol....Immediately at that time, i asked my bestie, Daniel Quah, who is she? And he went like, "Oh, that's Abigail Chan, newcomer lai de...."
So that, was day 1 i ever saw her. Lets skip a few years for now....
Year 2004. Our own Youth Force camp. Practically the 1st youth camp we've ever organized. It was the last day of the trip, on the journey home in the bus....where i really started getting to know her. From that day onwards, we started messaging and messaging, and communication between us was pretty cool and rockin~!
I was pretty shocked yet amazed and of course particularly happy when i found out,....she stays SO FREAKING NEAR MY HOUSE!!! lolx....ok it was an exaggeration but yeah, i was shocked, yet happy at the same time. Another thing was i also did realize, she goes to Minda Ceria, a tuition center, located in the heart of Taman Midah. So.....i owiz tumpang her car go back home hehe....everyday tuition, everyday tumpang. sometimes tumpang to go as well heh heh....I'm a pretty bad person eh? lolx....
As the days went by....We became from normal friends, into best of friends. Every single day, we would be on the phone, talking, chatting and laughing nonstop. I still remember this little game we played on the phone. It goes something like this.....
***i pick up and call. and she answers***
Jo : Hello!!!
Abby : Hello!!!
Jo : May i speak to Abby?
Abby : May i speak to Abby?
Jo : Hey!!
Abby : Hey!!
Jo : What u doing?
Abby : What u doing?
Jo : Grrr....
Abby : Grrr....
Jo : ~Snort~
Abby : ~Snort~
Jo : Hoi playing ka?
Abby : Hoi playing ka?
Jo : I box u baru tau....
Abby : I box u baru tau....
***well, we both would practically do that until we both burst out laughing.....***
lolx....those were the days. And i still do recall, when last time maxis had this little "bug", when we called for less than 3seconds, its free....So, we both use to call each other, and go like "Hey!" and then shut the phone...Hahahaha.....Pretty lame, but i think we both had the fun of it....
Well, we were happy then. And we are happy now. After these long years of friendship....it kinda "blossomed".......heh heh....
And like i mentioned earlier, she's really a blessing and a miracle in my life....one that cannot be replaced. I have to admit, probably at times, i may not appreciate the things that she does....But deep inside, i know, and i do....
And now, i'm proud to say, that Abby, you're one of the most important figures in my life...,besides my family. I really dono what else to say about you....
Probably i'll say this, the years that i've spent with you, the friendship that "blossomed" into today, i'll treasure it. Till the day, that we have to part for good, which i never will want it to happen, neither will i allow it. 19th July 2009 will be coming soon...The day when we'll be able to "amplify" the "joy" that we share. Being in a relationship with you doesn't only help me "de-stress", but the joy of having a loved one, is a real bliss. Monetary things can't buy love. Neither does earthly things. But with a pure heart with no expectations, but full of givings and receivings, is pure joy.
Guess this is the 1st post i'll post about you, for now......
~ You, and Me~
~P.S : you're wearing my shirt!!! XD~
~i2u~
Well, definitely and surely, i'm not gonna reveal what it means....But i shall reveal the people involved....I think you peeps should know lar. Who else? Besides Abigail Chan Ai-Huey? XD
Okay....i'm dono why, but i just feel like blogging about her. I never really blogged about anyone before, so, here comes blessed number 1.
Firstly, i thank God for putting this girl into my life. Its more than a blessing, more than a miracle, that she's around. It started somewhere in year 2003. When this girl came to our church, a.k.a CCC, or Charis Christian Centre, i had this feeling that, "hmmm....this girl seems different." I mean, i really do have that feeling at that time. Lol....Immediately at that time, i asked my bestie, Daniel Quah, who is she? And he went like, "Oh, that's Abigail Chan, newcomer lai de...."
So that, was day 1 i ever saw her. Lets skip a few years for now....
Year 2004. Our own Youth Force camp. Practically the 1st youth camp we've ever organized. It was the last day of the trip, on the journey home in the bus....where i really started getting to know her. From that day onwards, we started messaging and messaging, and communication between us was pretty cool and rockin~!
I was pretty shocked yet amazed and of course particularly happy when i found out,....she stays SO FREAKING NEAR MY HOUSE!!! lolx....ok it was an exaggeration but yeah, i was shocked, yet happy at the same time. Another thing was i also did realize, she goes to Minda Ceria, a tuition center, located in the heart of Taman Midah. So.....i owiz tumpang her car go back home hehe....everyday tuition, everyday tumpang. sometimes tumpang to go as well heh heh....I'm a pretty bad person eh? lolx....
As the days went by....We became from normal friends, into best of friends. Every single day, we would be on the phone, talking, chatting and laughing nonstop. I still remember this little game we played on the phone. It goes something like this.....
***i pick up and call. and she answers***
Jo : Hello!!!
Abby : Hello!!!
Jo : May i speak to Abby?
Abby : May i speak to Abby?
Jo : Hey!!
Abby : Hey!!
Jo : What u doing?
Abby : What u doing?
Jo : Grrr....
Abby : Grrr....
Jo : ~Snort~
Abby : ~Snort~
Jo : Hoi playing ka?
Abby : Hoi playing ka?
Jo : I box u baru tau....
Abby : I box u baru tau....
***well, we both would practically do that until we both burst out laughing.....***
lolx....those were the days. And i still do recall, when last time maxis had this little "bug", when we called for less than 3seconds, its free....So, we both use to call each other, and go like "Hey!" and then shut the phone...Hahahaha.....Pretty lame, but i think we both had the fun of it....
Well, we were happy then. And we are happy now. After these long years of friendship....it kinda "blossomed".......heh heh....
And like i mentioned earlier, she's really a blessing and a miracle in my life....one that cannot be replaced. I have to admit, probably at times, i may not appreciate the things that she does....But deep inside, i know, and i do....
And now, i'm proud to say, that Abby, you're one of the most important figures in my life...,besides my family. I really dono what else to say about you....
Probably i'll say this, the years that i've spent with you, the friendship that "blossomed" into today, i'll treasure it. Till the day, that we have to part for good, which i never will want it to happen, neither will i allow it. 19th July 2009 will be coming soon...The day when we'll be able to "amplify" the "joy" that we share. Being in a relationship with you doesn't only help me "de-stress", but the joy of having a loved one, is a real bliss. Monetary things can't buy love. Neither does earthly things. But with a pure heart with no expectations, but full of givings and receivings, is pure joy.
Guess this is the 1st post i'll post about you, for now......
~ You, and Me~
~P.S : you're wearing my shirt!!! XD~
~i2u~
Tempting!!!! XD
Just some pics to tempt you guys. Heh heh.....
~i kinda love the view of the sea~ It feels FREE...
~The view of the sea and the skies.... =)
~i kinda love the view of the sea~ It feels FREE...
~The view of the sea and the skies.... =)
Realization & Trips
Realization....Geezz....Come to think of it, i'm beginning to realize quite a number of things...And a real lot now....Keep thinking of finance finance finance....AKA, money money money....This stupid word is a "non-stop-alarm" in my head....Why? Cause money IS important....Well, dun call me a materialistic person or a person craving for the riches in life....Yes we all know, money is the root of all evil, yet we carry it everyday in our pockets. I realize....No matter how much money you have, its still not enough...But i also realize....if you dun have enough money....how to survive? -.-"
I also do realize....that i'm in the final year, again....But yet, i also do realize....or should i say, i already long time ago realize, i'm not a studious person. Despite the learning capabilities or whatever you call it, somehow....i'm kinda sick of studying.
Realization just hits one by one....I realize, deeply realize....After my college, i doubt i'm gonna work in Engineering field? Not that i dun like it or whatever.....but, i just dun like being busy. Lol....
( You can call it laziness....Lol )
Even though realizing that i've entered the wrong course, i've also realize, i'm more than 75% complete. Just another few months, and i'll be done with it....I hope i can still perservere......
Anyway, enough with the boring part eh? Lets go to the slightly more interesting part... XD
TRIPS!!!! ok i've just been to Genting like 1.5weeks ago? And today i've just returned from a place call PD....Pantai Dodol? Lol....Port Dickson la....lolx.
Well, actually i went there with church people....coz the leaders retreat were kinda held there. I tot it would be a house by the seaside....where every morning u can feel the nice sea breeze blowing at ur face. Pretty cool eh? But NAH.....we got a bungalow...facing the OPPOSITE direction of the sea. SWEAT!!!! Lol....
An apartment with 3 rooms, crammed with nearly 25 people. Guys and ladies inclusive. The ladies dominates the men.... T_T they conquered the top floor immediately when they arrived, and the guys were all stuck downstairs. Imagine, the "wide" hall, when sleeping time, it practically is "carpeted" with matresses and beds. Lol....WE SLEEP On THE FLOOR!!!! PROTEST!!! lol...kidding hahaha....
Anyway, we had quite a great time. 1st night was Steamboat, 2nd night was BBQ. Gargh...The BBQ was a bummer....Burning food 20mins, eat food 2mins. Wat the gay....lolx....But overall the trip was kinda enjoying. We even sat on a "BANANA BOAT" at the beach. Lolx....
Talking about banana boat....i'm kinda PISSED!!!! lol....the ride came in 3 types. Rm10, RM20, RM30. Me and daniel nego-ed and nego-ed.....we got the RM30 package with a 50% discount. Which means, only RM15!!!! Hahahaha....Our nego skills are pretty good eh? XD
But the bad part is....When we had the 1st fall off the boat, the boatman told us to hold on to our specs....So i did. I tot it wouldn't fall off....So i just held it....But i forgot to calculate the momentum and the inertia and the velocity of the boat. so when the boatman JERKED the boat....the front people eventually falls first....I was sitting in the middle, so when the front fell into the water, they will eventually have a BIG decrement in speed cause of the water. And i smashed right into the person in front of me, which is Abby.
And guess what? After smashing....My life jacket automatically opened, and because it was meant to float, the jacket smashed into my face, resulting in pain and......MY SPECS DROPPED OFF!!!! i was furious!!! lol...but oh well, whatever.....
The most pissing off part was.....at the 2nd fall....THE STUPID JACKET CAME OUT AGAIN.....and it SMASHED INTO MY FACE....GARGH!!!!!! haizz....pening lar. why i so malang? Lol...never mind, got somemore!!! lolx.....when we wanna go on top the boat again, Abby couldn't go on top....i had to push her.....and guess what? I received a flying kick right in my face... T_T
OUCH!!!! It really did hurt....but oh well. Lol....
Now that i'm home, i'm partially-blind seh.... T_T
Darn~~~~~
Probably later i post some pics ok? i dun have the pics as at for now. XD
I also do realize....that i'm in the final year, again....But yet, i also do realize....or should i say, i already long time ago realize, i'm not a studious person. Despite the learning capabilities or whatever you call it, somehow....i'm kinda sick of studying.
Realization just hits one by one....I realize, deeply realize....After my college, i doubt i'm gonna work in Engineering field? Not that i dun like it or whatever.....but, i just dun like being busy. Lol....
( You can call it laziness....Lol )
Even though realizing that i've entered the wrong course, i've also realize, i'm more than 75% complete. Just another few months, and i'll be done with it....I hope i can still perservere......
Anyway, enough with the boring part eh? Lets go to the slightly more interesting part... XD
TRIPS!!!! ok i've just been to Genting like 1.5weeks ago? And today i've just returned from a place call PD....Pantai Dodol? Lol....Port Dickson la....lolx.
Well, actually i went there with church people....coz the leaders retreat were kinda held there. I tot it would be a house by the seaside....where every morning u can feel the nice sea breeze blowing at ur face. Pretty cool eh? But NAH.....we got a bungalow...facing the OPPOSITE direction of the sea. SWEAT!!!! Lol....
An apartment with 3 rooms, crammed with nearly 25 people. Guys and ladies inclusive. The ladies dominates the men.... T_T they conquered the top floor immediately when they arrived, and the guys were all stuck downstairs. Imagine, the "wide" hall, when sleeping time, it practically is "carpeted" with matresses and beds. Lol....WE SLEEP On THE FLOOR!!!! PROTEST!!! lol...kidding hahaha....
Anyway, we had quite a great time. 1st night was Steamboat, 2nd night was BBQ. Gargh...The BBQ was a bummer....Burning food 20mins, eat food 2mins. Wat the gay....lolx....But overall the trip was kinda enjoying. We even sat on a "BANANA BOAT" at the beach. Lolx....
