Sunday, December 25, 2011

365 days ago, Christmas.

Here comes again the 25th of December,
2011's ending, quicker than ever,
Wonder if this year is somehow better?
Or true satisfaction, achieved I have never.

Today is a joyous occasion,
But in my mind, its an acted delusion.
Missing again, the one who opted elusion,
Just probably, it's a good decision.

Then again, reminiscence strikes once more,
Exactly 365 days ago, in my arms you I once bore,
The time of tender love and care,
Only given to those who dare.

Its been long, since the times,
Of us, of jolly-ous "crimes",
Never regretted, not one bit,
But expected to happen, this kind of shit.

A year has come and gone,
A year of growth, yet love forlorn.
A year of maturity, a year of happenings,
A year of freedom, a year of recuperation.

A year of wonders, a year of fun,
A year of tears, yet a year of laughter.
A year of friends, a year without a lover.
A year of relationships, a year so sour.

The road ahead, no one knows,
Be weary and warned, life's full of sorrows,
Appreciate what we have, never let it go,
Cause today its here, but it may be gone tomorrow.

Courage, the lesson of strength.
Decisions, the lesson of interpretation.
Humility, the lesson of patience.
Love, the lesson of life.

Merry Christmas everyone.
=)

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

3 words.....

I-am-Tired....

Hehehe.... What did you guys expect? Lols!

Damn, recently been getting tired pretty easily. Think imma getting old..... =(
Sigh. Guess studying and working is really having a toll on me... The once "dont-need-to-sleep-Josiah-and-still-standing-tall" is slowly going down the drain.... Aduh....

Anyway.... Nothing much to update for now, i guess....
All that's on my mind, is to sleep....

And yeah, waiting for a very important friend of mine coming back from Sungai Petani if not mistaken.... Lolz. Coming back next week.... Finally seeing you after 1-month+? Ahhh..... Cant wait cant wait....

Anyway, signing off now.
Wanna sleep and probably play abit of games. Lols....

Toodles world,
jo-Saiya

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Mini-updates =)

Well, I'm back, oh yeah I'm back...
Its been a 1month+ hiatus from blogging thanks to the many dramatic jokes that I'm going thru, but its alright.

Anyway, MAJOR UPDATES!!!

You know, ever since "Shit-Happened", I'vebeen roaming around, rebelling, removing my 'mask', being who I am, loving myself, etc etc?? Hmmm.... I realize network's growing bigger, and bigger.... Life becoming interesting, and interesting-er, learning so many new stuffs and best of all, HAVING FUN!!! =D

And again, As usual..... Every month is a holiday month!!!

August updates??
Kinda went to Melaka for a little short day trip, took lotsa-pics, and lets not forget the nyonya foods, clock tower, Portugese fort, and the night market!!!! =D

Owh, and i bought a Samurai-Sword-Umbrella..... ^_^

Late night hangouts are getting way more interesting, meeting up with ex-schoolmates, ex-classmates, ex-tuitionmates..... My oh my, used to once be the outcast in secondary school and quietest of all.... But now, hehehe..... imma boss as usual ^_^

Hmmm.... what else? Oh yeah, did my 2nd toe operation at Pantai Hospital coz couldnt afford Gleneagles this time. And heck, the operation was GELI like shit.... Doc used blade, scissors, clippers, tweezers, and KOREK MASUK my "toe's meat".... Ewww.... Even mom geli until look away.... Lol. Thanks to this toe, I miss my August Penang's trip.... DAMN.

So, yeah.... Back to work I am now, on the table in office typing on this un-internet-accessible desktop coz i'm bored to death..... Hahahaha..... Hectic first week of work, up and down running, finding new clients, new boss, new colleagues and blablabla.....

Stress level also building up...... Sleeping at minimum hours, working and studying like crap.....
Work + Tuition + Classes + assignments = Death...... LOL.....

Feeling pretty drained already, wonder if I should drop one... Besides my plan to marry also sudah tarak~ Work so hard for apa? =(

*cries*

But whatever~ Who cares?
Will try to update more.... and in the meantime, toodles!!! (^^,)

P/s : Dated 5th Sept'11

Monday, August 1, 2011

There-Di-Cation to SC. (Someone Close)


Tell me why we got so close,
That we made it, from hands to nose,
The amount of seeds, together we sow,
Hard to ignore, the flowers that grow.

