Frustrations

Frust! Sickly Frust!!! The glamorous scholarship that was within my grasp has break free. GARGH!!!! Scholarship is gone!!! T_T no more....haiz...

RM20,000 for 3rd year. Geeezz....Apply PTPTN loan, how am i gonna pay? T_T

Explaining the Unexplainable

Unexplainable. I feel weird. I feel like....something's wrong somewhere. Probably in my life? Or my surroundings? I start to feel like there's "something" or "someone" watching me...but yet i dono where. Is it my feelings? Or really my 6th-sense tingling? Or cud it just be my conscience? Weird....Its like....I feel unsafe. But why???

When i talk to people....Somehow i miss them. Miss the times i have with them. Miss the laughter and the joy. Weird....Never had this feeling before. I dono what's wrong with me....probably the aftermath of me being sick? Lol....Hope this feeling fades....

But at the same time....This feeling is kinda good in the sense that....I want my friends. Weird eh????? O.O

Finally~~~~~~

Hey hey hey....finally some little updates hahahaha....what to do? at home no internet line ler....cannot online cannot game cannot blog oso lolxie.....anyway....lets see....1 little month bo blog. lets start from 1 month ago ba....hahahaha...

I'm gonna start with movies lol.....1 month....i watch xiao lang so many movies.....Zohan, Body, Dark Water, M0ney bo enuff 2, Wall-E....hmmmm practically that's all about it i guess....heh heh....So far all the shows were cool except Dark Water....stupid la wasting my time.....me and my gang nearly fell asleep in the cinema....so freaking boring....i'm never never never gonna watch croc movies anymore....lolx. 2nd disappointment after watching "Rogue" (another croc movie).

Anyway, i'm already done with my 4months of holidays....sobby....2months rotting 1.5months studying and 0.5months ermmmm gaming? lolx....there goes 1/3 of a year. T_T NO INCOME ARGH!!!! anyway....Glad to say that at times, failure in life can be manipulated into success. And of coz, gotta work ur ass off like i said in my previous post. yay....i worked my ass off and yahoo!!! PASS ALL 4 SUBS!!!! that's stupid man....when 1st time exam, 4 papers in 2 weeks, and i fail all 4. this time round, 4 papers in 1week, and i pass all??? T_T
----> "if only i did better in the 1st place right....?"

Oh well, now that yr3's starting....i'm gonna end it grand. Grand as in....no more play play jor....muz "yeng jan" dy....no more "put lang sui" liao.... XD

VeRy StrEss liao ler.....1st day of yr3 oso the lecturer bombard us like mad.... T_T show all the end test paper, LANGSUNG TAK FAHAM.......i went like omg omg omg....lols.

Hmmm....dono what to post....prob i shud talk abit about celebrating someone's birthday? Lol....not someone la. Celebrating Abigail's birthday kakakaka....hmmm....i dono wat to write....for more info plz visit http://abigail-chan.blogspot.com/2008/09/turning-19.html. Lol.....what a lazy bum eh? XD

Anyway.....yeah another thing is i went to GENTING....wahaahaha....well, went that with another 6 guys. How "gay" cud this be? ewwww.....7 guys going on a vacation? Yuck. lolx....anyway, we had loads of fun....including celebrating Tham's birthday on the 20th of Sept. KENA TAPAO KAOKAO... XD well, genting hor...no change lar. But there's ONE THING.....

A PIMP ACTUALLY ASKED ME WHETHER I NEEDED SOME "ENTERTAINMENT" FOR THE NIGHT.....OMG..... Lolx....of course, straight "No" lar..... XD but i was thinking....wow, pimping in genting? Mau mati lol.....

Ok, that's all folks. Hopefully my Net wil be secured soon.... XD gotta go for class already. 9am liao. i'm blogging at the college library. What a despo lolx....hope u guys dun mind the short and simple post for 1 month lols....

oh well, i'll end it by thanking God for helping me out in my resit papers. Seriously, i think its a knock in the head to wake up already. Coz its so so so freaking weird....And after serious studying for the resit, learning in academics is 1 thing, learning in attitude is another. Well, good experience i've had in failing...no more in yr3 rite? XD

Oh yea, plz pray for me in applying HP's scholarship....heh heh...worth RM25k and a laptop.... kekekekkee....if i get....yahoooo!!! XD

signing off yeah.....
josaiya~

Stor[3]ies

Stor[3]ies = 3-in-1 coffee....lol. "storees"...

A 2nd Chance....

Hehehehe....Ok ok finally a little updates from the little me...Lol...So, the title today, "A 2nd Chance". Heh heh....Lol dun think think so far lo....Lets talk about studies, and also life. Heh heh...

