Ask an inch, Received a yard.

Life is freaking weird and full of uncertainties eh? And especially with our Lord God Almighty, even the impossible, is made possible. Not only is life weird, humans, are....too. Dun u think so? Come to think of it, i actually went to F.A.N night at church.....And i got more than what i opted for....Somehow, part of me tells that its divine intervention....Cause the thing is i nearly NEVER go to F.A.N nights. Lolz.....

Cutting the story short, the night started of with just chatting and fellowshipping, followed by a little testimony by Uncle Lau, and of course, worship. =)

After that, Pastor Andrew, aka head of Music Department ( if i'm not mistaken...lol ), kinda gave a speech/lecture.......or shud i say a little sermon. The session talked about perseverance, and the willingness to be "knocked" by God. And of course, total surrendence. Well, after that we had a little something like a "prayer walk", as in we all just prayed in a circle....Yeap, the moment I started praying, i immediately sensed....That the Holy Spirit was around. His presence was so so so dominating, so strong, so immense. Then we prayed and prayed and prayed.....and then it kinda ended.

Now here comes the weirdest part, Pastor Andrew kinda passed the mike around, asking whether did God say anything to either of us, or did we have a vision or etc. Well from Pastor Andrew to me, the amount of people would be around....more then 14? about there lar.....all were just passing around....and passing around. Well, for a guy like me, i'm not those that like to have ALL the attention....lolz. And so i decided to let it pass, despite having a strong feeling to speak.

Somehow....when the mike came to me. I couldn't let it go. I wanted to pass to daniel, who was next to me, but amazingly....all i did was put it close to my mouth, and speak. =.="

All i could say, was that....

"Everyday in life, we face problems and troubles. We face uncertainties and we face circumstances. Honestly speaking, my walk with God ain't 101% satisfying...to be honest. Everyday in my life i face problems, troubles, worries and everything. But during the prayer, i felt peace. i felt home. i felt belonged. i felt loved. We may know it or not know it, but God assures, that whenever we are in times of trials, we can always, always....look to Him. For he will never leave us, nor forsake us. And he wants the best for those that trust in Him."

And then, Ps.Andrew just said...."Lets pray for him."

And yea, the leaders came, laying hands upon hands on me, speaking words of wisdom and truth, words of encouragement and words of love. I had visualizations of things, things that are happening around me, and things that are happening in the past. The hurts, the disappointment, the pain, the anger.....it kinda went into "unleash" mode. I cried. I shook. I coughed. It feels like as if "something" was coming outta me. It feels as if that there was an "inner being"....I felt like screaming. I felt like scolding, i felt anger. But the Lord took it all. I din scream, i din scold, and anger....was gone.

Sis Sook Leng, one that i know not well of, spoke precise truth about my life. So precise that only those closest to me will understand and agree with her words of wisdom. For me, the "tempest" that was within me was "tamed". But i felt weird. It feels like a whole new life has taken over.....at that time.

Well, why i say ask an inch yet received a yard? Cause my main purpose was to find Bro. Teik Gee for some stuff. But he din show up, and i got this blessing. Truly....what else can i say; but.....God is great.

logging off,
jo-Saiya