Chang chang chang chang!!!! H.U.G.E is here!!! wakakakaka.....amazing trip entirely....absolutely amazing, and explosive!!! lets start....from monday morning....shall we? (^^,)
Day 1 --- Monday, 10th December 2007
We were supposed to meet in church at....8am? the bus were supposed to leave at 9am....However, i duno what in the world happened the 2nd bus was SOOOO LATE.....and we were like illegal immigrants there were just roaming around outside the church sanctuary...HAHAHA....Bus reached about 10am++ if i not wrong.....and we were SOO HAPPY we "chiong" inside the bus and TAKE OFF TIME!!
In bus normal lor....i slept like a baby thanks to my little sister....hahahahaa....make me do things till 5am....den ar....wake up dy hor....play blackjack truth or dare with the girls behind....i win 2 rounds and dared cheryl do some stupid things....hahahhaha.....she did it....then the 3rd round...i got 2 Kings....which = 20points....HuiAnn, the "chong-keh" got BLACKJACK MAN!!!! omgosh i'm toasted....they dare me go find a girl and propose....IN THE BUS!!! geez.....malunya....den i go lor....go propose to Marie....hahahaha....the ENTIRE BUS watch sia....paiseh giler.....
Den reach liao we go check-in the rooms, lepak kejap, rehat kejap.....den go down for briefing and all....at 1st i was pretty sad the guys and the girls block is different block sia....LOL...but after awhile it was pretty ok....despite the fact i nid to walk about 10mins....hahaha...den dinner time....after dinner, now comes the fun part....ITS SESSION TIME!!! lolz.....the praise and worship was BOOMBASTIC and the sermon was FANTATATATATASTIC!!! HALLELUJAH!!! woohoo....freaking 'high' man...hahaha....den i go apply for "Fear Factor Challenge...."
Back in room le....i go "boil phone porridge"....till my roommates damn gila angry...and den dey "kawasaki a.k.a. RAPE" me....sobsob.....kena rape about 6 times and they RECORDED IT!!! lol.....den we go slp at 1.30am.....sad sad sad....
~to be continued....below~
Day 2 --- Tuesday, 11th Dec 2007
Earlie morning.....go breakfast....den go hall for FEAR FACTOR!!!! woohoo.....34 people signed-up.....not bad i guess....hahahaha...i'm one of the 34 man woohoo! lol...."Selecting best 10 people challenge" ----> "blow tissue paper outta ur nose"....swt...pretty lame for a FF challenge....lolz....haiz...this game....teruk lar....my tissue collided with another guy's tissue....TERUK LAR....den i lose....haiz....
Den got worship lor....after worship makan again with ca and the gang....SM7's gang (ca, zanne x2, beehoon, yiru, lijen, etc) and MLL's gang (me, wilfred, ivan)....hahahahahaha....sweat man.....after that we play captain ball.....haiz....can lose pulak....that team all basketball players....lose lor...den le...go swimming la...wakakaka...gotta walk all the way down just to go swim....how pathetic LOL....
The night session was EXPLOSIVE ( once again ).....and this night we came out with the MLL's own dance theme....LOL...ppl thought we were crazy...wakakaka....the SM7 gang followed us....esp that crazy beehoon....wakakakakaka.....
Day 3 --- Wednesday, 12th Dec 2007
Okay...i have to wake at 6am....coz i'm playing the keyboard....eeeek! scary!!! so many people!!! argh!! ROAR!!! lolz.....i tink tommy not happy wit me jor....geez...i lewat....LOL...sorry tommy....den hor....after the FF challenge....we all go on stage....den WALAO WEH.....GILA the SM7 gang shout "Go Josie!!!".....omgosh....CRAZY people....THE WHOLE CAMP PEOPLE LOOK AT ME SIA!!!!!!! lolz....(anyway happy abit tho wakakakakkaa)...after worship we go makan again as usual....den some ppl go ZOO to visit their relatives....(my bro went sweat) and some stayed back for swimming and sleeping....
Beehoon abit not happy i duno why....geez but after that she gila back lolz.....at nite worship....den sermon again....den altar call time....awww man! the altar-call was GILA CUN! the Spirit of God was REALLY REALLY THERE!!! i shake like MAD, cry like MAD....lolz....and yeah God really spoke to me...everything....and its like.....God i surrender all to u.....and yeah baby i'm FREE!!! XP
Den hor....before end...they JAM like MAD....and the 3 MalatLous (MLL's) were doing their crazy dance again and LO AND BEHOLD.....the WorshipLeader saw our stupidity and he tell the whole camp...."Follow this group dancing here!!!" and Oh lala!!!! the whole camp gila gila follow us!!! WOOOOT!!!! wakakaka the MLL and the SM7 gang very 'high' liao!! lolz....
After everything over...we all go lepak together and play some sakai games....haiz...how i wish no time of "lights off" for the last night...hahahaha....