Long long long time ago, i had pretty good and sweet and memorable results. Memorable coz its fantastic. hahahaha....But well, with time, and as influences creep in, i tend to make stupid and silly mistakes daily. Why ar? Remember the post that had alot of "FAILS" in it? Elizabeth counted about 367...Lol....YEah, i did fail. I failed so badly, so so badly. Even people couldn't believe that I, could fail so badly. One of the worst in the entire course it seems. And guess what? A scholar with those kind of results? Byebye to scholarship lor.... T_T Anyway even though i know its gone, i do thank God he gave me the scholarship to last for 3years. Which saved my family about....35k++? That's alot, in a way. XD

I failed so bad....I dono what else to do. Luckily, i had a 2nd chance. A chance to mend my mistakes. A chance to mend my flaws. Which is, a chance to resit for the paper. Well, got 2nd chance, of coz sapu betul betul la....I studied like mad, rarely got online for that half month, and well, things work out great. Now that i'm done with my re-sit, somehow, i thank God for this 2nd chance. Its not always in life that you get a second chance. So enjoy it when u have the 1st chance. Even if u screw up, I always believe if you work hard, work your ass off, i dun believe for a split second that there won't be a second chance. And if you ever have your second chance, do appreciate it. Great huh? I believed, i worked my ass off, and i think i did good for my second chance. heh heh.....

If only we had 2nd chances in everyday life......


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Movies....
Now, movies. Hahahaha....Lets see. I've watched a few movies in the past week. Such are 4bia, Ghost house, and Death Race. Lets start with 4bia.

4bia. The thai horror flick. OMIGOSH.....4horrors in 1 movie. Gila kuku. Wanna know when i watched it? I watched it on "chat yuet sap sei hou". Or shud i say, the 14th of 7th month of the chinese calendar. Or watever u call it. Lol....So-called the "gates of hell opened". And i watched it 12am with 2 hardcore ppl. Tham and Kenwee. Lol....Gosh i salute that movie. Its rated number 1 on our Horror Flicks Blockbuster Collection. Hahahaha....

Next will be Ghost House. Ok, its another thai horror flick. But, DUN WASTE YOUR MONEY!!!! Its a fake! Its stupid! It's storyline is sucky! Its a waste of money! Lol....yeah another horror flick at 11.45pm. But well, this one, totally no "kick". Only got 1 scene, where my legs shot up. Practically OUR legs. Lol...Tham me kenwee and pang. Lol....Just 1 nice sudden shocking scene. Besides that, nothing else is nice. The "chick" sucks, the guy actor is horrible, and the worst part is the director. Lousy fella. Lol...RM10 donated to GSC. T_T

Finally, DEATH RACE. I watched this with quah yesterday. Wah. This movie rated 18SG. And its really really 18SG. Gosh. This show is fantastic. Gore aplenty. I love the way the director does it. So fake yet so real. Lols....A MUST-WATCH show!!! Of course, 18 above only. Thanks. Hahahaha...I love its moral of the story. Sacrificial love. That's what it is.....I give this show an A+.

Now....i'm waiting for Zohan on friday....Anybody wanna go watch "La Lingerie" with me? XD

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Pressies....
Ok, Pressies. aka, presents. Anybody got any nice presents-punya-place-to-buy???? i want it reasonable as well...lol.

Resurrection of Blog.

Yes yes i know. This blog is not updated. Wait wait!! UPDATES COMING!!! GOT 2 in "brain" dy....Coming soon~~~~~ Lol...Exams are over. Bloggie time~

Accidents.....

Hi hi bloggie~ Today i'm abit scared. Scared of what? Scared of road-accidents! Lol~ Well, do u guys remember about the HUGE MEGA CRAZY SCARY ACCIDENT along the Connaught road? The one where 7 vehicles involved with 2 fatalities? Man that's a big mess right? Yuk....I shiver at the thought of it. The motocyclist and the lorryist dead~ The van driver narrowly escaped with the fact that his van got "hamburgered" into the size of a mere wallet? Geeez that is WAY SCARY~~~

I dono why, but after that incident i read in the news, i've been witnessing accidents after accidents. I mean, before this i never saw SO MANY accidents....in a span of 1 week, i'd say i've seen at least 3-4 accidents~

Once i saw on the way to Sunway for the Passion World Tour, the guy right behind me just crashed into another car. And it was RIGHT BEHIND ME~~~ WAT THE CRAP~~~~ Thank God i wasn't involved....Hahahaha...I could see debris and the "drifting" of the car via my rear mirror~ Not major tho...But the sight kinda frightened me~

Another instance was yesterday...Was travelling home from Bandar Utama after a day of studies, was about 1-1.30am, on the highway, where this motor SMASHED into a Waja. And gosh it was like on top of a bridge? Not really a bridge but a "high"-way. Something like the one we see in Taman Billion highway? Got 3 storeys high one the road~ The motor was SMASHED~~~~ the waja also had MAJOR damage~ Well, i don really know what happened to both drivers, hopefully they're both ok....But the thing is that i saw the motocyclist punya helmet....pecah. So tak tau la~~~

Haizz....guys and girls who're driving, please be careful. Even i myself finally got into an accident after nearly 2 years of "safe" driving. "Malang tidak berbau" right? Just drive safely....I dono why but i have the urge to type about this....Really freaks me out at times. Dun say what time la, even 1-1.30am, where there are SO LITTLE vehicles on the road, still got such a big crash. What more during peak hours?

