My promise to you....

Never expected that to you I'll give,

My heart, my love, my everything to thee,

All that's left, is awaiting thy return,

To seal the deal, that was never thought possible.

The art of trust, my words you can believe,

The art of love, my actions you can see,

The art of lust, my thoughts you can read,

But all in all, you, are all I need.

Time has passed, 10 years to date,

Still quite unbelieving, that you're my mate,

The queue to you, is far beyond my reach,

But I've caught you, and I wont let anyone breach.

Thus said, I am but a penniless man,

But still you said, "Dont worry, you still can."

What matters ain't about dollars or cents,

But true love, and what our love represents.

And now, together we are one,

Only to you and to you I'll run,

This promise I'll make to you when I'm young,

And when I make it, I'll get all of them done. 

My promise, to thee : 

"One day, I'll make my truckloads of money.... And by that time,

I'll bring you dinner on the Eiffel Tower,

Dance around the Sydney Harbour, 

Road trip to the Grand Canyon,

Play with water and sand at the Maldives and Tahiti,

Visit the city of Bahamas,

And swim with you in the Caribbean, in my own personal yacht. =))

*And that's my promise* ^_^"

Lotsa love,

J.Y.K.Y~ ^^

*A promise a guy makes, A promise a guy must do.*

Another song, singing it to you.

Love,
The question of trust,
The question of loyalty,
The question of commitment.

The giving in love, is never-ending,
The receiving in love, is unexpecting,
But most important is our love's direction,
That love can be given, without any hesitation.

After so long, we're finally one,
Its so complicated, but yet its fun,
Our journey together, has just begun,
And hand-in-hand, this race we'll run.

Though unofficial as many may say,
But who cares, its just about us anyway,
Baby, together, lets make our love strong and stay,
That togetherness, we always may.

People compliment, what an item we are,
That none object, an understanding too far,
Our best time, loving in the car,
Hell yeah, our love is just too bizarre!!!

You fit my every expectation,
Short, cute, pretty with all perfection,
I'm swooped away, in every direction,
When you give so much, without any rejection.

A girl like you, I thought never existed,
But your presence, caught me off-guarded,
Should I ever leave, you unsafe-guarded,
Then I am nothing else, but plain retarded.

You and me, we're just so damn happy,
Every union, the air's just so merry,
Your love, sweeter than the tropical berry,
Hell yeah, we both wanna marry.

What is time, but just a measurement,
What is age, but just a predicament,
Why bother about people and restrictions,
When all matters is love, and our sole commitments.

Twice in love, we both have fallen,
Finally together, this is not mistaken,
Together we'll defeat 'them' with full aggression,
That love, You, I will never abandon.

-Dedicated to J.Y.K.Y-
Copyright  © March 2012 Josiah Wu =P

From the Depths, I return.

"From the depths, I return,

From the failures, I discern,

Rising again from the ashes,

Devouring in my way all whom trespasses.

Time is now, reborn once again,

Growing from scratches, my life remain,

The old ways no longer affects my vein,

The new way, I shall not put to pain."

Well, back again to the arena of blogging.
Been a long time since Christmas-ey, time for sorrow, time for joy, time for pain, time for healing, time for hatred, time for love.

You know, seriously speaking, I never thought in my life that I would be able to endure the 'shit' that I've been put thru...
Never thought for a split second that I would come across someone better....
Never thought at all that I would fall back in love again, after what happened....
Never thought that the one, would be a 'childhood-love'....

Truly, its amazing how the Creator works.....
Lets see.... How this story goes......


It was way back in August 2011, that I actually asked you out.... To a club. Now now, would a girl meet up with a guy whom she knoweth not much in familiarity in a club with his friends? Then again, you agreed and we actually met up..... *Miracle!*

Well, that aside, we were both pretty sober during our first reconciliation, but ended up ending the night with the best of all.... Holding you by the stairway, communicating to you not via word-to-word by tongue-to-tongue. You are the only girl, I ever kissed in a club..... And you shall remain the only girl to do so.

True enough, that did send sparks flying like crazy.... Less for you, more for me, or vice versa, it doesnt matters.... What matters is that, a part of me is in you, and a part of you is in me..... But sadly, back you go to Kedah the very next day.... ZzzzZzzzz.....

Well, progression remains slow and steady, growing in love and in 'misses', strengthening the bonds between both sexes, and honestly..... Its like the very best damn thing that's happening in my life.... You returning into my life.