Talking about banana boat....i'm kinda PISSED!!!! lol....the ride came in 3 types. Rm10, RM20, RM30. Me and daniel nego-ed and nego-ed.....we got the RM30 package with a 50% discount. Which means, only RM15!!!! Hahahaha....Our nego skills are pretty good eh? XD
But the bad part is....When we had the 1st fall off the boat, the boatman told us to hold on to our specs....So i did. I tot it wouldn't fall off....So i just held it....But i forgot to calculate the momentum and the inertia and the velocity of the boat. so when the boatman JERKED the boat....the front people eventually falls first....I was sitting in the middle, so when the front fell into the water, they will eventually have a BIG decrement in speed cause of the water. And i smashed right into the person in front of me, which is Abby.
And guess what? After smashing....My life jacket automatically opened, and because it was meant to float, the jacket smashed into my face, resulting in pain and......MY SPECS DROPPED OFF!!!! i was furious!!! lol...but oh well, whatever.....
The most pissing off part was.....at the 2nd fall....THE STUPID JACKET CAME OUT AGAIN.....and it SMASHED INTO MY FACE....GARGH!!!!!! haizz....pening lar. why i so malang? Lol...never mind, got somemore!!! lolx.....when we wanna go on top the boat again, Abby couldn't go on top....i had to push her.....and guess what? I received a flying kick right in my face... T_T
OUCH!!!! It really did hurt....but oh well. Lol....
Now that i'm home, i'm partially-blind seh.... T_T
Darn~~~~~
Probably later i post some pics ok? i dun have the pics as at for now. XD
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Just for Laughs~
You know.....I rather sit the fastest roller-coaster in the world 100 times, rather than sit my dad's kancil driving when he's in a rush....lol.
Gargh....today fetch me back, kancil going at 120km/h++.....So freaking near the front car, walao weh, i already phobia tailing a car so near already....gargh... T_T
seriously, sitting in the car, more stress and frightening than sitting the "World's Fastest Roller-Coaster". His is like....."World's Fastest and Scariest Kancil Ride"....lol....
scary~~~~~~
Gargh....today fetch me back, kancil going at 120km/h++.....So freaking near the front car, walao weh, i already phobia tailing a car so near already....gargh... T_T
seriously, sitting in the car, more stress and frightening than sitting the "World's Fastest Roller-Coaster". His is like....."World's Fastest and Scariest Kancil Ride"....lol....
scary~~~~~~
Monday, September 29, 2008
Frustrations
Frust! Sickly Frust!!! The glamorous scholarship that was within my grasp has break free. GARGH!!!! Scholarship is gone!!! T_T no more....haiz...
RM20,000 for 3rd year. Geeezz....Apply PTPTN loan, how am i gonna pay? T_T
RM20,000 for 3rd year. Geeezz....Apply PTPTN loan, how am i gonna pay? T_T
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Explaining the Unexplainable
Unexplainable. I feel weird. I feel like....something's wrong somewhere. Probably in my life? Or my surroundings? I start to feel like there's "something" or "someone" watching me...but yet i dono where. Is it my feelings? Or really my 6th-sense tingling? Or cud it just be my conscience? Weird....Its like....I feel unsafe. But why???
When i talk to people....Somehow i miss them. Miss the times i have with them. Miss the laughter and the joy. Weird....Never had this feeling before. I dono what's wrong with me....probably the aftermath of me being sick? Lol....Hope this feeling fades....
But at the same time....This feeling is kinda good in the sense that....I want my friends. Weird eh????? O.O
When i talk to people....Somehow i miss them. Miss the times i have with them. Miss the laughter and the joy. Weird....Never had this feeling before. I dono what's wrong with me....probably the aftermath of me being sick? Lol....Hope this feeling fades....
But at the same time....This feeling is kinda good in the sense that....I want my friends. Weird eh????? O.O
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Finally~~~~~~
Hey hey hey....finally some little updates hahahaha....what to do? at home no internet line ler....cannot online cannot game cannot blog oso lolxie.....anyway....lets see....1 little month bo blog. lets start from 1 month ago ba....hahahaha...
I'm gonna start with movies lol.....1 month....i watch xiao lang so many movies.....Zohan, Body, Dark Water, M0ney bo enuff 2, Wall-E....hmmmm practically that's all about it i guess....heh heh....So far all the shows were cool except Dark Water....stupid la wasting my time.....me and my gang nearly fell asleep in the cinema....so freaking boring....i'm never never never gonna watch croc movies anymore....lolx. 2nd disappointment after watching "Rogue" (another croc movie).
Anyway, i'm already done with my 4months of holidays....sobby....2months rotting 1.5months studying and 0.5months ermmmm gaming? lolx....there goes 1/3 of a year. T_T NO INCOME ARGH!!!! anyway....Glad to say that at times, failure in life can be manipulated into success. And of coz, gotta work ur ass off like i said in my previous post. yay....i worked my ass off and yahoo!!! PASS ALL 4 SUBS!!!! that's stupid man....when 1st time exam, 4 papers in 2 weeks, and i fail all 4. this time round, 4 papers in 1week, and i pass all??? T_T
----> "if only i did better in the 1st place right....?"
Oh well, now that yr3's starting....i'm gonna end it grand. Grand as in....no more play play jor....muz "yeng jan" dy....no more "put lang sui" liao.... XD
VeRy StrEss liao ler.....1st day of yr3 oso the lecturer bombard us like mad.... T_T show all the end test paper, LANGSUNG TAK FAHAM.......i went like omg omg omg....lols.
Hmmm....dono what to post....prob i shud talk abit about celebrating someone's birthday? Lol....not someone la. Celebrating Abigail's birthday kakakaka....hmmm....i dono wat to write....for more info plz visit http://abigail-chan.blogspot.com/2008/09/turning-19.html. Lol.....what a lazy bum eh? XD
Anyway.....yeah another thing is i went to GENTING....wahaahaha....well, went that with another 6 guys. How "gay" cud this be? ewwww.....7 guys going on a vacation? Yuck. lolx....anyway, we had loads of fun....including celebrating Tham's birthday on the 20th of Sept. KENA TAPAO KAOKAO... XD well, genting hor...no change lar. But there's ONE THING.....
A PIMP ACTUALLY ASKED ME WHETHER I NEEDED SOME "ENTERTAINMENT" FOR THE NIGHT.....OMG..... Lolx....of course, straight "No" lar..... XD but i was thinking....wow, pimping in genting? Mau mati lol.....
Ok, that's all folks. Hopefully my Net wil be secured soon.... XD gotta go for class already. 9am liao. i'm blogging at the college library. What a despo lolx....hope u guys dun mind the short and simple post for 1 month lols....
oh well, i'll end it by thanking God for helping me out in my resit papers. Seriously, i think its a knock in the head to wake up already. Coz its so so so freaking weird....And after serious studying for the resit, learning in academics is 1 thing, learning in attitude is another. Well, good experience i've had in failing...no more in yr3 rite? XD
Oh yea, plz pray for me in applying HP's scholarship....heh heh...worth RM25k and a laptop.... kekekekkee....if i get....yahoooo!!! XD
signing off yeah.....
josaiya~
I'm gonna start with movies lol.....1 month....i watch xiao lang so many movies.....Zohan, Body, Dark Water, M0ney bo enuff 2, Wall-E....hmmmm practically that's all about it i guess....heh heh....So far all the shows were cool except Dark Water....stupid la wasting my time.....me and my gang nearly fell asleep in the cinema....so freaking boring....i'm never never never gonna watch croc movies anymore....lolx. 2nd disappointment after watching "Rogue" (another croc movie).
Anyway, i'm already done with my 4months of holidays....sobby....2months rotting 1.5months studying and 0.5months ermmmm gaming? lolx....there goes 1/3 of a year. T_T NO INCOME ARGH!!!! anyway....Glad to say that at times, failure in life can be manipulated into success. And of coz, gotta work ur ass off like i said in my previous post. yay....i worked my ass off and yahoo!!! PASS ALL 4 SUBS!!!! that's stupid man....when 1st time exam, 4 papers in 2 weeks, and i fail all 4. this time round, 4 papers in 1week, and i pass all??? T_T
----> "if only i did better in the 1st place right....?"
Oh well, now that yr3's starting....i'm gonna end it grand. Grand as in....no more play play jor....muz "yeng jan" dy....no more "put lang sui" liao.... XD
VeRy StrEss liao ler.....1st day of yr3 oso the lecturer bombard us like mad.... T_T show all the end test paper, LANGSUNG TAK FAHAM.......i went like omg omg omg....lols.
Hmmm....dono what to post....prob i shud talk abit about celebrating someone's birthday? Lol....not someone la. Celebrating Abigail's birthday kakakaka....hmmm....i dono wat to write....for more info plz visit http://abigail-chan.blogspot.com/2008/09/turning-19.html. Lol.....what a lazy bum eh? XD
Anyway.....yeah another thing is i went to GENTING....wahaahaha....well, went that with another 6 guys. How "gay" cud this be? ewwww.....7 guys going on a vacation? Yuck. lolx....anyway, we had loads of fun....including celebrating Tham's birthday on the 20th of Sept. KENA TAPAO KAOKAO... XD well, genting hor...no change lar. But there's ONE THING.....
A PIMP ACTUALLY ASKED ME WHETHER I NEEDED SOME "ENTERTAINMENT" FOR THE NIGHT.....OMG..... Lolx....of course, straight "No" lar..... XD but i was thinking....wow, pimping in genting? Mau mati lol.....
Ok, that's all folks. Hopefully my Net wil be secured soon.... XD gotta go for class already. 9am liao. i'm blogging at the college library. What a despo lolx....hope u guys dun mind the short and simple post for 1 month lols....
oh well, i'll end it by thanking God for helping me out in my resit papers. Seriously, i think its a knock in the head to wake up already. Coz its so so so freaking weird....And after serious studying for the resit, learning in academics is 1 thing, learning in attitude is another. Well, good experience i've had in failing...no more in yr3 rite? XD
Oh yea, plz pray for me in applying HP's scholarship....heh heh...worth RM25k and a laptop.... kekekekkee....if i get....yahoooo!!! XD
signing off yeah.....
josaiya~
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Stor[3]ies
Stor[3]ies = 3-in-1 coffee....lol. "storees"...
A 2nd Chance....
Hehehehe....Ok ok finally a little updates from the little me...Lol...So, the title today, "A 2nd Chance". Heh heh....Lol dun think think so far lo....Lets talk about studies, and also life. Heh heh...
Long long long time ago, i had pretty good and sweet and memorable results. Memorable coz its fantastic. hahahaha....But well, with time, and as influences creep in, i tend to make stupid and silly mistakes daily. Why ar? Remember the post that had alot of "FAILS" in it? Elizabeth counted about 367...Lol....YEah, i did fail. I failed so badly, so so badly. Even people couldn't believe that I, could fail so badly. One of the worst in the entire course it seems. And guess what? A scholar with those kind of results? Byebye to scholarship lor.... T_T Anyway even though i know its gone, i do thank God he gave me the scholarship to last for 3years. Which saved my family about....35k++? That's alot, in a way. XD
I failed so bad....I dono what else to do. Luckily, i had a 2nd chance. A chance to mend my mistakes. A chance to mend my flaws. Which is, a chance to resit for the paper. Well, got 2nd chance, of coz sapu betul betul la....I studied like mad, rarely got online for that half month, and well, things work out great. Now that i'm done with my re-sit, somehow, i thank God for this 2nd chance. Its not always in life that you get a second chance. So enjoy it when u have the 1st chance. Even if u screw up, I always believe if you work hard, work your ass off, i dun believe for a split second that there won't be a second chance. And if you ever have your second chance, do appreciate it. Great huh? I believed, i worked my ass off, and i think i did good for my second chance. heh heh.....
If only we had 2nd chances in everyday life......
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Movies....
Now, movies. Hahahaha....Lets see. I've watched a few movies in the past week. Such are 4bia, Ghost house, and Death Race. Lets start with 4bia.
4bia. The thai horror flick. OMIGOSH.....4horrors in 1 movie. Gila kuku. Wanna know when i watched it? I watched it on "chat yuet sap sei hou". Or shud i say, the 14th of 7th month of the chinese calendar. Or watever u call it. Lol....So-called the "gates of hell opened". And i watched it 12am with 2 hardcore ppl. Tham and Kenwee. Lol....Gosh i salute that movie. Its rated number 1 on our Horror Flicks Blockbuster Collection. Hahahaha....
