Never understood~

I guess,

People will never understand me.

Those who say they do, are those who know me less.

Those who say they dont, also dont know me.

People wonder,

Why am i so emo-fied?

Why am i so sad?

Why am i so 'dead'?

People compare,

U're blessed to finish ur studies early.

U're blessed to be 'rich'.

U're blessed with a super pretty and loving gf.

Then again,

You all dont know.

How it feels to be apart,

When it feels so near in the heart.

The heart misses,

The body longs,

The mind wonders,

The soul thirsts.

Then again,

I believe for a divine reason for the season.

I choose to believe.

Together,

NOTHING can stop us.

~I'll be waiting~

Surrender

All to Jesus I surrender;

1. All to Him I freely give;
   I will ever love and trust Him,
   In His presence daily live.
   • I surrender all,
     I surrender all;
     All to Thee, my blessed Savior,
     I surrender all.
2. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Humbly at His feet I bow,
   Worldly pleasures all forsaken;
   Take me, Jesus, take me now.
3. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Make me, Savior, wholly Thine;
   Let me feel the Holy Spirit,
   Truly know that Thou art mine.
4. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Lord, I give myself to Thee;
   Fill me with Thy love and power;
   Let Thy blessing fall on me.
5. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Now I feel the sacred flame.
   Oh, the joy of full salvation!
   Glory, glory, to His Name!

Time hath passeth~

"In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God concerning you."

(1 Thessalonians 5:18~ KJV)

Its been about 08 months since i started joining ePromode....

You know, i liked the job when i started.... Its new, its fresh, its challenging, its motivating, its fun~ Then again, after a few months......Things turned sour. Things turned bad.

Going to work was really.... a pain. Not that i hate work or whatever... But just that, work stress is acceptable, but unnecessary stress, sometimes i feel is unacceptable and also unprofessional.

Well,

What i'm going to say instead..... is.....

Thank God that He let me try the job that i wanted, something in events.

Thank God that He helped me persevere even when times were bad.

Thank God that He provided me a job.

Thank God for good friends in the company.

Thank God for the best immediate superior in the company.

Thank God for providing.

Thank God for everything.

Now that all's said and done, next thing is....

Thank God for being unemployed for the moment. =)

As this 'door' closes, i believe, He'll open a new 'door' for me.....

*Might update with pics later~ ^^