Every minute you're back in KL, I'll fight for it till the very last breath, of course, giving ur family number one priority.... Blame me for being selfish and childish, but I kinda know what I'm fighting for, so its okay... ^^
To find out the truth, I told you that I once was head-over-heels for you in secondary school but I never talked to you..... And voila! Little did I know, that you were interested in me too, at that time....

This makes it the 2nd time that we actually have feelings for each other, logically speaking.

Time passes, our names changed from the 'originals' to uber-duper-sweet-words that can even melt the Antarctic, from being so far but feeling so near in the heart..... Good progression it was....

Till shit happened.

2 weeks of silence, 2 weeks of total silence.... But I guess that 'quiet' period was the period that the bonds actually grew stronger.... You cried because of me, you went crazy because of me.... And so did I.... Getting drunk 6 days in a row aint really me, cause with my ability to drink, i reckon i'll never get drunk at all.....
But its good silence i guess.... It was that silence.... That brought us back together, stronger than ever....

"In the stillness, we are one.

In the quiet, we're so much fun.

You belong to me, and me to you,

Trust me honey, my feelings are true."

That point of time, waiting 1 month for your next return was no problem at all.....
But now, even 10 days in itself is already taxing enough for me, for us.....
Well, its a good thing for distance, that you can focus on studying and me on my work....
Elsewise, HAYWIRE lor!!!! ><

For now, I only have 2 wishes in life....
1) To generate so much money that my loved ones can live a good life....
2) To make you, officially, MINE.

Well, I guess its enough said..... Just hope that in time, we'll be, fantastic.
Gonna compile all the little poems i wrote, that was and is dedicated to you....

"We never know what life will bring,

Never expected that this song we'll sing,

You aint never ever gonna be my fling,

Coz with you, I wanna sit this damn love swing."

"The appreciation of the living, far surpasses the dead,

What good will it bring, if love is all to fate,

Let love flourish, as it once was said,

That no matter what, Im gonna make you, my beloved mate."

"The everyday journey, one step ahead,

Doing what I can, keeping the words I've said,

Probably its consequences, the price I've paid,

But I'll wage 'war', till the day I'm dead."

"Acceptance is there, love we both yield,

Fear of losing you, from others thee I will shield,

Probably its trust, we both need to build, 

This outburst of love, I need to wield."

"The apple of my eye, the one to her I shy,

Loving you loads, but never knowing why,

Distance is alive, but honey lets giv'it a try,

Cause we'll never know, what time will bring us by."

"I cant sleep again, despite being so tired,

I wonder why, but is this how i'm wired?

Gosh I need help, this is getting way to dire,

And all I'm thinking of is you, my sweetest desire."

"Time to wait, time has pass,

Time of missing we have surpass,

Return ye shall soon back to me,

That togetherness that all may see.

Worth the wait, worth the given,

Nothing else matters, but the love receiven."

"You are home, back here again,

This time the love ain't be in vain,

Lets dance and dance under the rain,

Never again will I let u go thru pain."

"This weird feeling, of waiting,

This happy and unexplainable feeling, of wanting,

The indescribable feeling of expressing,

Shit, its been so long since I had this feeling!"

"No longer a want, you're a need,

No longer a fragment, but a part of me,

No longer a dream, now our destiny,

No longer infatuation, but in love....."

J.Y.K.Y....... Yes, you.
<3

365 days ago, Christmas.

Here comes again the 25th of December,

2011's ending, quicker than ever,

Wonder if this year is somehow better?

Or true satisfaction, achieved I have never.

Today is a joyous occasion,

But in my mind, its an acted delusion.

Missing again, the one who opted elusion,

Just probably, it's a good decision.

Then again, reminiscence strikes once more,

Exactly 365 days ago, in my arms you I once bore,

The time of tender love and care,

Only given to those who dare.

Its been long, since the times,

Of us, of jolly-ous "crimes",

Never regretted, not one bit,

But expected to happen, this kind of shit.

A year has come and gone,

A year of growth, yet love forlorn.

A year of maturity, a year of happenings,

A year of freedom, a year of recuperation.

A year of wonders, a year of fun,

A year of tears, yet a year of laughter.

A year of friends, a year without a lover.

A year of relationships, a year so sour.

The road ahead, no one knows,

Be weary and warned, life's full of sorrows,

Appreciate what we have, never let it go,

Cause today its here, but it may be gone tomorrow.