Just a little prayer here~ For all~

""Dear Father in heaven, hallowed be Thy name, Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. God i just pray for all my friends, not only my friends, but my family, my friends family and my friends friends and for all. Just pray that You'll keep dem safe in their coming in and their going out of the house. Keep them safe under ur glorious wings and with your precious blood. Keep them safe from the dangers of the world and from the reach of the evil one. In Your holy name i ask and i pray, amen.~""

Signing off guys~

-=*| Money Does Matter |*=-

Lol....Today was Passion World Tour. It was awesome man. Just Really Really Awesome! Hahahaha...Totally different style~ Well, it was just rocking cool. Except the fact that there were some few "smart" people who went jumping the rows to "rob" the seats in front. How ridiculous and childish LOL. Probably barbaric and uncivilized? Lol...Well, i'm the "civilized" one, i line up for a seat. Hahahahaha....And thank God, my seat was pretty good. Ok, i had the same 2 girls for my bday. Abby and YiLi. Hey where's JinLi? Sobzzz she's back at UK. Oh well, she missed it but hope Passion will be back when she's back as well hahahhaa....2nd trip. ~what dreams~ lolx....

Well, man i just did something good. I gave offering...without looking at how much i gave. Ok i admit, 1st time LOL. well, hope it'll be put to good use. And well, yea i know it will. XD

Lets all pray for Jakarta for their Passion tour on 8th Aug shall we?~~ Keep em in prayer....daily~ XD

Ok, finished the good part. Now the bad part~~~~LOL...

Ok, lets admit. Money IS important. In whatever u do, money IS important. Eat, sleep(buy bed), shit/pee (flush water), drive (petrol), sms, call...a.k.a EVERYTHING. Nothing comes free rite? Haizzz....Life ain't fair seriously. For all the guys out there. Life ain't fair. Lol....Come mon, guys gotta fork out money for girls. Its tradition? and probably expectations??? Lol....Oh well, what a bummer~

Anyway, money really really is important. I just got into a big argument with "her" coz of money matters~ I dono about you but for me, as a MALE/GUY/Non-Female gender, I AM TO DO THE PAYING. Well at least probably more than 50% of the time. Hopefully not always lar... T_T

Anyway, why is money so important? Honestly i've been tying up my tummy for meals....So that i have money to bring "thee" out. Roar~~~~! Adui...duit duit duit. Stupid la money. Why muz everything be money le hor? Can't we just go to the shopping centers....and just GRAB EVERYTHING WE WANT....and go home? Lol....Pump petrol no nid bring wallet/creditcard. Hahahahaha~~ i'm living in a world of fantasy~~~ LOL.

Oh well, "u" say it doesn't matter. But to me it does. Being part of the non-female species, it is considered a MUST to be able to afford. Haiz~ I've been finding jobs online, done surveys online just to get some USD but i can't seem to redeem it. I've even picked up forex and share market trading....ZZzzzZzzzz~~~

Oh well i think my parents would be reading lol....They keep thinking i play play play games on comp T_T. Yea i do but i oso got do my other stuff lei~ Need find money oso. Haizzz....Got 2 job offers but have to turn em down coz of some really really RIDICULOUS reason which i have to go thru again. And of coz i hate it. Pretty pissed at my tight wallet. T_T why why why why why..... T_T

------ THIS IS MY WORD. THIS SHALL BE MY STAND. ------
I, Josiah Wu, whether or not the world shall call me a materialistic person or not, i shall not care. But I, shall work out everything. I must finish up my college degree. I must get into a good working "pit". I must. And i will. Still, I trust you Oh Lord God Almighty. Guide me along my way. You spoke to me today. "Greater things are yet to come, and Greater things are still to be done." Not only in the city alone, but also in me. I do this not only for the benefit of me myself. But also for those who are dear to me. Of course, family. And OTWC. A word, promise and stand, made not only by human strength alone, but also on divine strength. And of course, must be in accordance, to His divine will.~ In Him, I trust.
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~Where there's a will, there shall ALWAYS, be a way~

Edited at 1am. A catastrophe 30mins ago. An act of peace, 30mins later. O.O