E.T.D.D.F? Exams, Trials, Dilemmas, Distraction, Frustration.
Haiz....exam exam exam, next tuesday exam and yet what am i doing? i can't study...i can't concentrate. I'm trying but yet my mind seems to wander. Why? why do i always feel tired? geees...seriously this is one of the worst times of my life....Ever cried before juz coz of the stress of an exam? Well, honestly speaking, this is the 1st time i ever cried for an exam. What a crybaby eh? T_T sad case for me....
Dilemmas dilemmas dilemmas. Everyday oso choose choose choose. Either this, or that. Why muz choose? So many things to do, so many problems to solve, so many things to accomplish. I'm having the worst nightmare of my life. Guess what? These problems are driving me crazy....I once dreamt....Recently lar....S.A.T.A.N came to me in my dream....he tried to scare me, tried to freak me out, tried to weaken me....I was paralyzed. Its a dream but it all seem too real....Its just too real...
These things are draining all my energy, all my liveliness. i dono lar i juz hope this ends quick....i dowanna choose anything if its possible but yet i know its not. God please help...i'm starting to have weird nightmares and all and i can't slp always. I dono why but to me the only way for me to release these stresses of mine is via my stupid blog. A blog which i try many times to type and update but it always fail i don't know why.
So frustrated as well...college life...people say honeymoon life hor? MY FOOT LAR! honeymoon KONON. BABI LA ISH i SUPER ANGRY WITH COLLEGE LIFE! gargh! assignments assignments assignments, exam exam exam, class class class....i don't even have time to live a life man! GARGH! i just feel like ramming into the wall....damn. another year...to go? can i stand it? can i pass thru it? can i withstand the tremendous stress? can i?
Well.....all i can do is hope....Just hope things pass by fast. T_T
i'm beginning to have a serious critical breakdown.....can't stand it no more.... T_T
every night i cry before i sleep....
P.S : yeah i know...crybaby again...haiz.
1 comment:
hey, u noe what i do cried b4 exams for my last 3 semester. it is just too many too take it at once.sometimes u just need to let it all out.crying it all out will help a lot to reduce d burden in ya heart..all this dreams u have is cause u are have battle in ur heart or ur spirit. i guess. u noe u must really pray and tell God everything. speak to Him. He will lead u. dilemma happen bcz u cant decide*as it was in my blog* u noe tis is life.u choose,u decide,u learn.always look at the bright side le..bout ur coll life, i noe how u feel cz i aso dun like my coll but life goes on and u just need to get adapt to it..bout d assignments n stuff is c how manage ur time oni..d sleeping is cz u always sleep at d wrong timing that y..sleeping at d wrong timing will effect ur emotions u noe tht? i guess i type too much here le, and i also have nag u much bout ur sleeping timing so it is u who make d decision. tcare ya! God bless. u will do well in ur exams d no worries.=]
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