Next will be Ghost House. Ok, its another thai horror flick. But, DUN WASTE YOUR MONEY!!!! Its a fake! Its stupid! It's storyline is sucky! Its a waste of money! Lol....yeah another horror flick at 11.45pm. But well, this one, totally no "kick". Only got 1 scene, where my legs shot up. Practically OUR legs. Lol...Tham me kenwee and pang. Lol....Just 1 nice sudden shocking scene. Besides that, nothing else is nice. The "chick" sucks, the guy actor is horrible, and the worst part is the director. Lousy fella. Lol...RM10 donated to GSC. T_T
Finally, DEATH RACE. I watched this with quah yesterday. Wah. This movie rated 18SG. And its really really 18SG. Gosh. This show is fantastic. Gore aplenty. I love the way the director does it. So fake yet so real. Lols....A MUST-WATCH show!!! Of course, 18 above only. Thanks. Hahahaha...I love its moral of the story. Sacrificial love. That's what it is.....I give this show an A+.
Now....i'm waiting for Zohan on friday....Anybody wanna go watch "La Lingerie" with me? XD
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Pressies....
Ok, Pressies. aka, presents. Anybody got any nice presents-punya-place-to-buy???? i want it reasonable as well...lol.
A 2nd Chance....
Hehehehe....Ok ok finally a little updates from the little me...Lol...So, the title today, "A 2nd Chance". Heh heh....Lol dun think think so far lo....Lets talk about studies, and also life. Heh heh...
Long long long time ago, i had pretty good and sweet and memorable results. Memorable coz its fantastic. hahahaha....But well, with time, and as influences creep in, i tend to make stupid and silly mistakes daily. Why ar? Remember the post that had alot of "FAILS" in it? Elizabeth counted about 367...Lol....YEah, i did fail. I failed so badly, so so badly. Even people couldn't believe that I, could fail so badly. One of the worst in the entire course it seems. And guess what? A scholar with those kind of results? Byebye to scholarship lor.... T_T Anyway even though i know its gone, i do thank God he gave me the scholarship to last for 3years. Which saved my family about....35k++? That's alot, in a way. XD
I failed so bad....I dono what else to do. Luckily, i had a 2nd chance. A chance to mend my mistakes. A chance to mend my flaws. Which is, a chance to resit for the paper. Well, got 2nd chance, of coz sapu betul betul la....I studied like mad, rarely got online for that half month, and well, things work out great. Now that i'm done with my re-sit, somehow, i thank God for this 2nd chance. Its not always in life that you get a second chance. So enjoy it when u have the 1st chance. Even if u screw up, I always believe if you work hard, work your ass off, i dun believe for a split second that there won't be a second chance. And if you ever have your second chance, do appreciate it. Great huh? I believed, i worked my ass off, and i think i did good for my second chance. heh heh.....
If only we had 2nd chances in everyday life......
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Movies....
Now, movies. Hahahaha....Lets see. I've watched a few movies in the past week. Such are 4bia, Ghost house, and Death Race. Lets start with 4bia.
4bia. The thai horror flick. OMIGOSH.....4horrors in 1 movie. Gila kuku. Wanna know when i watched it? I watched it on "chat yuet sap sei hou". Or shud i say, the 14th of 7th month of the chinese calendar. Or watever u call it. Lol....So-called the "gates of hell opened". And i watched it 12am with 2 hardcore ppl. Tham and Kenwee. Lol....Gosh i salute that movie. Its rated number 1 on our Horror Flicks Blockbuster Collection. Hahahaha....
Next will be Ghost House. Ok, its another thai horror flick. But, DUN WASTE YOUR MONEY!!!! Its a fake! Its stupid! It's storyline is sucky! Its a waste of money! Lol....yeah another horror flick at 11.45pm. But well, this one, totally no "kick". Only got 1 scene, where my legs shot up. Practically OUR legs. Lol...Tham me kenwee and pang. Lol....Just 1 nice sudden shocking scene. Besides that, nothing else is nice. The "chick" sucks, the guy actor is horrible, and the worst part is the director. Lousy fella. Lol...RM10 donated to GSC. T_T
Finally, DEATH RACE. I watched this with quah yesterday. Wah. This movie rated 18SG. And its really really 18SG. Gosh. This show is fantastic. Gore aplenty. I love the way the director does it. So fake yet so real. Lols....A MUST-WATCH show!!! Of course, 18 above only. Thanks. Hahahaha...I love its moral of the story. Sacrificial love. That's what it is.....I give this show an A+.
Now....i'm waiting for Zohan on friday....Anybody wanna go watch "La Lingerie" with me? XD
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Pressies....
Ok, Pressies. aka, presents. Anybody got any nice presents-punya-place-to-buy???? i want it reasonable as well...lol.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Resurrection of Blog.
Yes yes i know. This blog is not updated. Wait wait!! UPDATES COMING!!! GOT 2 in "brain" dy....Coming soon~~~~~ Lol...Exams are over. Bloggie time~
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Accidents.....
Hi hi bloggie~ Today i'm abit scared. Scared of what? Scared of road-accidents! Lol~ Well, do u guys remember about the HUGE MEGA CRAZY SCARY ACCIDENT along the Connaught road? The one where 7 vehicles involved with 2 fatalities? Man that's a big mess right? Yuk....I shiver at the thought of it. The motocyclist and the lorryist dead~ The van driver narrowly escaped with the fact that his van got "hamburgered" into the size of a mere wallet? Geeez that is WAY SCARY~~~
I dono why, but after that incident i read in the news, i've been witnessing accidents after accidents. I mean, before this i never saw SO MANY accidents....in a span of 1 week, i'd say i've seen at least 3-4 accidents~
Once i saw on the way to Sunway for the Passion World Tour, the guy right behind me just crashed into another car. And it was RIGHT BEHIND ME~~~ WAT THE CRAP~~~~ Thank God i wasn't involved....Hahahaha...I could see debris and the "drifting" of the car via my rear mirror~ Not major tho...But the sight kinda frightened me~
Another instance was yesterday...Was travelling home from Bandar Utama after a day of studies, was about 1-1.30am, on the highway, where this motor SMASHED into a Waja. And gosh it was like on top of a bridge? Not really a bridge but a "high"-way. Something like the one we see in Taman Billion highway? Got 3 storeys high one the road~ The motor was SMASHED~~~~ the waja also had MAJOR damage~ Well, i don really know what happened to both drivers, hopefully they're both ok....But the thing is that i saw the motocyclist punya helmet....pecah. So tak tau la~~~
Haizz....guys and girls who're driving, please be careful. Even i myself finally got into an accident after nearly 2 years of "safe" driving. "Malang tidak berbau" right? Just drive safely....I dono why but i have the urge to type about this....Really freaks me out at times. Dun say what time la, even 1-1.30am, where there are SO LITTLE vehicles on the road, still got such a big crash. What more during peak hours?
Just a little prayer here~ For all~
""Dear Father in heaven, hallowed be Thy name, Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. God i just pray for all my friends, not only my friends, but my family, my friends family and my friends friends and for all. Just pray that You'll keep dem safe in their coming in and their going out of the house. Keep them safe under ur glorious wings and with your precious blood. Keep them safe from the dangers of the world and from the reach of the evil one. In Your holy name i ask and i pray, amen.~""
Signing off guys~
I dono why, but after that incident i read in the news, i've been witnessing accidents after accidents. I mean, before this i never saw SO MANY accidents....in a span of 1 week, i'd say i've seen at least 3-4 accidents~
Once i saw on the way to Sunway for the Passion World Tour, the guy right behind me just crashed into another car. And it was RIGHT BEHIND ME~~~ WAT THE CRAP~~~~ Thank God i wasn't involved....Hahahaha...I could see debris and the "drifting" of the car via my rear mirror~ Not major tho...But the sight kinda frightened me~
Another instance was yesterday...Was travelling home from Bandar Utama after a day of studies, was about 1-1.30am, on the highway, where this motor SMASHED into a Waja. And gosh it was like on top of a bridge? Not really a bridge but a "high"-way. Something like the one we see in Taman Billion highway? Got 3 storeys high one the road~ The motor was SMASHED~~~~ the waja also had MAJOR damage~ Well, i don really know what happened to both drivers, hopefully they're both ok....But the thing is that i saw the motocyclist punya helmet....pecah. So tak tau la~~~
Haizz....guys and girls who're driving, please be careful. Even i myself finally got into an accident after nearly 2 years of "safe" driving. "Malang tidak berbau" right? Just drive safely....I dono why but i have the urge to type about this....Really freaks me out at times. Dun say what time la, even 1-1.30am, where there are SO LITTLE vehicles on the road, still got such a big crash. What more during peak hours?
Just a little prayer here~ For all~
""Dear Father in heaven, hallowed be Thy name, Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. God i just pray for all my friends, not only my friends, but my family, my friends family and my friends friends and for all. Just pray that You'll keep dem safe in their coming in and their going out of the house. Keep them safe under ur glorious wings and with your precious blood. Keep them safe from the dangers of the world and from the reach of the evil one. In Your holy name i ask and i pray, amen.~""
Signing off guys~
Monday, August 4, 2008
-=*| Money Does Matter |*=-
Lol....Today was Passion World Tour. It was awesome man. Just Really Really Awesome! Hahahaha...Totally different style~ Well, it was just rocking cool. Except the fact that there were some few "smart" people who went jumping the rows to "rob" the seats in front. How ridiculous and childish LOL. Probably barbaric and uncivilized? Lol...Well, i'm the "civilized" one, i line up for a seat. Hahahahaha....And thank God, my seat was pretty good. Ok, i had the same 2 girls for my bday. Abby and YiLi. Hey where's JinLi? Sobzzz she's back at UK. Oh well, she missed it but hope Passion will be back when she's back as well hahahhaa....2nd trip. ~what dreams~ lolx....
Well, man i just did something good. I gave offering...without looking at how much i gave. Ok i admit, 1st time LOL. well, hope it'll be put to good use. And well, yea i know it will. XD
Lets all pray for Jakarta for their Passion tour on 8th Aug shall we?~~ Keep em in prayer....daily~ XD
Ok, finished the good part. Now the bad part~~~~LOL...
Ok, lets admit. Money IS important. In whatever u do, money IS important. Eat, sleep(buy bed), shit/pee (flush water), drive (petrol), sms, call...a.k.a EVERYTHING. Nothing comes free rite? Haizzz....Life ain't fair seriously. For all the guys out there. Life ain't fair. Lol....Come mon, guys gotta fork out money for girls. Its tradition? and probably expectations??? Lol....Oh well, what a bummer~
Anyway, money really really is important. I just got into a big argument with "her" coz of money matters~ I dono about you but for me, as a MALE/GUY/Non-Female gender, I AM TO DO THE PAYING. Well at least probably more than 50% of the time. Hopefully not always lar... T_T
Anyway, why is money so important? Honestly i've been tying up my tummy for meals....So that i have money to bring "thee" out. Roar~~~~! Adui...duit duit duit. Stupid la money. Why muz everything be money le hor? Can't we just go to the shopping centers....and just GRAB EVERYTHING WE WANT....and go home? Lol....Pump petrol no nid bring wallet/creditcard. Hahahahaha~~ i'm living in a world of fantasy~~~ LOL.
Oh well, "u" say it doesn't matter. But to me it does. Being part of the non-female species, it is considered a MUST to be able to afford. Haiz~ I've been finding jobs online, done surveys online just to get some USD but i can't seem to redeem it. I've even picked up forex and share market trading....ZZzzzZzzzz~~~
Oh well i think my parents would be reading lol....They keep thinking i play play play games on comp T_T. Yea i do but i oso got do my other stuff lei~ Need find money oso. Haizzz....Got 2 job offers but have to turn em down coz of some really really RIDICULOUS reason which i have to go thru again. And of coz i hate it. Pretty pissed at my tight wallet. T_T why why why why why..... T_T
------ THIS IS MY WORD. THIS SHALL BE MY STAND. ------
I, Josiah Wu, whether or not the world shall call me a materialistic person or not, i shall not care. But I, shall work out everything. I must finish up my college degree. I must get into a good working "pit". I must. And i will. Still, I trust you Oh Lord God Almighty. Guide me along my way. You spoke to me today. "Greater things are yet to come, and Greater things are still to be done." Not only in the city alone, but also in me. I do this not only for the benefit of me myself. But also for those who are dear to me. Of course, family. And OTWC. A word, promise and stand, made not only by human strength alone, but also on divine strength. And of course, must be in accordance, to His divine will.~ In Him, I trust.
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~Where there's a will, there shall ALWAYS, be a way~
Edited at 1am. A catastrophe 30mins ago. An act of peace, 30mins later. O.O
Well, man i just did something good. I gave offering...without looking at how much i gave. Ok i admit, 1st time LOL. well, hope it'll be put to good use. And well, yea i know it will. XD
Lets all pray for Jakarta for their Passion tour on 8th Aug shall we?~~ Keep em in prayer....daily~ XD
Ok, finished the good part. Now the bad part~~~~LOL...
