Stress and stress. is that all i can see for now? So many work, so many things to do, so many responsibilities until at times i forget this and that, so many problems, so many occasions, so many un-finished business, so many events, so many distractions.....so many....
Where am i heading? Which direction am i going? Is the path right? Or is it wrong? Once again i stumble upon this crossroads....i dono whether its a split road, a T-junction, or a crossroad. To be frank, this sucks. I dono why in the world i took up engineering....Did i pursue the wrong thing? I would prefer business and arts now....Its not a matter of earning money or what....but somehow i'm already bored with engineering. I'm kinda drained of all my energy....
Everybody wants life to be perfect, simple, and fun. A life without work and fun without boundaries. Everybody loves to enjoy the sea breeze, or to relax in the countryside or reside at the hilltop...Who doesn't? I always want to do that. To enjoy the last remnants of my life, enjoying. Instead of being bothered by the boredom and the "responsibilities" of life. Yea, u can call me irresponsible. But i only direct my "irresponsibility", or shud i say negligence, towards certain issues. That's all.
Haiz...i still have another 7months ahead. What will these 7 months determine? I am determined to end it well, but as the saying goes, the spirit is strong, but the flesh is weak....How am i supposed to do it? I'm talking about results here. To me, results isn't all that matters. But i dono the world,...Parents keep nagging saying results is NEAR everything. I don't know.....But somehow i feel, being able to deal with a person and communicate with a person is more than matters. In other words, relationship between people. And these kind of relationships can surpass all boundaries. Regardless of whether its special, or platonic.
Well....I just hope that these days, as i'm ending my college life. I just hope and pray. That He'll lead me on the right path. I fret thinking about the future. Every time i think about it, a shiver goes down my spine. Nobody wants a bad future, at least not for me. The world is coming to an end....Appreciate what we have....well....hope things, will turn out good, not only in these 7 months, but also in the months, and now years to come.....
Guess....this'll be it.
6 comments:
something like my blog hmmpz. i tot u said you would like to post it as " a story of an idiot" as your title? well live for your dreams as what you said to me! Gues my blog does reflect on u ..=]
lol....decided to change the topic to more "goodboy" type. hahahahaa....yea living the dreams, but now building it...but yet the pace isn't there as at yet. =.=" haiz.....lol. i see myself in ur blog at times. lol....
Heya! cheer up! i realize ur blog is always like kinda =(..Start looking at things positively and u'll realize hard situations are in fact, alot easier to digest. And why shud we fear when our
mighty God is for us! surely ntg and no one can be against the child of the greatest King!=D
As for now, jz finish the battle. Never give up. Remember today's sermon on ''the strength of my commitment''. Successful people never EVER give up.
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.=)
yea got ur point. i wrote this yesterday. and today....POOF! it hit right on target. lol....weird eh, how things turn up to be. this morning i was kinda stunned....so many...5 points. and at least, 3 hit bullseye. haiz....hahahaha. well, thanks for the encouragement. U do well too k? =)
cheer up dude.. dun worry la.. give your best shot can liao.. if need anything can just tell me.. even though we diff group.. if ever need my help, i'll gladly give de.. engineering not that bad la.. i somehow i start to appreciate what i have.. lol.. smile lo.. cause not everyday is a rainy day
i shudn't choose that group. i get bullied in the end. sienz...haizz...different grp wan help me? i very paiseh tau? lolz....haizzz~~~ sienz ler. tks for the "hand".... =D
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