Never understood~

I guess,

People will never understand me.

Those who say they do, are those who know me less.

Those who say they dont, also dont know me.

People wonder,

Why am i so emo-fied?

Why am i so sad?

Why am i so 'dead'?

People compare,

U're blessed to finish ur studies early.

U're blessed to be 'rich'.

U're blessed with a super pretty and loving gf.

Then again,

You all dont know.

How it feels to be apart,

When it feels so near in the heart.

The heart misses,

The body longs,

The mind wonders,

The soul thirsts.

Then again,

I believe for a divine reason for the season.

I choose to believe.

Together,

NOTHING can stop us.

~I'll be waiting~

Surrender

All to Jesus I surrender;

1. All to Him I freely give;
   I will ever love and trust Him,
   In His presence daily live.
   • I surrender all,
     I surrender all;
     All to Thee, my blessed Savior,
     I surrender all.
2. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Humbly at His feet I bow,
   Worldly pleasures all forsaken;
   Take me, Jesus, take me now.
3. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Make me, Savior, wholly Thine;
   Let me feel the Holy Spirit,
   Truly know that Thou art mine.
4. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Lord, I give myself to Thee;
   Fill me with Thy love and power;
   Let Thy blessing fall on me.
5. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Now I feel the sacred flame.
   Oh, the joy of full salvation!
   Glory, glory, to His Name!

Time hath passeth~

"In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God concerning you."

(1 Thessalonians 5:18~ KJV)

Its been about 08 months since i started joining ePromode....

You know, i liked the job when i started.... Its new, its fresh, its challenging, its motivating, its fun~ Then again, after a few months......Things turned sour. Things turned bad.

Going to work was really.... a pain. Not that i hate work or whatever... But just that, work stress is acceptable, but unnecessary stress, sometimes i feel is unacceptable and also unprofessional.

Well,

What i'm going to say instead..... is.....

Thank God that He let me try the job that i wanted, something in events.

Thank God that He helped me persevere even when times were bad.

Thank God that He provided me a job.

Thank God for good friends in the company.

Thank God for the best immediate superior in the company.

Thank God for providing.

Thank God for everything.

Now that all's said and done, next thing is....

Thank God for being unemployed for the moment. =)

As this 'door' closes, i believe, He'll open a new 'door' for me.....

*Might update with pics later~ ^^

Metaphoric Metaphor

*Just a metaphor, decipher it yourself*

My life,

My days,

My time,

My phrase.

Liken to a bruise,

A bruise that was never sealed,

Never dealed,

Never healed.

Like the bruise in shape,

Time passes for healing,

Then again,

The hammer strikes once more.

Still,

As love is blind,

So shall I be,

For in my blindness, your flaws I see perfection.

Copyright by Josiah Wu

Holding on.....

How fast, time flies.....

Its already been more than a year she's in BPahat already. And the very same period of time, marks the time since i've started work.

Truly, i thank God that i'm still surviving without her presence. Even tho i walk thru the valley of 'loneliness', i shalt fear no 'lonesome-ness'. Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.

And that is all, i need.

However, as much as the spiritual side of me is getting a hang on the spiritual realm, my physical body, heart and mind, misses her so much.

Lord, u hear my cry, u contain my tears. Give us the strength to persevere on, for another 2yrs+. Truly only by Your grace, that i can last thus long......

I pray that You give her strength, courage and wisdom, in her work for You.

I pray that You give her peace, joy-everlasting, in sharing with her friends.

I pray that You give her health, growth, attitude, character and wealth in the Lord.

I pray that You give her time, for You and for me.

I pray that You give me perseverance in achieving my dreams to come.

I pray that You give me strength to run Your race.

I pray that You give me peace, courage, and trust everyday.

I pray that You bring her back to me, after it is done.

Still,

I pray, that Your will be done, on Earth, as it is in Heaven.

I love you Father.

I love you, Abby.

Eternity.

Question: "Do you have eternal life?"

The Bible presents a clear path to eternal life. First, we must recognize that we have sinned against God: "For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23). We have all done things that are displeasing to God, which makes us deserving of punishment. Since all our sins are ultimately against an eternal God, only an eternal punishment is sufficient. "The wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord" (Romans 6:23).

However, Jesus Christ, the sinless (1 Peter 2:22), eternal Son of God became a man (John 1:1,14) and died to pay our penalty. "God demonstrates His love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8). Jesus Christ died on the cross (John 19:31-42), taking the punishment that we deserve (2 Corinthians 5:21). Three days later He rose from the dead (1 Corinthians 15:1-4), proving His victory over sin and death. "In His great mercy He has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead" (1 Peter 1:3).