Ok, lets admit. Money IS important. In whatever u do, money IS important. Eat, sleep(buy bed), shit/pee (flush water), drive (petrol), sms, call...a.k.a EVERYTHING. Nothing comes free rite? Haizzz....Life ain't fair seriously. For all the guys out there. Life ain't fair. Lol....Come mon, guys gotta fork out money for girls. Its tradition? and probably expectations??? Lol....Oh well, what a bummer~
Anyway, money really really is important. I just got into a big argument with "her" coz of money matters~ I dono about you but for me, as a MALE/GUY/Non-Female gender, I AM TO DO THE PAYING. Well at least probably more than 50% of the time. Hopefully not always lar... T_T
Anyway, why is money so important? Honestly i've been tying up my tummy for meals....So that i have money to bring "thee" out. Roar~~~~! Adui...duit duit duit. Stupid la money. Why muz everything be money le hor? Can't we just go to the shopping centers....and just GRAB EVERYTHING WE WANT....and go home? Lol....Pump petrol no nid bring wallet/creditcard. Hahahahaha~~ i'm living in a world of fantasy~~~ LOL.
Oh well, "u" say it doesn't matter. But to me it does. Being part of the non-female species, it is considered a MUST to be able to afford. Haiz~ I've been finding jobs online, done surveys online just to get some USD but i can't seem to redeem it. I've even picked up forex and share market trading....ZZzzzZzzzz~~~
Oh well i think my parents would be reading lol....They keep thinking i play play play games on comp T_T. Yea i do but i oso got do my other stuff lei~ Need find money oso. Haizzz....Got 2 job offers but have to turn em down coz of some really really RIDICULOUS reason which i have to go thru again. And of coz i hate it. Pretty pissed at my tight wallet. T_T why why why why why..... T_T
------ THIS IS MY WORD. THIS SHALL BE MY STAND. ------
I, Josiah Wu, whether or not the world shall call me a materialistic person or not, i shall not care. But I, shall work out everything. I must finish up my college degree. I must get into a good working "pit". I must. And i will. Still, I trust you Oh Lord God Almighty. Guide me along my way. You spoke to me today. "Greater things are yet to come, and Greater things are still to be done." Not only in the city alone, but also in me. I do this not only for the benefit of me myself. But also for those who are dear to me. Of course, family. And OTWC. A word, promise and stand, made not only by human strength alone, but also on divine strength. And of course, must be in accordance, to His divine will.~ In Him, I trust.
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~Where there's a will, there shall ALWAYS, be a way~
Edited at 1am. A catastrophe 30mins ago. An act of peace, 30mins later. O.O
Sunday, July 20, 2008
19th of 19th! =D
19th of 19th. Cool...19th bday on the 19th. Rockin....Anyway, just for some minor updates. And probably a major one as well. Lol...Check it out..
~My Bday Organizers =D~
~Anybody guess where's it? Its NeWay!~
~Posing with the bill... T_T these bad ppl pay all.. feel so guilty T_T
~Them....Again....
~The main singers of the night.
~U muz be guessing, WHERE AM I? XD
~There we go. Yours truly~~~~
Well, din really take much pictures tho. I just realized. I DIN TAKE PICS WITH Jinli and sis. Lol....Crap man me. T_T Hahaha....Guys dun get jealous. A thorn amongst the roses XD....hahahaha....
Anyway, behold ~~~ my bday gift.....
~Thanks abby!!~ XD
~I kinda gobbled it down before taking the pic. Hahahaha...It looks so retarded now. sobs~~~
Well, just wanna thank the 3 gorgeous ladies; Jinli, Yili, and of course, Abby. You guys really made my day so so so so memorable. The bday song that you guys sing could practically hit the 5-minute mark. Hahahahaha. Really enjoyed like never before. Coz its the 1st bday celebration ever held by others for me. And i really really appreciate it. From the deepest depths of my heart.
And also, thanks to my parents. Who took the initiative to bring me to a hotel dinner. The food was nice but couldn't eat much tho. Hahahahaha. And not forgetting those who wished me, thanks for the wishes, and esp for remembering my day.
Actually, got somemore pics wan...but...i dun have dem with me. lolx will upload/update it sooner.
~My Bday Organizers =D~
~Anybody guess where's it? Its NeWay!~
~Posing with the bill... T_T these bad ppl pay all.. feel so guilty T_T
~Them....Again....
~The main singers of the night.
~U muz be guessing, WHERE AM I? XD
~There we go. Yours truly~~~~
Well, din really take much pictures tho. I just realized. I DIN TAKE PICS WITH Jinli and sis. Lol....Crap man me. T_T Hahaha....Guys dun get jealous. A thorn amongst the roses XD....hahahaha....
Anyway, behold ~~~ my bday gift.....
~Thanks abby!!~ XD
~I kinda gobbled it down before taking the pic. Hahahaha...It looks so retarded now. sobs~~~
Well, just wanna thank the 3 gorgeous ladies; Jinli, Yili, and of course, Abby. You guys really made my day so so so so memorable. The bday song that you guys sing could practically hit the 5-minute mark. Hahahahaha. Really enjoyed like never before. Coz its the 1st bday celebration ever held by others for me. And i really really appreciate it. From the deepest depths of my heart.
And also, thanks to my parents. Who took the initiative to bring me to a hotel dinner. The food was nice but couldn't eat much tho. Hahahahaha. And not forgetting those who wished me, thanks for the wishes, and esp for remembering my day.
Actually, got somemore pics wan...but...i dun have dem with me. lolx will upload/update it sooner.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Life - Past, Present, Future.
Well, good news i'm outta my depression and remorse and regrets on my "nice" and colourful exam results. Well you can't call it colourful as there's only 1 colour. Which is....red. Lol...Anyway, thanks to my friends, and parents, i've been thinking alot. Even while playing, chatting, listening to music, my brain juz keeps thinking, what is there for me to come? in the future???
Today at church i went 1st service and also youth. Man, was i amazed. Both services, struck me to the core. 1st was about healing of body, mind, soul and spirit. That's how i interpret it. And guess what, my sorethroat and my sinus/sighness/nose problem, is kinda....gone just like that. And was i glad.
Then in youth, i thought, ALAH, another combine cg, sure bored to death. But hor, i hear the Indo pastor preach, about "Faithfulness and Loyalty". It hit me STRAIGHT TO THE CORE AGAIN!!!! This time even harder. You gotta be faithful to God and loyal to Him in both good times and also in bad times. And in bad times, the more you are faithful and loyal to Him, the more strong you will be in Christ himself. And not only that, i learned, when bad times comes, it is the time to grow. Exactly like my favourite verse, James 1 : 2-6, trials and circumstances are there so that you may be more mature, and you'll grow stronger in life.
Not only that, in life, when bad things befall upon you, WE, CAN DECIDE. What are we to do? Sit back and whine like a baby? Or move ur ass and do something about the problem and make it solvable? Yes, it hit me. When i got what i got, i cried, whined, went into post-depression, locked away myself for awhile, 1day only tho, and being an emo-king for awhile. Until it was bestowed upon me. Whatever that happens whether good or bad are of divine purpose to all that love Him. The verse itself goes something like that tho. Dun rmbr all haha...
And i keep thinking, about my future....what would it be like? Yes, many people say the future is the future, and "do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow wil worry about itself"....Count on God and he will make your paths straight. I don't know what the future holds, its so vague, so distorted, so unclear. Well, to be straight as guys and girls, we do have our loved ones and usually its not blood-related. And well, after hearing the heart's desire, how could i not refuse? But in order to accomplish it....Money is needed.
Look, i'm not being materialistic or am i being mega-ambitious. I just hope that the best will come out from all that i'm going through. The thing is, i wanna go, tour the world with her....LoL. such mega-ambitions THO.
Well, to all reading, please please please pray for me. Pray for wisdom and courage and understanding and the ability and mindset and priorities to be set straight and right. I need all prayers. Let this battle be on my side. And may i end this battle with glory, with honour and with perserverence.
FOR GLORY!!!!!!!!
Today at church i went 1st service and also youth. Man, was i amazed. Both services, struck me to the core. 1st was about healing of body, mind, soul and spirit. That's how i interpret it. And guess what, my sorethroat and my sinus/sighness/nose problem, is kinda....gone just like that. And was i glad.
Then in youth, i thought, ALAH, another combine cg, sure bored to death. But hor, i hear the Indo pastor preach, about "Faithfulness and Loyalty". It hit me STRAIGHT TO THE CORE AGAIN!!!! This time even harder. You gotta be faithful to God and loyal to Him in both good times and also in bad times. And in bad times, the more you are faithful and loyal to Him, the more strong you will be in Christ himself. And not only that, i learned, when bad times comes, it is the time to grow. Exactly like my favourite verse, James 1 : 2-6, trials and circumstances are there so that you may be more mature, and you'll grow stronger in life.
Not only that, in life, when bad things befall upon you, WE, CAN DECIDE. What are we to do? Sit back and whine like a baby? Or move ur ass and do something about the problem and make it solvable? Yes, it hit me. When i got what i got, i cried, whined, went into post-depression, locked away myself for awhile, 1day only tho, and being an emo-king for awhile. Until it was bestowed upon me. Whatever that happens whether good or bad are of divine purpose to all that love Him. The verse itself goes something like that tho. Dun rmbr all haha...
And i keep thinking, about my future....what would it be like? Yes, many people say the future is the future, and "do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow wil worry about itself"....Count on God and he will make your paths straight. I don't know what the future holds, its so vague, so distorted, so unclear. Well, to be straight as guys and girls, we do have our loved ones and usually its not blood-related. And well, after hearing the heart's desire, how could i not refuse? But in order to accomplish it....Money is needed.
Look, i'm not being materialistic or am i being mega-ambitious. I just hope that the best will come out from all that i'm going through. The thing is, i wanna go, tour the world with her....LoL. such mega-ambitions THO.
Well, to all reading, please please please pray for me. Pray for wisdom and courage and understanding and the ability and mindset and priorities to be set straight and right. I need all prayers. Let this battle be on my side. And may i end this battle with glory, with honour and with perserverence.
FOR GLORY!!!!!!!!
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Fail ------> Success?
post....deleted~
post....edited~
editing post....~10%
....~50%
....~100%
Perception of failure, changed.
Harddisk replaced.
Database reformatted.
New programs available.
Newly installed software :
1) No point crying over spilt milk. (Game Application)
2) Do your best and let God do the rest. (Notepad Application)
3) Failure is key to success. (Media player)
4) The loser is the one who gives up and the winner is the one who never gives in. (Internet Explorer)
~Total cost of program reformatting = RM 0.00
~Sponsored by = God
~Release date = 11 July 07
~Special thanks to : Abigail, Erica, Tham, Charis, Joyce, Andrew, and others.
P.S ~ pretty lame tho. hahahaha.
post....edited~
editing post....~10%
....~50%
....~100%
Perception of failure, changed.
Harddisk replaced.
Database reformatted.
New programs available.
Newly installed software :
1) No point crying over spilt milk. (Game Application)
2) Do your best and let God do the rest. (Notepad Application)
3) Failure is key to success. (Media player)
4) The loser is the one who gives up and the winner is the one who never gives in. (Internet Explorer)
~Total cost of program reformatting = RM 0.00
~Sponsored by = God
~Release date = 11 July 07
~Special thanks to : Abigail, Erica, Tham, Charis, Joyce, Andrew, and others.
P.S ~ pretty lame tho. hahahaha.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Life, a journey, an expedition?
Life life life. I dono what am i doing with my life now seriously. No job, no work, no income, no things to do. Its like i'm turning into a bloody pig that just eats, sleeps and shit. Haiz. What's happening to me? What am i turning into? Every morning, i wake up, i keep looking at the ceiling, and i ask, "what am i supposed to do today...?"
And the answer, is nothing. Great rite? I'm not happy. With everything that's going on. I try to put a good face, try to be happy, but i'm hurting inside...Everyday, the surface of my heart keeps bleeding and bleeding. Why must i go through all this? A process of learning? Or what? I've tried to look at the good side, but yet i can't see anything. I just so so so so so feel like giving up. Giving up everything.
"Life is an art that is done without using an eraser."
Nice line, but it sucks. You can't re-do what u've done. No "backspace" button, neither do u have the Ctrl+C and Ctrl+V button. Which is, "copy and paste" function. Its like typing a letter using those old typewriters....And u only have a sheet of paper. Once wrong, gone. The paper is then defiled, with sin, with wrongdoings, with remorse, and regret. So when u "type" on the paper, "type" it right, dun get it wrong, coz u can't undo it. No Ctrl+Z function too.
Haiz....Probably at times, the title and its content clashes rite. Lolx.
Anyway.........
Wanna know what situation i'm in right now?