Day 4 --- Thursday, 13th December 2007
Geez....its already the last day? man....its SO FAST!!! i seriously feel happy here....leaving all my problems, worries, troubles, heartaches, headaches behind in KL.....sobsob.....well in the morning we juz went for breakfast....the usual SM7 and MLL3 gang....seriously i thank God for letting me know this bunch of friends....gila babi punya HAHAHAHA.....imagine we can even fight for food....LOL....
Worship was ok....the worship team banyak gila mistake when starting LOL.....den got sermon lo....walao the sermon today and last nite same gila nia....hahaha....after tat got prayer tunnel....for the 1st time....i drop face down....SLAM! my face and arm smashed the floor....but no pain? o.0 amazing eh? den kena slain jor den feel good, feel warm, feel....how to say ar....feel at maximum peace.... xD
Den after everything we all go take pic together lo....Sakai mui still haven't take pic with me i wanna eat u alive liao.... lol....service until about 2pm sia....long gila....lol....after tat go makan lunch and SHOO we're on the way home.... T_T very very very very sad.... T_T
(malas gila write blog LOL....update vry hard kakakaka.....)
Friday, December 14, 2007
Monday, December 10, 2007
Confused? Lost?
Everyday life....Filled with problems....filled with disasters....haiz.....why must it be like a "roller-coaster"? why can't it just be like a "highway" where we can just speed our car like its nobody's business? why? why must we work for a living? why must we wake up everyday at 9am just to go to work and go home by 5pm? and once we're home we're just so tired that at times we just sleep till the next day and at the next day the same routine just happens? life's BORING!!! i dun't know about married couples but i'm just bored to death....
Everyday single day i have to wake up....even now its DECEMBER!!! i've still gotta wake up....just to go to college...and come home at 7pm....haiz....after 1 whole day of studying (not full-time tho)....can't i just rest and relax? come home still gotta kena nag by parents.....and they just don't admit that they are naggers....sian man....
i'm confused....we live our life to be God's worshipper....we live our life to be God's follower and believer....why are we to suffer like this? dun understand....the facts of life....terrible....
even as a youth now....i'm hit hardcore with so many freaking problems....studies, relationships, broken-relationships, parents, friends, etc. Yea i admit.....tho i'm a Christian i seriously admit i've attempted suicide....attempted to flee from home.....a darn wrong thing to do but i just can't hang in here....
2years ago....i had 2 best friends....and now....both of them left....am i that bad a person? am i that unworthy of it being even just a friend? honestly i've totally lost trust in the both of u....i'm just trying to patch things up and why can't you just see my honesty? can't u see the sincerity lodging in my eyes? the availability that i've been trying to give? why?
just 3 months ago another one of my best friend left me.....the 2nd one....haiz....i do mind that u leave but what can i do to stop u? its far from within my power.....but i just do realize one thing....all the things u ever said were just empty promises....promises meant for a kid....too bad i ain't one.....hahahaha....
i dun even know how to continue my daily life...everyday its just the same old thing....no diff....even the girl that i like now....i think she should know that i like her...but....its like....i'm getting nothing....haiz....
"God....i plead of ur mercy....and i beg for ur forgiveness for the every wrong that i've done....i really don't know what are ur plans for me....if you do have a plan for me please....do it quick....i just don't really know what i'm fighting for right now....just please God, guide me the way....be the light that shines unto my path....i am strong....but the world has made me weak....i am sincere....but the world has destroyed my sincerity...i was honest....but the world duped me....i'm lost God....please help....my heart is broken....please mend....this i plead....In Thy name, Amen."
i just hope.....that things would get better.....To those who're reading....i'm a good person.....just that i'm been driven to the edge by all these circumstances.....God bless....
~signing off for now....
~josaiya
Everyday single day i have to wake up....even now its DECEMBER!!! i've still gotta wake up....just to go to college...and come home at 7pm....haiz....after 1 whole day of studying (not full-time tho)....can't i just rest and relax? come home still gotta kena nag by parents.....and they just don't admit that they are naggers....sian man....
i'm confused....we live our life to be God's worshipper....we live our life to be God's follower and believer....why are we to suffer like this? dun understand....the facts of life....terrible....
even as a youth now....i'm hit hardcore with so many freaking problems....studies, relationships, broken-relationships, parents, friends, etc. Yea i admit.....tho i'm a Christian i seriously admit i've attempted suicide....attempted to flee from home.....a darn wrong thing to do but i just can't hang in here....
2years ago....i had 2 best friends....and now....both of them left....am i that bad a person? am i that unworthy of it being even just a friend? honestly i've totally lost trust in the both of u....i'm just trying to patch things up and why can't you just see my honesty? can't u see the sincerity lodging in my eyes? the availability that i've been trying to give? why?
just 3 months ago another one of my best friend left me.....the 2nd one....haiz....i do mind that u leave but what can i do to stop u? its far from within my power.....but i just do realize one thing....all the things u ever said were just empty promises....promises meant for a kid....too bad i ain't one.....hahahaha....
i dun even know how to continue my daily life...everyday its just the same old thing....no diff....even the girl that i like now....i think she should know that i like her...but....its like....i'm getting nothing....haiz....
