The End of 2009~

Well, finally 2009 has cometh to an end. in exactly 14hours, a brand new year will come.

Many things happened this year, good, bad, not so good, and not so bad.... haha.... Many things to thank God for, which most importantly i thank God for being so handsome. Lol~! No laaa.....Most importantly is thank God that i'm still alive~ ^^

Thank God for my results.... Its contradictory to thank God for such 'wonderful' results, but still, i believe there's a purpose.... Hehehe.....

Thank God for my family and friends.... Without them, i guess life won't be as colourful as it is....

Thank God for my parents esp, coz without them, who am i? =)

Thank God for Form5 CG~ Though i believe not many will read, but yeah, u guys rock~ ^^

Thank God for Abby.... Truly, life is different with her~ ^^

Most of all, thank God for God! =)

Life won't be the same again...... She ain't coming back so often anymore~ Habis what'll happen to ME?! T_T yerrrrr.....so terrible leh.... =(

Blahhhh i also duno liau wat to write~ wanna go make another hole in my cupboard wakakakakkakaa~

I only know one thing at least, treasure ur loved ones, before they are gone. For when they are gone, its hard to get them back. ^^

And, as the new year comes, i pray that i can advance to my career of His choice. A career that will be interesting and fun for me, so that i won't realize that time is passing..... this, i pray.

With all of these in mind, i'll let the 14hours pass me by, and i'll say goodbye to year 2009~~~ And all that has happeneth, shall be in memory....

~ Death leaves a memory, no one can heal. Love leaves a memory, no one can steal~

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what's there to put for titles? need to think for a bombardic word? waste time~~~~~

Haizzz......Today's Christmas. Its supposed to be a happy day~ A day of fun, joy and laughter. A day without tears. A day without arguments. A day without problems. A day without fear, lost-ness, and a day of celebration. But what do I have?????

Whyyyy......Why must the 'voice' tell me again that today will be a day of arguments?! A day of problems!? A day of 'emo-ness' of others?!

Great. 10mins after i got the 'voice'.....Arguments occured. I nearly lost my left ear.

What's next? An insolent fool driving a big fat car nearly hit me? And din even bother to say sorry and act like nothing happen? Such pathetic people. I really pity those big cars for such a lousy driver. Now i know, i seriously know..... Those people with BIG NEW CARS.... ARE PATHETIC DRIVERS!!!! Sorry to those big new car owners who i know, but i'm serious....why buy a big new car? Unless u're NOOB in driving that u need EXTRA Protection?! Seriously i pity them......

I really really REALLY HATE NOOBS ON THE ROAD.....they DO NOT deserve to DRIVE. I'm serious about this. How many people actually REALLY REALLY knows driving? Besides the F1 people? I'm not saying that i'm a pro either, just not a noob.

What next? I've proven myself to be a person of virtue at least, to be a person whom one can trust, and people still do not believe me?! I feel really sad. Really....

Honestly i want to run away.... Run away from all these problems.... Run away from all these troubles.... Run away..... For good.

But how? What???

The Bible says.... Come to me all ye who are weary and I shall give you rest.

Yes, i do trust in Jesus. I believe He's the one true God. The Alpha and the Omega. Beginning and the End. Saviour and Redeemer of Man. One and Only way to Heaven. He whom dieth for us on the Cross for the sins of mankind. He who gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believeth in Him shalt not perish but have eternal life....

YES I DO BELIEVE IN IT!!!!

But......i'm still man.....

How long can i bear with it? How long can i keep it inside? How long more????

I never knew Christmas would be so......eye-watering?

I gave everything....to gaineth nothing. I'm not expecting, just never knew, that life would be THIS BAD.....

Well guess its what the folks say. Bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people.

God knows what i've done.....gonna cry it all out now~~~~

so lonely.....so alone.....so quiet......all i hear is the fan~~

P.S : Yeah~ Another hole on my cupboard. Crap~~~~ Hope i dun destroy it~ T_T

Newlyweds~ Eiii Newly-DATES!!!! Lol.....

Hola~! Lols.....Updates updates updates! Selling colourful pink dresses and also some cotton candies!!! Rm50 per piece! Limited edition!!! Grab before its all gone!

Aik......Oh ya this personal blog~ XP i tot i'm dr.josaiya.blogspot.com..... muahahahaha! lmao~

Anyway, updates~ Yeah.... So what have we here in Dec? Or Nov-Dec?

Nothing much new....Just that the most retarded thing is that i'm living on my October wages~ and December's gonna end~ Crap~

Just came back from APYAC 09, and yea, i have to admit its pretty.....interesting and cool yet at times, boring. Especially during the breaks~ Blah~~ 4hour break gilaaaa~ Everyday sleeping at 1am-2am and waking up at about 6-7am~ Madness....

Main point is, the best part i've learned in APYAC09 is that.....i have a gift! XP heh heh....i'm not gonna share tho muahahhahhaa~ but its confirmed by Pastor Mike Capati~ oops Pilavachy? or Pilavachi~ whatever la we'll stick to Pas.Mike~ ^^

And my golly, Pastor Vic's talk was bombardialy amazzinG~ He assured me the true meaning of love. "Love is giving EVERYTHING at the expense of one own self." In other terms, like i like to put it, Love is Sacrifice. ^^

Well, fast forwarding time a little.....or reversing.... lupa~ Abby went on 4 flights, leaving me.....bored, bored, and bored. Hahahahaha.....

14th Dec 09, our 47th mth anni~~~ Simple Met Sweet~ (SMS) lols~!

Fast forwarding a little more~ Eternity Muscial by Charis Christian Centre! Tried to called a few of my pals to go but guess they couldn't make it due to some technical difficulties and also....their laziness to come all the way from PJ~ Understandable tho~

Now for the freakiest part~~ Gah~ Youth carolling is this Thursday~ which means precisely another 72 hours! So now i dono lar.....I never played publicly before, just only in youth events~ Now is PUBLIC~~~ Lols......it makes me shiver~

Coz now hor, playing in Youth during practice is still acceptable cause i kinda like know everybody there..... so if i play salah, i can be 'thick face' abit.....lol but on the real day.... if play salah = habis! lols..... gggrrrr hope on the day i don get trembling legs and a super fast heartbeat..... later i become butter-fingers den mampus!!! T_T

(To you all carollers! Pray for it!!! - especially pray for the musicians! harharhar!)

Job-wise....i duno lar~ Trying to opt for event management but i'm kinda.....procrastinating~~ Lols......Wait till she goes back 1st ba den only i'll decide on JOBS~

Well, lets help my brother promo abit ya~ There'll be a Post-Christmasy event by the Youth in CCC on 27th Dec 09!!! Details are as below~

Date : 27/12/09

Time : 7pm-10,30pm

P/S : Bring rm5 gift for gift exchange quest~ lol....

And LASTLY.....talking abt jobs in event management, i'm currently trying to plan F5 CG camp with the leaders~~ But so last min....can plan ka? All keep this in prayer ya? Hahahahah invitation to the cg members sudah keluar~~ So hope can make this 'camp' luuuu XP

Okkkkay~ this post doesn't seem good

(i said crap coz i'm running low on finance~rofl~)