By faith, we must change our mindset regarding Christ - who He is, what He did, and why - for salvation (Acts 3:19). If we place our faith in Him, trusting His death on the cross to pay for our sins, we will be forgiven and receive the promise of eternal life in heaven. "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son so that anyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life" (John 3:16). "If you confess with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved" (Romans 10:9). Faith alone in the finished work of Christ on the cross is the only true path to eternal life! "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this not of yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast" (Ephesians 2:8-9).

If you want to accept Jesus Christ as your Savior, here is a sample prayer. Remember, saying this prayer or any other prayer will not save you. It is only trusting in Christ that can save you from sin. This prayer is simply a way to express to God your faith in Him and thank Him for providing for your salvation. "God, I know that I have sinned against you and deserve punishment. But Jesus Christ took the punishment that I deserve so that through faith in Him I could be forgiven. I place my trust in You for salvation. Thank You for Your wonderful grace and forgiveness - the gift of eternal life! Amen!"

Sometimes.....

Bleh i dont care abt whatever the topic is....

But anway.... i really have nothing to blog about.... just that....

a) my job getting abit hectic
b) and i'm getting tired + sickly (health)
c) God is good,
d) All the time.
e) The moment i tithed, the moment God multiplied.
f) All i am right now, is work work work....

Lastly.... i miss u abby, more than loads....... =(

Tat's all~ tatas~! ^_^

My feelings now.....

What i'm feeling...............expressed.

"So many words for the broken heart,

It's hard to see in a crimson love

So hard to breathe

Walk with me, and maybe

Nights of light so soon become

Wild and free I could feel the sun

Your every wish will be done

They tell me...

Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with

Tell me why I can't be there where you are

There's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends

Eyes of stone observe the trends

They never say forever gaze

Guilty roads to an endless love

There's no control

Are you with me now

Your every wish will be done

They tell me

There's nowhere to run

I have no place to go

Surrender my heart' body and soul

How can it be you're asking me to feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart

Tell me why I can't be there where you are"

Work work work.....

Oh well...... I've finally landed myself in a job that I WANT... =) for now..... Hahahaha.... Post later got many stuff to post but no time ><

Projects projects projects....

Meetings meetings meetings.....

Work work work....

Blahhhh~~~

i miss someone.........

The Good, yet Bad 1st week of 2009~

Here we go again......

Hello 2010~ Its a half-hearted joy welcoming you into my life, but still, hi there~

01/01/2010:

The first day of the new year. Today is the day.....if i'm not mistaken, the day i took pics for Abby for her shop~ Well.....i don't want the days with you to end.... But it seems that time flies by so quickly when you're happy and joyous, that you don't actually realize it until its time to say "bye hunzy."

Anyway, we went to midvalley coz we wanna watch the 'so-called' 10 out of 10 rating movie; Avatar. We went to midvalley, and the queue for the ticketing booth were CRAZilly long.... We were kinda sad, coz Abby's leaving the next day and we wanted to catch a movie~ Abby said, lets pray. And i said, "And be specific. Avatar, 830pm, nice seats, for 2." And then, we waited.....

Lets be honest, there were doubts in the thought of a thought of our thought that there won't be any seats looking at the Avatar movie tickets were on the SELLING FAST! mode. Then we opted to take Gold Class if there's no ticks for final solution.

But guess what? God is gracious, God is good. When we reached the counter, we asked for Avatar, 830pm, 2seats. Lo and behold! 2 seats! But they weren't very good. So we tried asking for GoldClass but it was full. Weirdly~ So we chose the 2 seats 830pm normal movie ticks.

Went to CarlsJr for a quickie and then headed of to the cinema room. Another surprise! Our seats were taken!!! But..............we had EVEN BETTER SEATS.... =)

After all was over, we had our 'private' time, and headed home. I was heart-dead when i left her house. T_T cause i knew that she'll be going back in a few hours time....Which was a major catastrophe to me. But on the way back, i cried, i shouted, i screamed, i yelled, and i prayed.....God hears our cry, God keeps our tears, God answers our prayer. 1hour later, Abby called, saying she'll be going back the day after tomorrow!! which means, I HAVE ANOTHER 24HOURS WITH HER!!!! =)

PRAISE e LoRD~! =D

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Now is already 09/01/10. 8days fly so quickly, and i miss her like mad. I really do. I'm just staying home, waiting for a company to reply my job application, and do nothing. I cant stop thinking about her.....Seriously, life's so different~ Life's so dull~ The laughter's gone. The jokes's gone. The 'bullying's' gone, the tickling's gone...

Abby if u're reading this.... T_T

FASTER COME BACK LEEEHHHH~~~ T_T

miss u so much~ >.<

another 5 more days will be......our 48th month~ now that's a bummer coz i haven't got you anything~ Crappo~ lawls.....

take care dearie, miss ya much.

be safe ya~

lotsa love, hugs&kissessssss hun,

josh~