My Cries

Why am I,

But living a lie,

Who am I,

That You should die?

This pain I'm in,

only You have seen,

Why is this happening to me,

Why did that happened to Thee?

Lord bring me up again,

Keep my mental sane.

That day when stability remains,

With You I shall reign.

Lord be my target main,

And yes please, remove this pain,

Am waiting for the day,

You make us one again.

Its not easy to understand,

Even harder to be understood,

Then again my life you have demand,

And giving it all to You i know i should.

A new day has come,

For You this race i'll run,

Thank You Lord for this day,

Bless it well to You i pray,

Again I look to the heavens and ask,

Why have you given but us this task?

I know the day will come to pass,

And In Your glory we shall bask.

Risen are you Lord from the grave,

Teach me Lord to be brave.

That souls O Lord i will save,

But the way only You can pave.

I remain faithful to You,

Please Lord, see us through,

Guard our hearts and minds,

Keep intact whatever is mine.

Yes Lord, Thy will be done,

That flaws in life there will be none,

You my Lord are number One,

Behold the dead and the risen Son.

Thank you again Lord for this day,

Bless it well to You i pray,

Fill me Lord with joy so gay,

That my life O Lord, a testimony of Yours, yes it may.

Copyright by Josiah Wu (2011) =)

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Dear Lord,

Its me again here. Thank You for GoodFriday, thank You for Easter, thank You for You.

Lord, its not easy, its not easy at all. People may say and think, get over it....

Should I? I know what i want dear Lord, I know that, she's different... She's just the odd one out.

People may think i'm stupid right now, but I know better. Right Lord? You know, come to think of it, I do infact realize and finally fully understand what it means by "Distance makes the Heart grow fonder". Somehow, I feel that, I love her even more......When the chance comes that I'm able to hear from her, it feels..... it feels 'fresh', something I've never experienced in a long long time... Lord I dont know what Your plans are, but Lord, please.... show me, and guide me along the way.....

Lord, its tough, just looking at her. That she's the only one on Earth that I love, but yet, i cannot get her in my arms, yet, I cannot hold her, hug her, and tell her that everythings' gonna be all right. Its so tough Lord..... why?! I'm trying to move on, but I cant.... Everywhere I go, everything I do, I'm nothing but reminded of her, of us, of bliss.

Driving to Tesco, makes me miss the cendol moments.

In Tesco, makes me miss how we used to walk around and waste some time tog.

At LM, MV, 1U, Curve, every shop reminds me of her....

Lord, I now understand the meaning of Agape Love....I now understand what Your Agape Love means as well.... That even if the world rejects You, You still loved them, irregardless. So will I Lord, even if i'm spitted upon right now, I will continue loving. Should the world slap me on my left cheek, I shall turn my right cheek to them....

Lord help me, help us. We have made the "Ultimate" sacrifice for You Lord, in utter obedience. Lord have mercy on us, like you did to Abraham and Issac on Mount Moriah... (come to think of it, my name sounds like this mount, coincidentally).....

Dear Lord, irregardless of how I may feel, what's more important right now is that, Lord, please protect her, in everything. Lord, she is not a very independent person, and she'll always need help along the way. Lord, please do see to her needs, and send the RIGHT people O Lord, to help her, t oguide her, in the midst of my absence.... Keep her safe, keep her in godly company, keep her healthy, keep her from within........

Lord, I know you're a jealous God. I may have failed once, but Lord, now, guide me, show me, teach me, educate me, in the way and the path that You want me to be.... And I believe Lord, i choose to believe, and I have faith, that the day will come, that we'll manage this once more.... Right Lord? I have faith Lord, I HAVE FAITH!!! (Hebrews 11:1)

For now Lord, my only prayer for now is that, that You'll guard our hearts, guard our minds, guard our thoughts and guard our actions. Lord in due time of awaitment, I pray Lord, that true enough, I will be the one you want me to be......

In everything, I give thanks. And I believe, nothing but Good, will come out of this trial.

Signing off,

Your Son,

Josiah Wu

Lord, this is for none other, but You

Despite the situation that I'm in,

Despite the sadness that has been,

Thank You Lord for thy death on the cross,

That in this life, you're my only Boss.

Today we commemorate Good Friday,

All Praise, Glory and Honor to you we say.

The world may bring troubles along the way,

But we look to you, bow our heads and pray,

Jesus Christ, You're my Only way.

Thank You Lord, for dying on the cross 2000 years ago.

Thank You Lord, for going thru all the pain and bloodshed.

Thank You Lord, for forgiving me of my sins and my hurts.

Thank You Lord, for giving me life, and life eternal.

Let this day not just be a day of celebration. But let this day be the day why we call ourselves Christians, children of the Most High. Let us all truly reflect once more, why did Jesus really did on the cross, for our sins. He need not do it, but He chose to do it because He loved us.

And because of His love, that in return, we can love others.