Life once, but so dull and bland,
After four years, again we both stand.
Parties together, aint want it to end,
I'll take good care of you, even if it costs me my hand.

Feelings fade, and feelings grow.
Then again, to me you rarely show.
I'm still in the dark about our row,
But the least I hope, is another fatal blow.

Today, You seemed angry at me,
Then, the problem I cannot see.
Could it be I cared too much?
Or cause I met another girl and kept in touch.

Leaving the past for total good,
Living life, the way I should.
Hopefully a day, a get-together we could,
And a dance with you, I willingly would.

Before, limitation was my only bound,
Now, total freedom I have found.
Everyday, my world you make go round,
Lets dance, till the music runs out of sound!

My first post about you is today,
Hopefully cool down that soon you may,
Lets get out again these coming day(s),
Finance aint an issue, cause I can pay!

I still wonder, if there's mutuality,
Or in you, there's still absencesity,
I'll try to win you with sincerity,
And give thee the most, of security.

Even if people label you as a calamity,
I know deep inside, you're an on-Earth-deity,
Screw it! Lets just continue to party,
And thanks for being, my new best buddy!!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

IT IS FINISHED!!!!!

Today,
Is the day I've grown.
Today,
Is the day I've lived to show.

Today,
A wish I made so long ago.
A wish which came true, and now forgone.
This very day,
A new wish I made,
A new wish I will create.
A new wish I will live out.

The old hath gone,
The new hath cometh.
All in all, a new being I see-eth.
The days of dwelling shall NO LONGER remain,
The days of crying shall NO LONGER contain,
The days of sadness, NO LONGER again,
It is time, to fully move on.

True enough, a new being i'm seeing,
True enough, a new joy i'm enjoying.
I see myself.
I see freedom, in being me.
I see joy, in being myself.
I see fun, in being I.

22yrs I have becometh.
And never a birthday happier, have i enjoyeth.
Even my 21st birthday was not desired,
But today, you all make my day forever remembered.

Whatever will be, will be.
As for now.... Let things just be.

Another year has passeth,
Another year has cometh.
New friends and buddies we may be,
But it felt I knew u guys for eternity.
Thx pals, thx mom&dad =)


Thursday, July 14, 2011

TODAY SHOULD NOT EXIST!

Today was supposed to be a day of celebration,
But what's left is just reconciliation,
This heart of mine now in total rebellion,
But i still ask and pray for our unification.

Celebrate together we thought initially,
But now you are no longer my ally,
My heart longs for you so badly,
Crying out loud, daily and nightly.
And i know, this pain will always remain tightly,
I just wish, I'd die swiftly.

DAMN!!!! WHY?!?!?!?!? ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz......
I'm gonna go.... get myself knocked out. Stupid day.

Monday, July 4, 2011

-= Ipoh + Cameron =-

So yeah,
I went to Ipoh for the very first time.... Fulfilling my 'dreams' of going for random holidays.... =)

So far....
Cameron - April
Genting - May
Ipoh+Cameron - June
????? - July

I wonder what's instore for July.... Hmm.... So far plans are going to Ko Samui? Or probably Redang/Langkawi.... Hehehehe.....

So yeah, went to Ipoh, but i missed out on quite a few fun stuff =(
Major mistake :
i) Missed on Gua Tempurung
ii) Missed on Tambun Lost World
iii) Missed on Sungai Klah Hot Springs =(

Hopefully one day, Imma be able to visit them..... =) if can i'll bring a 'loved' one go together LOL..... but i reckon i'll be pretty 'alone' for the time being. oh well~

Anyway enough of random talks, just a few picas for updates....

Hehehe... Mixed-fruit aka MANGO+Jackfruit ABC!!!

Indulging in Ipoh's Nga Choy Kai ^^

Pancake @ DimSum =)

Siu-Long-Pau!!!! My all-time-favourite! XD

*Your's Truly*~ Lengzai neh~ ^_^

Cameron's Strawberry Crepe~ oo lalala~

*Tranquility*

The Green-Pastures~

Forgive me, i know imma cute. LOL!

Lastly, my dreams came true with this pic. =)
Always wanted a pic like this.
Probably next time i'll get a better pic. XD
Hahahahahhaa........