~~I'm a footballer. I play for MU. Everybody LOVES MU doesn't it? Ok not everybody but quite alot of people. Yes, playing for MU is fun. Not only does it earn you glory, it also gives you privileges from the team itself. One day, i fail to score a goal against Malaysia's team. And the coach got me kicked out from the team. And there i was, out of the team, with nothing, but memories of the team.
After awhile, when MU was against Malaysia again, the coach realized, last time it wasn't my fault. It was the team's fault that i couldn't score the goal. And MU team asked me back to their team. I agreed, giving the fact that i thought i could make it in the team again. But, before MU re-invited me, i had good contact with the team in Germany. And i know, i CAN enter Germany, if i try hard enough. And Germany's team is so much ever-willing to accept me, despite my flaws in the goal against Malaysia and the kick-out-of-team-situation by MU.
So now, i'm in a bloody dilemma. Should i stay in the MU team? Or shud i go join Germany, which could be a whole new world for me...Germany is new, MU is old. Germany is a team of mysteries, MU is a team of memories. So what, do i do....~
Honestly at times i wud just go like WTF. PArdon me but yes, i'm really...on the verge of exploding. I dun understand. Why did God put me in this, or did i go into this myself? I want out, but yet i want in. I believe many people also have dilemmas. Everyday dilemmas. Just like driving, take highway or subway? Highway nid toll, subway got jam. It sucks....
James 1 : 2-6 says
~~[2]Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, [3]because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. [4]Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
[5]If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.
[6]But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.~~~
I try to abide this verse. This is one of my favorite verses, which is the verse God gave me when MU asked me out of their team. Probably i'm going thru this shit....To learn? To decide? To be a better man? To be a better person? I don't know....I just hope, this expedition of mine....would be a good one.
P.S = Nearly all of the above, are expressions for things that aren't what it seems. If any of u can decipher it, Good. U can read my thoughts. If u can't, sorry lo. XD
And the answer, is nothing. Great rite? I'm not happy. With everything that's going on. I try to put a good face, try to be happy, but i'm hurting inside...Everyday, the surface of my heart keeps bleeding and bleeding. Why must i go through all this? A process of learning? Or what? I've tried to look at the good side, but yet i can't see anything. I just so so so so so feel like giving up. Giving up everything.
"Life is an art that is done without using an eraser."
Nice line, but it sucks. You can't re-do what u've done. No "backspace" button, neither do u have the Ctrl+C and Ctrl+V button. Which is, "copy and paste" function. Its like typing a letter using those old typewriters....And u only have a sheet of paper. Once wrong, gone. The paper is then defiled, with sin, with wrongdoings, with remorse, and regret. So when u "type" on the paper, "type" it right, dun get it wrong, coz u can't undo it. No Ctrl+Z function too.
Haiz....Probably at times, the title and its content clashes rite. Lolx.
Anyway.........
Wanna know what situation i'm in right now?
~~I'm a footballer. I play for MU. Everybody LOVES MU doesn't it? Ok not everybody but quite alot of people. Yes, playing for MU is fun. Not only does it earn you glory, it also gives you privileges from the team itself. One day, i fail to score a goal against Malaysia's team. And the coach got me kicked out from the team. And there i was, out of the team, with nothing, but memories of the team.
After awhile, when MU was against Malaysia again, the coach realized, last time it wasn't my fault. It was the team's fault that i couldn't score the goal. And MU team asked me back to their team. I agreed, giving the fact that i thought i could make it in the team again. But, before MU re-invited me, i had good contact with the team in Germany. And i know, i CAN enter Germany, if i try hard enough. And Germany's team is so much ever-willing to accept me, despite my flaws in the goal against Malaysia and the kick-out-of-team-situation by MU.
So now, i'm in a bloody dilemma. Should i stay in the MU team? Or shud i go join Germany, which could be a whole new world for me...Germany is new, MU is old. Germany is a team of mysteries, MU is a team of memories. So what, do i do....~
Honestly at times i wud just go like WTF. PArdon me but yes, i'm really...on the verge of exploding. I dun understand. Why did God put me in this, or did i go into this myself? I want out, but yet i want in. I believe many people also have dilemmas. Everyday dilemmas. Just like driving, take highway or subway? Highway nid toll, subway got jam. It sucks....
James 1 : 2-6 says
~~[2]Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, [3]because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. [4]Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
[5]If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.
[6]But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.~~~
I try to abide this verse. This is one of my favorite verses, which is the verse God gave me when MU asked me out of their team. Probably i'm going thru this shit....To learn? To decide? To be a better man? To be a better person? I don't know....I just hope, this expedition of mine....would be a good one.
P.S = Nearly all of the above, are expressions for things that aren't what it seems. If any of u can decipher it, Good. U can read my thoughts. If u can't, sorry lo. XD
Monday, June 16, 2008
Depth of My Heart
Hi there bloggie once again. Been awhile since i tickled u with my 'banging' of my keyboard. Well, i just have no idea on what the crap to write. Just that, my mind, keeps running nonstop. I don't understand what's happening to me. What's happening in my life, in my studies, in my relationships, in my finance, in my employability.
Studies...To hell be with it, i have nothing to study, nothing to memorize, nothing to do. So darn boring. I just pray i'll pass my exams. Just pass will do. I dun ask for an A, or B, or C....just give me a pass and i'll be happy enough.
Life....So, what the hell am i doing with life? STUpiD stuffs? I wake up 9-11am in the morning, stare at my ceiling, and ask myself this stupid question again and again...."What the hell am i supposed to do today?" U guys love holidays rite? Honestly, it sucks, its boring, its lonely. AND ITS DRIVING ME UP THE WALL!!!
Relationships....Just in general ok. So far, nothing's going on. And somethings got me thinking, do u prefer a pretty girl, a cute girl, a smart girl, a stupid girl, a rich girl, a sweet girl, an ordinary girl, a down-to-earth girl, etc. Thinking and thinking, i rather have a sweet girl, rather than a pretty one, a poor one (expections are lower, and dey dun care abt petty stuff). I know its stupid but well, that's what i want. Why, u may wonder, i think about all this 'crap'? My stupid friend lo, ask me this stupid question. Throw me question somemore, "What does it mean by falling out of love?" Lol....i really dono how answer man....
HAiz.....Relationships aren't always bliss....neither is it always on the rocks. I just want a girl, which is just all rounded, and doesn't keep nagging.
P.S : i know alot girls love to nag. lolx....
Finance....I'm BANKRUPT! ~end of story~ whoever wanna ask me out, aka date me, guy or girl, please pay for food, and petrol money. LOLX.....
Employability....Shud i go Telco? Or got to other stuffs? I prefer telco tho....but how?? My dad sent my CV to his fren dy but no reply yet....haiz...pray ba i get a job...at least i won't be so bored, and i won't be bankrupt. rite rite??? Those that want me out, pray for me laaa....looooool.
Anyway, just wanna take the chance, to apologize to those that I've hurt, directly, indirectly, knowingly, and unknowingly. And well, another post up, another one coming.
LAST WORD..... ANYBODY WANNA GO PLAY WATER WITH ME. I DONO WHY I JUST FEEL LIKE GOING PLAY WATER. ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASE TELL ME. FOR MORE INFORMATION PLEASE CALL 012-6648499 OR 03-91314272. YOUR COORPERATION AND FAST REPLY IS GREATLY APPRECIATED.
THANK YOU.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Thanks for reading.
Signing off, Josaiya.
Studies...To hell be with it, i have nothing to study, nothing to memorize, nothing to do. So darn boring. I just pray i'll pass my exams. Just pass will do. I dun ask for an A, or B, or C....just give me a pass and i'll be happy enough.
Life....So, what the hell am i doing with life? STUpiD stuffs? I wake up 9-11am in the morning, stare at my ceiling, and ask myself this stupid question again and again...."What the hell am i supposed to do today?" U guys love holidays rite? Honestly, it sucks, its boring, its lonely. AND ITS DRIVING ME UP THE WALL!!!
Relationships....Just in general ok. So far, nothing's going on. And somethings got me thinking, do u prefer a pretty girl, a cute girl, a smart girl, a stupid girl, a rich girl, a sweet girl, an ordinary girl, a down-to-earth girl, etc. Thinking and thinking, i rather have a sweet girl, rather than a pretty one, a poor one (expections are lower, and dey dun care abt petty stuff). I know its stupid but well, that's what i want. Why, u may wonder, i think about all this 'crap'? My stupid friend lo, ask me this stupid question. Throw me question somemore, "What does it mean by falling out of love?" Lol....i really dono how answer man....
HAiz.....Relationships aren't always bliss....neither is it always on the rocks. I just want a girl, which is just all rounded, and doesn't keep nagging.
P.S : i know alot girls love to nag. lolx....
Finance....I'm BANKRUPT! ~end of story~ whoever wanna ask me out, aka date me, guy or girl, please pay for food, and petrol money. LOLX.....
Employability....Shud i go Telco? Or got to other stuffs? I prefer telco tho....but how?? My dad sent my CV to his fren dy but no reply yet....haiz...pray ba i get a job...at least i won't be so bored, and i won't be bankrupt. rite rite??? Those that want me out, pray for me laaa....looooool.
Anyway, just wanna take the chance, to apologize to those that I've hurt, directly, indirectly, knowingly, and unknowingly. And well, another post up, another one coming.
LAST WORD..... ANYBODY WANNA GO PLAY WATER WITH ME. I DONO WHY I JUST FEEL LIKE GOING PLAY WATER. ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASE TELL ME. FOR MORE INFORMATION PLEASE CALL 012-6648499 OR 03-91314272. YOUR COORPERATION AND FAST REPLY IS GREATLY APPRECIATED.
THANK YOU.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Thanks for reading.
Signing off, Josaiya.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Weird Emotions.
Hmmm...Its pretty weird these days. Now i got 4months break, i ought to be happy! But weird. I dun feel happy. I feel sad. Its so lonely being at home. So boring, nothing to do....All i do is Eat, Sleep, Pee, Shit, Play. And nothing more. I miss my friends, i miss my college. Though i hate to study, but yea....i've to admit i miss college. Its just the 2nd week of my hols. WTH. crap....how to endure another...14weeks? T_T TORTURE....
Anyway, today, was weird. I woke up due to several 'reasons' which i won't tell LOL. Dono la...weird la....The atmosphere oso so.....so tempting for me to go for a swim. But nobody la...YER GERAM LAR!!!! WHY I HOLIDAY WHEN EVERYBODY GOT NO HOLIDAY....RAWR!!!! SO SIAN!!! Grrr....I'm just bored bored bored bored bored bored bored!!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!! lol...Anybody part time job? That of course...pays well too. xD
Anyway, today, was weird. I woke up due to several 'reasons' which i won't tell LOL. Dono la...weird la....The atmosphere oso so.....so tempting for me to go for a swim. But nobody la...YER GERAM LAR!!!! WHY I HOLIDAY WHEN EVERYBODY GOT NO HOLIDAY....RAWR!!!! SO SIAN!!! Grrr....I'm just bored bored bored bored bored bored bored!!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!! lol...Anybody part time job? That of course...pays well too. xD
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Corrupted Food, Unsatisfaction and a Joke.
Hahahaha....Food. Everybody eat food de hor. The only difference is that whether u're satisfied with that food or not. And also, here is to show what happens, if you play with your food. XD
----> At McD
( McD IceCream, Dipped with Chili Sauce. Yummy... xD )
This was went me and my frens went to McD to study. The 'smart' counter fella was cramming everything into my tray. Smart seh. And when i went up the stairs, it toppled. Hahaha...In the end, the icecream ended up being our 'toy' for like 30mins? Lolx.
-----> At BlackCanyon restaurant
Man, i just 'love' this restaurant. This place hor, at Centerpoint hor, IF u have NO PATIENCE, i suggest u not to go. Basket seh. I ordered "Wa Tan Hor" and u wanna see the portion they give me? SO "BIG" MAN....Check it.
( The Red Circle is the portion i got )
Of course, i sure angry la. RM 10 seh. For that? Joker....Go complain lor. Complain to WAITER A, he blur blur, dun understand English. Bengang aku. Call WAITER B, also dun understand English. Wat the hell....Starting to fume dy. Angry lor, call Manager come. MANAGER ALSO DUN UNDERSTAND ENGLISH!!!! ROAR!!!! i think, my little 7yr old sister understand more English. XD
I shoot shoot shoot....then dey gimme new portion. xD
My friend infront me shake head hahahaha....And Gosh, i really prayed for the sanctification of the FOOD....HAHAHAHAHAHA....
( The Portion after complaining. XD VICTORY~~~~~!!! lolx )
A little Conversation post.....
Me : Hey waiter, RM10, like that only?
Waiter A : Yes sir, lidat oni.