So my fellow brethren, let us STRIVE to follow His example. To love and to let love. To forgive and to let forgive. To encourage and to be encouraged.

P/S : Thank you Lord, for everything. We Love You.

Letters-To-God

Its weird, how things fall into place, for the glory of God.

Today is a working day, but i am not at work, but at home. Ask me why? The exact answer, i knoweth not. But during the 'rest' i have in my own roomly-haven, i came across this vid, downloaded it and watched it. Its meaningful~ Really it is.

Letters To God

*Speaks of a young boy fighting brain cancer and writes letters to God. Thru it, touches lives in his neighbourhood and community and inspiring HOPE to those who he comes in contact.*

When I myself watch this show, lets be frank, i lost hope, and life's nothing but in a mess. But i'm hanging on unto Him, hanging on on His promises, hanging on unto the eternal hope in Heaven.

Truly right now, it feels that life is but a pain. But in God, hope we still have, faith we still muster, and joy, we possess.

-Matthew 17:20 : Jesus said,"Because you have so little faith, I tell you the truth, If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, "Move from here to there" and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.

*I'm gonna write you a letter now God....*

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Dear Lord,

You know the pains I'm going through right now. You know the heartaches, the sorrow, the bitterness, the sadness, the confusion, the loneliness that fills my heart.

But Lord right now, I ask of you, that Lord you'll take care of me. Fill my heart with you never-fading joy. Fill my heart with you ever-sweet presence. And build my up once again Lord, for this life is nothing but Yours.

Despite my situation, Lord i choose you because without you, everything is impossible, but with you, ALL THINGS are POSSIBLE.

I give thanks to you for the time that we've had, the fun that we've had, the laughter, the playings, the little jokes and the little meaningful things we've shared.

But now that You've called Your shot, I give thanks to You still, for I know, that we've been handpicked by You. We're Your Chosen Ones to fight this battle.

And I believe Lord, that when you bring us to it, You will certainly bring us through it. I know we'll emerge victorious, and you'll see to our hearts' innermost desires.

I commit us into Your hands, in Jesus most wonderful name. Amen.

Your Son, Josiah.

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P/S : Guys&Girls, should there even be anybody still reading my blog, you can get the show from me, or if you wanna download it~ Here's the link~ Enjoy~

God is good, all the time.

[Psalms 23]

The Lord is my Shepard,

I shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures,

He leads me beside quiet waters,

He refreshes my soul.

He guides me along the right paths

for his name’s sake.

Even though I walk

through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil,

for you are with me;

your rod and your staff,

they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.

You anoint my head with oil, my cup overflows.

Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,

and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Life at times, can be a real pain. Life at times, can be so unsure. The next step that is taken, can either be a fatal fall, or a victorious reign.

Now, at the lowest and darkest points of my life.... i'll stand firm, stand strong, be bold and courageous.... But words are just words without actions. God is good.... Really, He is.

During my 'up' times, He blessed me with a job that can have more time for myself, friends, family and nonetheless, her.

During my 'low' times, He blessed me with friends, family, and also a new interview from an MNC company.

I really thank God for this.... True enough, i may be ignorant and too adamant to accept the truth, too stubborn to change, to angry to listen. But deep inside, only You know, God, what i'm going through.

Pick me up O Lord, through these times, through the times where everything seems to be like dew in the morning, and evaporates in air soon enough.... This O Lord, shall be my prayer.

In you alone, I place my trust.

In You alone, I place my hope.

In You alone, I place my future,

In You alone, I place my all.

In You alone, I place my all.

Lord lead me not into temptation,

But deliver me from the evil one.

Lord forgive my sins, As i forgive those who trespass me.

Bless her O Lord, in her days that is and is to come,

Bless her hands O Lord, for the works that has to be done.

Bless her health O Lord, for Jehovah Raffa is thy name,

Bless her O Lord, in everything, in Jesus name.

Heal the friendship O Lord,

Heal the heartaches,

Heal the pain and sorrow,

As we present it to You.

Love so pain, Love not to gain.

I've loved you.

I'm loving you.

I will still love you.....

My heart is aching so bad,

My heart is crying so sad,

My heart is fuming so mad,

But never, will, i tell my dad.

Loved you for so long,

Till today, 9years to date.

To you alone i sing this song,

My one, my darling and only mate.

My heart you have crushed,

Pieces scattering everywhere,

My love you have forgo,

But still, my heart to you i swear.

Never imagined this could have happened,

I bet the whole world is saddened.

But still in love i place my trust,

And to you my dear... now 'Hushhh'.....

I still will look forward to the day,

Where now many and some will say,

Stupidity and foolishness my name bears,

But one day, their same comments my hands will tear.

Let bygones be bygones,

Let what come may,

Let love build its trust,

Let time takes it path.

Let true love reign above all,

Let God's love fill our hearts,

Let forgiveness and reconciliation be part of life,

Let love, unite us again.

I'll always, always love you. This is my life's oath.

Should the day come when i don't, then truly, i have lost.