"God....i plead of ur mercy....and i beg for ur forgiveness for the every wrong that i've done....i really don't know what are ur plans for me....if you do have a plan for me please....do it quick....i just don't really know what i'm fighting for right now....just please God, guide me the way....be the light that shines unto my path....i am strong....but the world has made me weak....i am sincere....but the world has destroyed my sincerity...i was honest....but the world duped me....i'm lost God....please help....my heart is broken....please mend....this i plead....In Thy name, Amen."
i just hope.....that things would get better.....To those who're reading....i'm a good person.....just that i'm been driven to the edge by all these circumstances.....God bless....
~signing off for now....
~josaiya
Saturday, December 8, 2007
Haiz....50m gone....fly away... =(
Haiz.....stupid lar....angry lar....the game i play...MapleStory....i just BOOMED my weapon....sobsob...worth 50m nia!! haiz....2nd time i boom it.....no money liao no mood play liao....haiz....hope my bro can get the money back....hahahahaha....gambateh fatty get the money back! hehehe....
~my creation from BannedStory~ =P
~my creation from BannedStory~ =PThursday, December 6, 2007
A new day, a new beginning
Today is Thursday....kinda a BAD day to start with....was LATE to college and all....haiz....den got Maths Exam....gosh i'm so toasted....din really study much tho...became a naughty boy and with great determination, perseverance and "help" from my fellow classmates...i think we all managed to scrape through....hahahahahaha....and then, there was this person....a person who i'm really displeased with....keep sending me "empty" sms-es...really ticks me off....haiz....
However, the gloomy day changed...when i went online....my adorable little "pet sis" was online....we din't really talk much for the past few months back due to communication problems and also due to education....badly hurt during that period of time...but lo and behold.....truly was i amazed when we got to talk together again....discussed many things between us.....i truly enjoyed the time.....
>>>>> !!! oh no!!! its 4.30 my dad's downstairs....had to leave the comp in the comp lab and rush home....just to go online and chat with my sis more....but i was sad coz she needed to help her mom do stuff....hahahhahah.....
oh uh....8.00pm! gotta go to church now....awww man! haiz....HUGE camp practice....was kinda sick actually and din really wanted to go but i had to all the more coz i missed the previous practice....lolz how irresponsible could i get....
however....the practice was GREAT....we managed about 8 songs in 2hours....incredible....even whilst playing i could feel the Spirit moving....its awesome.....and about 10.15pm i left for home.....
hurriedly, i quickly reached for my laptop and with a sigh of relief....YEAH! she's still online...hahahaha...pretty happy....hehehehe....and then....cut the story short.....we chatted....and wow i feel so....somehow close with her once again....we had our fond memories back then....and now our friendship is sort of rekindled i'm just hoping for the best ALL THE MORE!!! hahaha....Praise God....he answers prayers!!
we were both enjoying our time chatting and laughing and joking and teasing.....and then....MY INTERNET GOT DISCONNECTED!!!! it got dc-ed for about 30mins man...haiz i was depressed LOL.....when i managed to be back in action.....she was already offline....haiz.....so, there goes....but i really thank God for this day....appreciate all that has happened....
and well here i am writing this bloggie right now....this new blog will be my place to release my distress.... =)
signing off for now,
josaiya
However, the gloomy day changed...when i went online....my adorable little "pet sis" was online....we din't really talk much for the past few months back due to communication problems and also due to education....badly hurt during that period of time...but lo and behold.....truly was i amazed when we got to talk together again....discussed many things between us.....i truly enjoyed the time.....
>>>>> !!! oh no!!! its 4.30 my dad's downstairs....had to leave the comp in the comp lab and rush home....just to go online and chat with my sis more....but i was sad coz she needed to help her mom do stuff....hahahhahah.....
oh uh....8.00pm! gotta go to church now....awww man! haiz....HUGE camp practice....was kinda sick actually and din really wanted to go but i had to all the more coz i missed the previous practice....lolz how irresponsible could i get....
however....the practice was GREAT....we managed about 8 songs in 2hours....incredible....even whilst playing i could feel the Spirit moving....its awesome.....and about 10.15pm i left for home.....
hurriedly, i quickly reached for my laptop and with a sigh of relief....YEAH! she's still online...hahahaha...pretty happy....hehehehe....and then....cut the story short.....we chatted....and wow i feel so....somehow close with her once again....we had our fond memories back then....and now our friendship is sort of rekindled i'm just hoping for the best ALL THE MORE!!! hahaha....Praise God....he answers prayers!!
we were both enjoying our time chatting and laughing and joking and teasing.....and then....MY INTERNET GOT DISCONNECTED!!!! it got dc-ed for about 30mins man...haiz i was depressed LOL.....when i managed to be back in action.....she was already offline....haiz.....so, there goes....but i really thank God for this day....appreciate all that has happened....
and well here i am writing this bloggie right now....this new blog will be my place to release my distress.... =)
signing off for now,
josaiya
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