Depth of My Heart

Hi there bloggie once again. Been awhile since i tickled u with my 'banging' of my keyboard. Well, i just have no idea on what the crap to write. Just that, my mind, keeps running nonstop. I don't understand what's happening to me. What's happening in my life, in my studies, in my relationships, in my finance, in my employability.

Studies...To hell be with it, i have nothing to study, nothing to memorize, nothing to do. So darn boring. I just pray i'll pass my exams. Just pass will do. I dun ask for an A, or B, or C....just give me a pass and i'll be happy enough.

Life....So, what the hell am i doing with life? STUpiD stuffs? I wake up 9-11am in the morning, stare at my ceiling, and ask myself this stupid question again and again...."What the hell am i supposed to do today?" U guys love holidays rite? Honestly, it sucks, its boring, its lonely. AND ITS DRIVING ME UP THE WALL!!!

Relationships....Just in general ok. So far, nothing's going on. And somethings got me thinking, do u prefer a pretty girl, a cute girl, a smart girl, a stupid girl, a rich girl, a sweet girl, an ordinary girl, a down-to-earth girl, etc. Thinking and thinking, i rather have a sweet girl, rather than a pretty one, a poor one (expections are lower, and dey dun care abt petty stuff). I know its stupid but well, that's what i want. Why, u may wonder, i think about all this 'crap'? My stupid friend lo, ask me this stupid question. Throw me question somemore, "What does it mean by falling out of love?" Lol....i really dono how answer man....
HAiz.....Relationships aren't always bliss....neither is it always on the rocks. I just want a girl, which is just all rounded, and doesn't keep nagging.
P.S : i know alot girls love to nag. lolx....

Finance....I'm BANKRUPT! ~end of story~ whoever wanna ask me out, aka date me, guy or girl, please pay for food, and petrol money. LOLX.....

Employability....Shud i go Telco? Or got to other stuffs? I prefer telco tho....but how?? My dad sent my CV to his fren dy but no reply yet....haiz...pray ba i get a job...at least i won't be so bored, and i won't be bankrupt. rite rite??? Those that want me out, pray for me laaa....looooool.

Anyway, just wanna take the chance, to apologize to those that I've hurt, directly, indirectly, knowingly, and unknowingly. And well, another post up, another one coming.

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Thanks for reading.
Signing off, Josaiya.