Me : U eat can full meh?
Waiter A : Har?
Me : I ask u, u eat like this, can full ah?
Waiter A : Kenot.
Me : Yalor, where can full. So little. Can add more ah?
Waiter A : Wait i call people....
Me : Ok.
Waiter B : Sir anything sir?
Me : RM10, like that only?
Waiter B : Yes sir, lidat oni.
Me : U eat can full meh?
Waiter B : Kenot sir.
Me : YALOR. CANNOT FULL. SO EXPENSIVE. U OK? (bengang dy.)
Waiter B : Yes sir but is lidat oni.
Me : CALL UR MANAGER Here.
Waiter B : Err...ok sir.
~~~~The manager is lady. Waiter A and Waiter B are guys.
Manager : Sir anything?
Me : This food, like that only? RM 10? Like that only? I come last time bigger leh.
Manager : Yes sir lidat oni.
Me : I ask u, u eat this, CAN FULL AH?
Manager : Yes sir, I eat, can full.
Me : ...........................
Manager : Nvm sir, i go giv u more sir.
Me : Haiz. Ok. Tks.
I so damn zhatou with that manager....ZZzzzZZzz.....
----> At McD
( McD IceCream, Dipped with Chili Sauce. Yummy... xD )
This was went me and my frens went to McD to study. The 'smart' counter fella was cramming everything into my tray. Smart seh. And when i went up the stairs, it toppled. Hahaha...In the end, the icecream ended up being our 'toy' for like 30mins? Lolx.
-----> At BlackCanyon restaurant
Man, i just 'love' this restaurant. This place hor, at Centerpoint hor, IF u have NO PATIENCE, i suggest u not to go. Basket seh. I ordered "Wa Tan Hor" and u wanna see the portion they give me? SO "BIG" MAN....Check it.
( The Red Circle is the portion i got )
Of course, i sure angry la. RM 10 seh. For that? Joker....Go complain lor. Complain to WAITER A, he blur blur, dun understand English. Bengang aku. Call WAITER B, also dun understand English. Wat the hell....Starting to fume dy. Angry lor, call Manager come. MANAGER ALSO DUN UNDERSTAND ENGLISH!!!! ROAR!!!! i think, my little 7yr old sister understand more English. XD
I shoot shoot shoot....then dey gimme new portion. xD
My friend infront me shake head hahahaha....And Gosh, i really prayed for the sanctification of the FOOD....HAHAHAHAHAHA....
( The Portion after complaining. XD VICTORY~~~~~!!! lolx )
A little Conversation post.....
Me : Hey waiter, RM10, like that only?
Waiter A : Yes sir, lidat oni.
Me : U eat can full meh?
Waiter A : Har?
Me : I ask u, u eat like this, can full ah?
Waiter A : Kenot.
Me : Yalor, where can full. So little. Can add more ah?
Waiter A : Wait i call people....
Me : Ok.
Waiter B : Sir anything sir?
Me : RM10, like that only?
Waiter B : Yes sir, lidat oni.
Me : U eat can full meh?
Waiter B : Kenot sir.
Me : YALOR. CANNOT FULL. SO EXPENSIVE. U OK? (bengang dy.)
Waiter B : Yes sir but is lidat oni.
Me : CALL UR MANAGER Here.
Waiter B : Err...ok sir.
~~~~The manager is lady. Waiter A and Waiter B are guys.
Manager : Sir anything?
Me : This food, like that only? RM 10? Like that only? I come last time bigger leh.
Manager : Yes sir lidat oni.
Me : I ask u, u eat this, CAN FULL AH?
Manager : Yes sir, I eat, can full.
Me : ...........................
Manager : Nvm sir, i go giv u more sir.
Me : Haiz. Ok. Tks.
I so damn zhatou with that manager....ZZzzzZZzz.....
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Expectations?
Well, today CG we just talked about Love. Last week was? ....er...dating if i nt mistaken. Well, as usual, we had each a turn to share what was LOVE in our hearts. As in our opinion on what love is all about.
Well, so far we categorized love into about 3 parts. They are "Friends Love", "Parental Love", and "Godly Love". Well since everybody had their own set of answers, i'll probably just list down the few that really....made me think quite alot. hahahaha....
What is love? To me, when i was younger, love was like....a taboo? its like when a guy gets close to a girl den people will start saying, "Woooo U love that girl...", those type of childish stuff and all which i believe we all go thru it. Love when i was younger....was like....i 'owned' somebody. as in she/he 'belongs' to me. Get my idea? Lolz....and then you can go and showoff and all; that u 'own' someone. Hahahaha pretty childish thoughts eh?
Well, as i grow, i tend to realize that love is more about sacrifice, time, care, and the ability to see people's strengths pass their weakness. As in see their good rather than their flaws. In relationships, now, i believe, when 2 people are into a relationship, i believe the most important thing is the ability to sacrifice and spend time together no matter what the consequences is. Well, at least that is what i expect now if i ever have a girl. U don't want the girl you be with always busy, always not around and all. The only time u get to talk to him or her is via sms. This is like..."Hey i'm getting into a relationship with my handphone???" Lolz....
Well parental love and godly love is more....hmmm...more meaningful i would say. Parents are always there to give u care, love, trust, hope, and they fulfill ur daily needs....NEEDS, not wants. Godly love is...is John 3:16. Read urself. hahahha....Or 1 Corinthians 13.
Well, in general, the word 'love' itself is too big to comprehend. Just cut it off to the small and more common pieces, and leave the rest to itself....
Why is love so complicated anyway? Lolz.
Well, so far we categorized love into about 3 parts. They are "Friends Love", "Parental Love", and "Godly Love". Well since everybody had their own set of answers, i'll probably just list down the few that really....made me think quite alot. hahahaha....
What is love? To me, when i was younger, love was like....a taboo? its like when a guy gets close to a girl den people will start saying, "Woooo U love that girl...", those type of childish stuff and all which i believe we all go thru it. Love when i was younger....was like....i 'owned' somebody. as in she/he 'belongs' to me. Get my idea? Lolz....and then you can go and showoff and all; that u 'own' someone. Hahahaha pretty childish thoughts eh?
Well, as i grow, i tend to realize that love is more about sacrifice, time, care, and the ability to see people's strengths pass their weakness. As in see their good rather than their flaws. In relationships, now, i believe, when 2 people are into a relationship, i believe the most important thing is the ability to sacrifice and spend time together no matter what the consequences is. Well, at least that is what i expect now if i ever have a girl. U don't want the girl you be with always busy, always not around and all. The only time u get to talk to him or her is via sms. This is like..."Hey i'm getting into a relationship with my handphone???" Lolz....
Well parental love and godly love is more....hmmm...more meaningful i would say. Parents are always there to give u care, love, trust, hope, and they fulfill ur daily needs....NEEDS, not wants. Godly love is...is John 3:16. Read urself. hahahha....Or 1 Corinthians 13.
Well, in general, the word 'love' itself is too big to comprehend. Just cut it off to the small and more common pieces, and leave the rest to itself....
Why is love so complicated anyway? Lolz.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
E.T.D.D.F
E.T.D.D.F? Exams, Trials, Dilemmas, Distraction, Frustration.
Haiz....exam exam exam, next tuesday exam and yet what am i doing? i can't study...i can't concentrate. I'm trying but yet my mind seems to wander. Why? why do i always feel tired? geees...seriously this is one of the worst times of my life....Ever cried before juz coz of the stress of an exam? Well, honestly speaking, this is the 1st time i ever cried for an exam. What a crybaby eh? T_T sad case for me....
Dilemmas dilemmas dilemmas. Everyday oso choose choose choose. Either this, or that. Why muz choose? So many things to do, so many problems to solve, so many things to accomplish. I'm having the worst nightmare of my life. Guess what? These problems are driving me crazy....I once dreamt....Recently lar....S.A.T.A.N came to me in my dream....he tried to scare me, tried to freak me out, tried to weaken me....I was paralyzed. Its a dream but it all seem too real....Its just too real...
These things are draining all my energy, all my liveliness. i dono lar i juz hope this ends quick....i dowanna choose anything if its possible but yet i know its not. God please help...i'm starting to have weird nightmares and all and i can't slp always. I dono why but to me the only way for me to release these stresses of mine is via my stupid blog. A blog which i try many times to type and update but it always fail i don't know why.
So frustrated as well...college life...people say honeymoon life hor? MY FOOT LAR! honeymoon KONON. BABI LA ISH i SUPER ANGRY WITH COLLEGE LIFE! gargh! assignments assignments assignments, exam exam exam, class class class....i don't even have time to live a life man! GARGH! i just feel like ramming into the wall....damn. another year...to go? can i stand it? can i pass thru it? can i withstand the tremendous stress? can i?
Well.....all i can do is hope....Just hope things pass by fast. T_T
i'm beginning to have a serious critical breakdown.....can't stand it no more.... T_T
every night i cry before i sleep....
P.S : yeah i know...crybaby again...haiz.
Haiz....exam exam exam, next tuesday exam and yet what am i doing? i can't study...i can't concentrate. I'm trying but yet my mind seems to wander. Why? why do i always feel tired? geees...seriously this is one of the worst times of my life....Ever cried before juz coz of the stress of an exam? Well, honestly speaking, this is the 1st time i ever cried for an exam. What a crybaby eh? T_T sad case for me....
Dilemmas dilemmas dilemmas. Everyday oso choose choose choose. Either this, or that. Why muz choose? So many things to do, so many problems to solve, so many things to accomplish. I'm having the worst nightmare of my life. Guess what? These problems are driving me crazy....I once dreamt....Recently lar....S.A.T.A.N came to me in my dream....he tried to scare me, tried to freak me out, tried to weaken me....I was paralyzed. Its a dream but it all seem too real....Its just too real...
These things are draining all my energy, all my liveliness. i dono lar i juz hope this ends quick....i dowanna choose anything if its possible but yet i know its not. God please help...i'm starting to have weird nightmares and all and i can't slp always. I dono why but to me the only way for me to release these stresses of mine is via my stupid blog. A blog which i try many times to type and update but it always fail i don't know why.
So frustrated as well...college life...people say honeymoon life hor? MY FOOT LAR! honeymoon KONON. BABI LA ISH i SUPER ANGRY WITH COLLEGE LIFE! gargh! assignments assignments assignments, exam exam exam, class class class....i don't even have time to live a life man! GARGH! i just feel like ramming into the wall....damn. another year...to go? can i stand it? can i pass thru it? can i withstand the tremendous stress? can i?
Well.....all i can do is hope....Just hope things pass by fast. T_T
i'm beginning to have a serious critical breakdown.....can't stand it no more.... T_T
every night i cry before i sleep....
P.S : yeah i know...crybaby again...haiz.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Assignment Rush-Hour!
Lol....U know hor...since i tink 1-1.5months ago i had like nearly lets say +-10assignments. Crap man its WOOOT so much!! hahaha....hmmm, the time taken to do it is lets say nearly 1month lar...for us to do. Then i was like.."haiya, 1month more. tmr lar..." and it continues....Hahahaha i'm a super PRocRastinAt0R maN.....Lol....
And guess what's the consequences?! I supposedly have to passup 3 assignments last friday. Luckily one lecturer was abit lenient, tho the fact is actually due to his mis-teachings...as in he ask us do assignment but no teach how do. Sweat. Then hor, tat day wednesday. Crap lo. I still have wednesday night and thursday to do. Then wednesday got CE class at church. T_T
So wednesday no do at all...Crap. Thursday i start assignment lor. Actually i did start earlier, but 1 assignment i did 50% but is not to passup on friday. Another assignment which is due on friday i do wrong dy. So total done = 0%. LOL.
Then thursday about 5pm start work. Whoa i tell you. Hectic like siao! I dun even remember did i had dinner also anot. Lol. Just keep doing and doing and doing. Hahahaha....Din even know its like ''Cuckoo-cuckoo!!!" What it means?! ITS MORNING!!!! oh my gosh....Lol.
And guess what? I finished 1 assignment at 7am. Hahaha!!! Left another. Shit man....8hours for 1 assignment that is supposedly to be done in 1month?! 8hours:1month ratio is MAD....Luckily, i have good friends, who supports me. You guys know who you are. =D
They helped me lor...And thankfully, hahaha....i finished my work at 4.15pm. And the assignment is due to be handed in before 5pm. Phew. Man i'm soooo freaking tired. Gosh...
Moral of story?
--> Don't procrastinate nia. Cause u'll never do it. Hahahaha....