Courage, the lesson of strength.

Decisions, the lesson of interpretation.

Humility, the lesson of patience.

Love, the lesson of life.

Merry Christmas everyone.

=)

3 words.....

I-am-Tired....

Hehehe.... What did you guys expect? Lols!

Damn, recently been getting tired pretty easily. Think imma getting old..... =(

Sigh. Guess studying and working is really having a toll on me... The once "dont-need-to-sleep-Josiah-and-still-standing-tall" is slowly going down the drain.... Aduh....

Anyway.... Nothing much to update for now, i guess....

All that's on my mind, is to sleep....

And yeah, waiting for a very important friend of mine coming back from Sungai Petani if not mistaken.... Lolz. Coming back next week.... Finally seeing you after 1-month+? Ahhh..... Cant wait cant wait....

Anyway, signing off now.

Wanna sleep and probably play abit of games. Lols....

Toodles world,

jo-Saiya

Mini-updates =)

Well, I'm back, oh yeah I'm back...

Its been a 1month+ hiatus from blogging thanks to the many dramatic jokes that I'm going thru, but its alright.

Anyway, MAJOR UPDATES!!!

You know, ever since "Shit-Happened", I'vebeen roaming around, rebelling, removing my 'mask', being who I am, loving myself, etc etc?? Hmmm.... I realize network's growing bigger, and bigger.... Life becoming interesting, and interesting-er, learning so many new stuffs and best of all, HAVING FUN!!! =D

And again, As usual..... Every month is a holiday month!!!

August updates??

Kinda went to Melaka for a little short day trip, took lotsa-pics, and lets not forget the nyonya foods, clock tower, Portugese fort, and the night market!!!! =D

Owh, and i bought a Samurai-Sword-Umbrella..... ^_^

Late night hangouts are getting way more interesting, meeting up with ex-schoolmates, ex-classmates, ex-tuitionmates..... My oh my, used to once be the outcast in secondary school and quietest of all.... But now, hehehe..... imma boss as usual ^_^

Hmmm.... what else? Oh yeah, did my 2nd toe operation at Pantai Hospital coz couldnt afford Gleneagles this time. And heck, the operation was GELI like shit.... Doc used blade, scissors, clippers, tweezers, and KOREK MASUK my "toe's meat".... Ewww.... Even mom geli until look away.... Lol. Thanks to this toe, I miss my August Penang's trip.... DAMN.

So, yeah.... Back to work I am now, on the table in office typing on this un-internet-accessible desktop coz i'm bored to death..... Hahahaha..... Hectic first week of work, up and down running, finding new clients, new boss, new colleagues and blablabla.....

Stress level also building up...... Sleeping at minimum hours, working and studying like crap.....

Work + Tuition + Classes + assignments = Death...... LOL.....

Feeling pretty drained already, wonder if I should drop one... Besides my plan to marry also sudah tarak~ Work so hard for apa? =(

*cries*

But whatever~ Who cares?

Will try to update more.... and in the meantime, toodles!!! (^^,)

P/s : Dated 5th Sept'11

There-Di-Cation to SC. (Someone Close)

Tell me why we got so close,
That we made it, from hands to nose,
The amount of seeds, together we sow,
Hard to ignore, the flowers that grow.

Life once, but so dull and bland,
After four years, again we both stand.
Parties together, aint want it to end,
I'll take good care of you, even if it costs me my hand.

Feelings fade, and feelings grow.
Then again, to me you rarely show.
I'm still in the dark about our row,
But the least I hope, is another fatal blow.

Today, You seemed angry at me,
Then, the problem I cannot see.
Could it be I cared too much?
Or cause I met another girl and kept in touch.

Leaving the past for total good,
Living life, the way I should.
Hopefully a day, a get-together we could,
And a dance with you, I willingly would.

Before, limitation was my only bound,
Now, total freedom I have found.
Everyday, my world you make go round,
Lets dance, till the music runs out of sound!

My first post about you is today,
Hopefully cool down that soon you may,
Lets get out again these coming day(s),
Finance aint an issue, cause I can pay!

I still wonder, if there's mutuality,
Or in you, there's still absencesity,
I'll try to win you with sincerity,
And give thee the most, of security.

Even if people label you as a calamity,
I know deep inside, you're an on-Earth-deity,
Screw it! Lets just continue to party,
And thanks for being, my new best buddy!!