And guess what's the consequences?! I supposedly have to passup 3 assignments last friday. Luckily one lecturer was abit lenient, tho the fact is actually due to his mis-teachings...as in he ask us do assignment but no teach how do. Sweat. Then hor, tat day wednesday. Crap lo. I still have wednesday night and thursday to do. Then wednesday got CE class at church. T_T
So wednesday no do at all...Crap. Thursday i start assignment lor. Actually i did start earlier, but 1 assignment i did 50% but is not to passup on friday. Another assignment which is due on friday i do wrong dy. So total done = 0%. LOL.
Then thursday about 5pm start work. Whoa i tell you. Hectic like siao! I dun even remember did i had dinner also anot. Lol. Just keep doing and doing and doing. Hahahaha....Din even know its like ''Cuckoo-cuckoo!!!" What it means?! ITS MORNING!!!! oh my gosh....Lol.
And guess what? I finished 1 assignment at 7am. Hahaha!!! Left another. Shit man....8hours for 1 assignment that is supposedly to be done in 1month?! 8hours:1month ratio is MAD....Luckily, i have good friends, who supports me. You guys know who you are. =D
They helped me lor...And thankfully, hahaha....i finished my work at 4.15pm. And the assignment is due to be handed in before 5pm. Phew. Man i'm soooo freaking tired. Gosh...
Moral of story?
--> Don't procrastinate nia. Cause u'll never do it. Hahahaha....
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Love?
Well....i'll just share a little here. about what i feel about life yea? It was this little time in the night when my mind just came to a halt and started thinking about stuffs. What is Love? somehow we all tend to know the answer about love and all....Love is kind, patient, not rude, doesn't boast, doesn't want what that belongs to others, blablabla....
But when you're in love, or when you're out of love, its a whole different thing all together. dun u tink so? There's a difference between the phrases of "madly in love", "in love" and "out of love".
When you're so madly in love, u tend to go "ga-ga" over that gurl/guy u're so much into and nothing else matters except them. This is so the wrong. ReAlly childish love if you're mature enough to see it properly. And if ever your partner ever dumps you, your whole world comes crashing down. You go through emotional breakdown, physical sickness, spiritual warfare and all those crappy stuff. So whoever that wanna get in love, don't be so "ga-ga" over it. It sucks. And it doesn't last. My friend of mine gave me this little story which is really meaningful....(in a way)
---> Love = Chewing Gum. Why?
This is cause when u start loving, starting a NEW relationship, everything seems SUPER SWEET, SUPER COOL, SUPER FUN, SUPER NICE. Its like gum. When its new, its sweet, fun, delicious, tasty. However, after awhile, the gum loses its flavour, loses its aroma, loses its texture, loses its taste. And slowly, slowly, u tend to spit it out. And there goes the relationship. Pretty puppy lovie type eh?
Now the best part.....
"real love". As said earlier, love is patient, kind, doesn't boast and blablabla.....But is love just that? 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 says : "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
This is love. But there's more! FOR ME, i believe, love is far more than this. Yes this is love based on the Scripture. However, i believe love not only lies upon those facts but also on other facts. Love on the other hand, is also known as SACRIFICE....
Love = Sacrifice. No two lovers can be together for long if there is no mutual sacrifice between each other. Probably there could be, but its one in a million.
Love is also Understanding, Commitment and Loyalty. Lovers should be understanding, committed and also loyal. Why are there arguments amongst lovers? Not only for the young but the old alike. Usually arguments sparks because that there is no mutual understanding between them, thus, resulting in argument. Its important to know your guy/girl well before entering a relationship with them, you know.
finally as the ULTIMATUM!!!
LOVE = TIME!!!
As the ultimatum, Love = Time. Without time, there can't be love. For instance, how're you gonna get to "tackle" that girl without spending time? Impossible right?
Another example, as a Christian, how can you ever love God without spending time with Him? Its like being a baby in Christ, how can a baby in Christ a.k.a a new-believer, says that he is TOTALLY and MADLY in love with our Father? He believes in Him, yes, but love, takes time to build.
So as application to life, no matter what, lovers ought to spend time together. It doesnt mean that lovers ought to go to fancy-fancy places for their date or what-so-ever. Even a stroll down the park would be GREAT! This is coz what matters most is the TIME. Time is precious, more precious than gold/silver/anything else in the world. That's why, with time, love grows.
Fine, i admit, i've had had experiences. And my mind keeps thinking about this word, LOVE. somehow i don't know why, but LOVE, makes a HUGE impact on me. prob it goes to the same as others as well, but well, who knows?
Anyway, how about falling "out of love"??? This means the "feeling" that was once there is gone? or is subsiding? I don't really know but i know many people who have fallen out of love. Why? Its usually because the lack of those above. E.g : Lack of understanding, Uncommitted, Unloyal, and most importantly, Time that was spent, is either of no quality, or no quantity at all. Now now, we don't wanna fall "out of love" do we?
Well, i'm open to all opinions on this view of mine. You may congratulate me or you may despise me. i'm open to criticisms. =D
P.S = who doesn't wanna be loved? neither does one want to be unloved.
But when you're in love, or when you're out of love, its a whole different thing all together. dun u tink so? There's a difference between the phrases of "madly in love", "in love" and "out of love".
When you're so madly in love, u tend to go "ga-ga" over that gurl/guy u're so much into and nothing else matters except them. This is so the wrong. ReAlly childish love if you're mature enough to see it properly. And if ever your partner ever dumps you, your whole world comes crashing down. You go through emotional breakdown, physical sickness, spiritual warfare and all those crappy stuff. So whoever that wanna get in love, don't be so "ga-ga" over it. It sucks. And it doesn't last. My friend of mine gave me this little story which is really meaningful....(in a way)
---> Love = Chewing Gum. Why?
This is cause when u start loving, starting a NEW relationship, everything seems SUPER SWEET, SUPER COOL, SUPER FUN, SUPER NICE. Its like gum. When its new, its sweet, fun, delicious, tasty. However, after awhile, the gum loses its flavour, loses its aroma, loses its texture, loses its taste. And slowly, slowly, u tend to spit it out. And there goes the relationship. Pretty puppy lovie type eh?
Now the best part.....
"real love". As said earlier, love is patient, kind, doesn't boast and blablabla.....But is love just that? 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 says : "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
This is love. But there's more! FOR ME, i believe, love is far more than this. Yes this is love based on the Scripture. However, i believe love not only lies upon those facts but also on other facts. Love on the other hand, is also known as SACRIFICE....
Love = Sacrifice. No two lovers can be together for long if there is no mutual sacrifice between each other. Probably there could be, but its one in a million.
Love is also Understanding, Commitment and Loyalty. Lovers should be understanding, committed and also loyal. Why are there arguments amongst lovers? Not only for the young but the old alike. Usually arguments sparks because that there is no mutual understanding between them, thus, resulting in argument. Its important to know your guy/girl well before entering a relationship with them, you know.
finally as the ULTIMATUM!!!
LOVE = TIME!!!
As the ultimatum, Love = Time. Without time, there can't be love. For instance, how're you gonna get to "tackle" that girl without spending time? Impossible right?
Another example, as a Christian, how can you ever love God without spending time with Him? Its like being a baby in Christ, how can a baby in Christ a.k.a a new-believer, says that he is TOTALLY and MADLY in love with our Father? He believes in Him, yes, but love, takes time to build.
So as application to life, no matter what, lovers ought to spend time together. It doesnt mean that lovers ought to go to fancy-fancy places for their date or what-so-ever. Even a stroll down the park would be GREAT! This is coz what matters most is the TIME. Time is precious, more precious than gold/silver/anything else in the world. That's why, with time, love grows.
Fine, i admit, i've had had experiences. And my mind keeps thinking about this word, LOVE. somehow i don't know why, but LOVE, makes a HUGE impact on me. prob it goes to the same as others as well, but well, who knows?
Anyway, how about falling "out of love"??? This means the "feeling" that was once there is gone? or is subsiding? I don't really know but i know many people who have fallen out of love. Why? Its usually because the lack of those above. E.g : Lack of understanding, Uncommitted, Unloyal, and most importantly, Time that was spent, is either of no quality, or no quantity at all. Now now, we don't wanna fall "out of love" do we?
Well, i'm open to all opinions on this view of mine. You may congratulate me or you may despise me. i'm open to criticisms. =D
P.S = who doesn't wanna be loved? neither does one want to be unloved.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
No Apologies? Seminarrr.....
Geez....The seminar last week was....T_T which means, sad to say...boring. Its good for youngsters like lets say....12 to 17? geez i know so many many many things about the 'sex' tat dey talk about and the STDs and those stuff. weird eh? sometimes i wonder why i know dem all lolz.....but practically it was boring. the only part that was nice was the fellowship. =D tat's all i can say. lolz.
hmmm anyone else that went to the seminar and found it boring? come come share with me...we keep it PnC hahahaha...!!
finally update blog ABIT....1mth 1week no update. i lazy lar.... T_T
hmmm anyone else that went to the seminar and found it boring? come come share with me...we keep it PnC hahahaha...!!
finally update blog ABIT....1mth 1week no update. i lazy lar.... T_T
Sunday, March 2, 2008
3rd time around..... xD
Hahaha....so well....what's the big deal about the 3rd time? nothing big actually.....juz that its the 3rd time i got my 100% scholarship from my college!! Its the 3rd yr....and i duno what to say or how to explain but....i am truly amazed at God's power...Nothing is impossible with Him....
Hmmm....many months ago...this good friend of mine...Mr.Tham Tuck Chuan.....hahaha....he got his 3rd year scholarship sia....and he din check for me....grrr.....nice one dude.....den i also din dare go and check whether or not i got the scholarship cause i thought it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to get....
The scholarship is only entitled to those who ARE scholars with 70% average on the academic performance of the previous year....In my case, Year 1.
HOWEVER.....my performance was like...CRAP....my average was like 5x%!!!! and....i never expected to get the scholarship....the news i heard....is that i am THE ONLY ONE....in the entire course or i think in the ENTIRE COLLEGE....that had a re-evaluation of scholarship....this means that i'm given a 2nd chance....or a FINAL chance...in showing that i deserve the scholarship by the Board....i thank God for this chance....really.... =D
But well....let me begin my story AFTER receiving news from Tham that he got his scholarship....
That very night....i was at home....i knelt down and prayed....i prayed and prayed....i asked God, "God...I really need that scholarship....Not because my parents can't afford but i juz wouldn't wanna burden them...I know i ain't a hardworking student and i always just manage to scrape through...But i just hope i'll get this scholarship....".
That very minute after what i prayed for....i heard this voice...."Son, do not worry, do not fret, for your scholarship is safe-guarded."
When i heard this...i was like....NAH no way....i'm just thinking too much of the good side....a 50% average for the year couldn't possibly make it for being entitled to a scholarship....but then...i told God..."whatever it is...i surrender it to u....whether i get it or not...God, U decide...."
and really....my scholarship....my prayer.....my wish....my hope....my needs and my wants....IS GRANTED....With God, nothing is impossible. I believe this would really be a good testimony not only for myself but also for others....that really....the promise of God goes....
"Seek ye 1st the Kingdom of God, and all these shall be added unto you."
"Ask and ye shall receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and the door shall be open to you."
In this, I claim the promises of God. Thank you Abba Father...
Hmmm....many months ago...this good friend of mine...Mr.Tham Tuck Chuan.....hahaha....he got his 3rd year scholarship sia....and he din check for me....grrr.....nice one dude.....den i also din dare go and check whether or not i got the scholarship cause i thought it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to get....
The scholarship is only entitled to those who ARE scholars with 70% average on the academic performance of the previous year....In my case, Year 1.
HOWEVER.....my performance was like...CRAP....my average was like 5x%!!!! and....i never expected to get the scholarship....the news i heard....is that i am THE ONLY ONE....in the entire course or i think in the ENTIRE COLLEGE....that had a re-evaluation of scholarship....this means that i'm given a 2nd chance....or a FINAL chance...in showing that i deserve the scholarship by the Board....i thank God for this chance....really.... =D
But well....let me begin my story AFTER receiving news from Tham that he got his scholarship....
That very night....i was at home....i knelt down and prayed....i prayed and prayed....i asked God, "God...I really need that scholarship....Not because my parents can't afford but i juz wouldn't wanna burden them...I know i ain't a hardworking student and i always just manage to scrape through...But i just hope i'll get this scholarship....".
That very minute after what i prayed for....i heard this voice...."Son, do not worry, do not fret, for your scholarship is safe-guarded."
When i heard this...i was like....NAH no way....i'm just thinking too much of the good side....a 50% average for the year couldn't possibly make it for being entitled to a scholarship....but then...i told God..."whatever it is...i surrender it to u....whether i get it or not...God, U decide...."
and really....my scholarship....my prayer.....my wish....my hope....my needs and my wants....IS GRANTED....With God, nothing is impossible. I believe this would really be a good testimony not only for myself but also for others....that really....the promise of God goes....
"Seek ye 1st the Kingdom of God, and all these shall be added unto you."
"Ask and ye shall receive, Seek and ye shall find, Knock and the door shall be open to you."
In this, I claim the promises of God. Thank you Abba Father...
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
VALENTINES!!!!!
V.A.L.E.N.T.I.N.E (Ctrl+A to view)
Happy Valentine, my love!
All my love is yours.
Praised be love that brings us home,
Pilgrims to these shores.
Yearnings here find harborage;
Vanities, sly smiles.
All that righteous anger rends,
Love here reconciles.
Even in the darkness where
No bitterness finds rest,
Thoughts of you are like a dawn
Intent on happiness.
Nor would I have so light a heart
Except that I am blessed!
<<<<<-------------------------------------->>>>>
More than I Love You
We give on this day candy and flowers,
But we never stop to say thank you for the many hours.
You have stood by my side and gave a smile,
As if to tell our hearts it's been worth every mile.
No need to buy a teddy bear or even a card,
It's pretty simple and not at all hard.
Just put your arms around me and hold me tight,
And say without words that in your heart all is right.
You may say I Love You throughout the year,
But on this day you need to make sure.
The words so sweet and straight from your heart,
That your life would be lonely without my part.
So put forth the effort and take the time,
Look me in the eye and say I'm glad you're mine.
<<<<<-------------------------------------->>>>>
A friend, A Valentine
I think that I have found
Upon this wondrous ground
A friend for life, a love
Who is a touch above
Life's mediocrities
That blow in different seas
These special ones on earth
Who've been that way since birth
They touch lightly your heart
And never must you part,
For when you see their eyes
There can be no good-byes
So walk this way with me
Along this pathway free,
I shall not bind or tie
Our love or it would die
Happy Valentine, my love!
All my love is yours.
Praised be love that brings us home,
Pilgrims to these shores.
Yearnings here find harborage;
Vanities, sly smiles.
All that righteous anger rends,
Love here reconciles.
Even in the darkness where
No bitterness finds rest,
Thoughts of you are like a dawn
Intent on happiness.
Nor would I have so light a heart
Except that I am blessed!
<<<<<-------------------------------------->>>>>
More than I Love You
We give on this day candy and flowers,
But we never stop to say thank you for the many hours.
You have stood by my side and gave a smile,
As if to tell our hearts it's been worth every mile.
No need to buy a teddy bear or even a card,
It's pretty simple and not at all hard.
Just put your arms around me and hold me tight,
And say without words that in your heart all is right.
You may say I Love You throughout the year,
But on this day you need to make sure.
The words so sweet and straight from your heart,
That your life would be lonely without my part.
So put forth the effort and take the time,
Look me in the eye and say I'm glad you're mine.
<<<<<-------------------------------------->>>>>
A friend, A Valentine
I think that I have found
Upon this wondrous ground
A friend for life, a love
Who is a touch above
Life's mediocrities
That blow in different seas
These special ones on earth
Who've been that way since birth
They touch lightly your heart
And never must you part,
For when you see their eyes
There can be no good-byes
So walk this way with me
Along this pathway free,
I shall not bind or tie
Our love or it would die
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
R&R.....
Rest and Relax? WRONG.....its Remorse and Regret....today, juz 2 days before valentines.....i got this girl into deep shit trouble.....i hate it....i got her into trouble and what in the world is gonna happen? WHY?! why din i trust my 6th sense that's gonna happen?! AND IT DID....in less than 5mins later....why?!
my 6th sense....Always tingling when there's some disaster coming....2years ago i knew i would be in a motor accident....i ignored it....less than 5mins later....i fell off the bike....GREAT rite?
And now....there it goes again....i hate it i hate it i hate it!!! WHY MUZ THIS HAPPENN!!! to the girl i'm referring to i'm sorry....i really regret it....i hope u could make it out for your valentine....i'll pray....i shuda listened to u....my stupid coconut brain.....haizzz....i'm sorry....sincerely...
i hope things will be still the same as before...as shall it be now....and after....
sorry once more...i feel really hopeless....i tried doing what i could...i did my best to fix d prob....but i tink i failed....sorry....
i'll be praying day and night....sorry once more....take gud care of urself....
my 6th sense....Always tingling when there's some disaster coming....2years ago i knew i would be in a motor accident....i ignored it....less than 5mins later....i fell off the bike....GREAT rite?
And now....there it goes again....i hate it i hate it i hate it!!! WHY MUZ THIS HAPPENN!!! to the girl i'm referring to i'm sorry....i really regret it....i hope u could make it out for your valentine....i'll pray....i shuda listened to u....my stupid coconut brain.....haizzz....i'm sorry....sincerely...
i hope things will be still the same as before...as shall it be now....and after....
sorry once more...i feel really hopeless....i tried doing what i could...i did my best to fix d prob....but i tink i failed....sorry....
i'll be praying day and night....sorry once more....take gud care of urself....
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Come to Realizations......
Come to think of it.....I some how realized....its like my life....revolves just around Bandar Utama....haizzz....its like i'm no more a Cheras-ian but more a BU-ian.....LOL.....Haizzz....I go home from BU at 2am....i go back BU 8am....6hours diff? walao weh....practically i'm considered Pindah Rumah liao....Lol.... Kik sei....haiz....
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Awww.....>18yrs+11yrs kids playing.....
Lol....what a day? its saturday, 26th Jan 07.....cool day man....slept at 4am and waked at 7am? nt really sure of the time but quite early hahahahahaha....anyway today very happy lo and also sad lor....LOL the irony of a daily life eh? xD
so lets start things off....today ar....early early gotto bath and change and go to some "monkey's" house lo.....Charis house lo.....House dedication wor....Go support support sikit + pat sikit.....hahahaha....not bad lor the place....quite cooling lor....though abit small but ok la for her family....dad+mom+her+bro.....and not forgetting the Lord...!! =)
walao go there at 10.30am hor...pastor "pokpek pokpek" so long with the dad.....aduh....but good also la since pastor sharing gospel....her dad was eager to accept the Lord but timing tak berapa ngam....anyway Amen still coz at least the "feeling" is there!! =) aduh.....supposed to go sunway at 10.30 de....see Charis i so good i go support ur house u better thank me more hahahaha!!! den talk finish about 11.15am man.....den we sing i tink 2 songs ar....sing den we pray tog.....after that we went around praying+blessin d house....overall good time....
AND BEST OF ALL....we got ANGPOW!!! LOL!!! Honestly, it wasnt AS LITTLE as i expected....it was A LOT!! i was shocked.....seriously.... $$$$$$$ XD
Well after that i shoot to sunway pyramid lor....den go makan Pizza with the stupid Engineer's gAnG....hahahaha....den we go play ice-skating....wah in 11 people....oni 3 ppl know how to skate....and that includes.... Ehem ehem, ME.... xD i no fall at all man wahahahaha.....Kemin so kesian fall like taik lembu lolz......kesian him his whole baju all wet wahahaha.....
after that we go play arcade....wah we go play the dance game....SUPER GAY MAN!!!! hahahahahaha!!! gay bt fun! xD
after that go makan at duno wad place....coz was sleeping in the car so i duno anything about the travelling hahaha....den terpaksa take train home after that.... T_T i hate the trains.... sianz....
den come bak....haizz....got problem pulak.....haizz.....den mood oso turn solemn and all.....very fan lor.....haizzz......
oh well....lookin on the positive side, i still got some good stuff from the fun time....guess wad it is?
A SUPER DUPER LEG-ACHE......zzzzZZZZzz....my feet hurts.... T_T
so lets start things off....today ar....early early gotto bath and change and go to some "monkey's" house lo.....Charis house lo.....House dedication wor....Go support support sikit + pat sikit.....hahahaha....not bad lor the place....quite cooling lor....though abit small but ok la for her family....dad+mom+her+bro.....and not forgetting the Lord...!! =)
walao go there at 10.30am hor...pastor "pokpek pokpek" so long with the dad.....aduh....but good also la since pastor sharing gospel....her dad was eager to accept the Lord but timing tak berapa ngam....anyway Amen still coz at least the "feeling" is there!! =) aduh.....supposed to go sunway at 10.30 de....see Charis i so good i go support ur house u better thank me more hahahaha!!! den talk finish about 11.15am man.....den we sing i tink 2 songs ar....sing den we pray tog.....after that we went around praying+blessin d house....overall good time....
AND BEST OF ALL....we got ANGPOW!!! LOL!!! Honestly, it wasnt AS LITTLE as i expected....it was A LOT!! i was shocked.....seriously.... $$$$$$$ XD
Well after that i shoot to sunway pyramid lor....den go makan Pizza with the stupid Engineer's gAnG....hahahaha....den we go play ice-skating....wah in 11 people....oni 3 ppl know how to skate....and that includes.... Ehem ehem, ME.... xD i no fall at all man wahahahaha.....Kemin so kesian fall like taik lembu lolz......kesian him his whole baju all wet wahahaha.....
after that we go play arcade....wah we go play the dance game....SUPER GAY MAN!!!! hahahahahaha!!! gay bt fun! xD
after that go makan at duno wad place....coz was sleeping in the car so i duno anything about the travelling hahaha....den terpaksa take train home after that.... T_T i hate the trains.... sianz....
den come bak....haizz....got problem pulak.....haizz.....den mood oso turn solemn and all.....very fan lor.....haizzz......
oh well....lookin on the positive side, i still got some good stuff from the fun time....guess wad it is?
A SUPER DUPER LEG-ACHE......zzzzZZZZzz....my feet hurts.... T_T
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Stress stress!!!
How ironic can things get? New year just start....I GOT EXAM?! awww man! shucks.....exam on 14th January till 21th January....walao weh....1 week sia! stupid college exam in january,....walao....lolz....
somemore...today baru passup assignment whole night no sleep....haiz....very susah ler go college....To all those new college peeps dun think life in college so easy....better appreciate your form6 now man.....college life is CRAZY....college life is HECTIC....man....i dyed my hair golden-brown and heck the white hair is coming bak....LOLZ....
aiyer....now oso 4am....die ler i can't really concentrate on studies also....sobz....pray pray pray for meeeee!!! ROAR!!!! lolz....sobz
man if i just pass the whole degree course i'll be glad already lol....but of course...aim higher la....hmmm....tak tau la...kan? T_T
signing off, 4.17am 12/01/08
somemore...today baru passup assignment whole night no sleep....haiz....very susah ler go college....To all those new college peeps dun think life in college so easy....better appreciate your form6 now man.....college life is CRAZY....college life is HECTIC....man....i dyed my hair golden-brown and heck the white hair is coming bak....LOLZ....
aiyer....now oso 4am....die ler i can't really concentrate on studies also....sobz....pray pray pray for meeeee!!! ROAR!!!! lolz....sobz
man if i just pass the whole degree course i'll be glad already lol....but of course...aim higher la....hmmm....tak tau la...kan? T_T
signing off, 4.17am 12/01/08
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
New year lo.....
New year is like....1week ago...now oni update hahahaha.....wakakaka....eh eh new year not bad lerh....go church sudd the HUGE camp feeling like come bak ady....thanks to those crazy guys that sat near me hahaha....jump like idiots hahahahaha.....until my leg oso pain sia....owww.....
Hmmm.....New year = New resolutions lo.....wad resolutions? i pun tak tau....tadak plan.....lol....mati mati mati.....YEAH!!! FINALLY!!! get to take pic with "mandy mui" hahahaha.....xD
(1) she duwan take pic wit me
(2) baru wan take pic wit me....sweat...
haizzz.....new year scary leh....duno wad to do now....i everyday game game game....sian ler....come to think of it....i'm 19yrs old this yr nia.....gonna hit my twenties next year?!!! ARGH!!! oh well....anyway its a new year....God bless me, my family and my friends ba....Let His will be done this year....dunno wad's gonnna happen oso lolz....
P.S : somehow that paragraph on top got "underline".....lolz....magic...hahahaha
Hmmm.....New year = New resolutions lo.....wad resolutions? i pun tak tau....tadak plan.....lol....mati mati mati.....YEAH!!! FINALLY!!! get to take pic with "mandy mui" hahahaha.....xD
(1) she duwan take pic wit me
(2) baru wan take pic wit me....sweat...
haizzz.....new year scary leh....duno wad to do now....i everyday game game game....sian ler....come to think of it....i'm 19yrs old this yr nia.....gonna hit my twenties next year?!!! ARGH!!! oh well....anyway its a new year....God bless me, my family and my friends ba....Let His will be done this year....dunno wad's gonnna happen oso lolz....
P.S : somehow that paragraph on top got "underline".....lolz....magic...hahahaha
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